Monday, October 11, 2010

Day 276

Day 276

I think Jolin in my previous post is so damn cool, if you've realised she had been dancing and kicking in her 5" heels. I tell you it is difficult, she is amazing "Thumbs up" for everything she did for her career. I see her hardwork in every of her MV. Dance is one of the most difficult part.

Am in my shop today and did a very demure look to work.


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I just saw some kids running around at the corridor of my shop. Imagine having a kid who looks like someone you do not love. Can you imagine how disastrous that is? Even for some divorcees with kids, but somehow you have to understand this, their kids are still born out of love at that point of time before they ended in a broken marriage. At a certain point of time love does hold 2 parties together.

Why am I kept talking about marriages for my blog post, because IT IS IMPORTANT ! ! Dont ever step into a marriage if you are not ready. Unless you are perfectly ready to be responsible, if not, don't go around wasting people's time, I am talking to both male and female individuals. You can never imagine the consequences and damages of a divorce. Although, I am at the age of a rightful marriage and I am certainly not rushing for any. I believe in strong and well solid marriages. I will never want a divorce in my life unless one day my husband decided to kill me one morning for no reasons. Marriage is part of my counsel topic. Oh, by the way, don't feel too alarm one day if you see me walking out of family dispute court. Dont see me young young ok. One of my aim this year is to walk into the counsel of helping verge on divorce couples and couples on separation to not file for divorce. The family court had deviated seperation and divorce cases to a new set-up department by Judge Kelvin for counselling. It is nice to hear from him last week.

Although I am really young with compared to those couples married for decades, I have never been married. But sometimes, its the pure heart that reminds them what they make that vow to get married in the first place. Using Nero-lingustic, you can bring them back to the days they stood by each other in the younger days, the love they used to have to one another. It is true that some marriages really have no turning point. I will try all my best to reconcile and to restore if they are willing to put the last try in their marriage. Most of the situations is that they don't even bother try before they gave the death sentence in their marriage.

Children does great roles in reconcilating their parents. For friends whom I had been encouraging to help parents love each other again, dont give up. I didn't give up and had been trying for the past 1 year for my parents. I see my fruit and I see my parents no longer quarrels, they start to enjoy once you can hit on the right button.

Advise for children in reconcilating parents: Your tone of advise plays an important, if your advise sound like teaching and reprimanding. You did a lousy job lar. You need to have a plan, observe and be extra paitence. Help them because you love them, do it with all your heart and they will feel it. Dont give up!
Dont underestimate the power of love! When played on the right place and time, you will bring back their first love for each other. Remind them of the goodness they used to see in each other in their younger days, now they have grown old, this shows the evidences of storms they used to walk through together because they are in love with each other during the younger days.
I really feel sad when a marriage devastate into a point of unforgiveness. One party just chooses to give up because they cannot forgive. I've met her and she is my friend. Although she is really optimistic despite of her ill-relationship with her husband. But this unforgiveness in her really blocks off the joy in her family. She can receive more, more of happiness. But she denied to heal her broken heart caused by her husband because she couldn't forgive. I pray for her and pray that God will heal her in God's way and let her receive the true happiness not only from her 2 bright lovely children but her husband as well. She deserve to be happy. she is such a wonderful friend of mine.

The following part of the blog contains christianity theology, if you feel uninterested or feels that this is intruding your own religion faith, you can stop reading from this point ^^

You know something, the devil hates human being. The devil don't like human to be happy, he wants human to suffer. It is because of human that is why Lucifer was being banish from heaven by God. That is why the devil Satan will do all sorts of funny things in your life to make you suffer. Suffer in negative thoughts, jealousy, blame and resentment. Satan just like to block you and blind you from knowing the gift God has given to us. We deserve to be happy. Satan deceive and lie, rob and steal dreams, he makes you feel that it is impossible to achieve happiness. But that is not true. Once you understand the authority you have in life, the authority of why Jesus died for you and me on the cross. Satan is under your feet. As long as you understand and receive Jesus, knowing the authority you receive from God. Your dreams will revive, your heart will experience and your eyes will see the purpose what God has in your life. 


Jesus is a gentleman, he will not force breaking into your heart. He knocks and call. If you hear him and open up your heart, he will come in and fellowship with you. Teach you, guide you and communicate with you of how to live a long good life with true joy and happiness. He is a living spirit. He died to promise us this, because he was whipped and stripped, so we can get healed, he was totally heart-broken for God left him when he carried all the sins we had. God have to leave Jesus so we can get healed of heartache. Jesus was accused, announced guilty to set us free from the wrongs we did in life. So we can get rid of sin and let Jesus work in us, do wonders through faith and not by the laws of the 10 commandments because we can never fulfill the law without the help of Jesus Christ. Jesus died so God's Grace and mercy can come upon us.

God is like a father, a leader, a husband and a loving friend. He will talk, comfort and walk with you. When I said he is like a husband, he is. For you will leave any husband if you dont feel love by him. For God loves me so much and everyday, everymoment so faithfully. You will never want to leave the responsible and faithful one who loves you. He is a friend who talks to you and gives the best advise ever, care about you comfort you and knows you well. I say God is my father for he supports me, create opportunities in my life to learn and to grow, provide me with a strong shoulder whenever I feel helpless, he always call me into his wings and he will protect me from getting hurt. I can rely on this faithful father, in all situations I know I can turn into God. When you know and experience this magnificant God, his breathe touches your life. You can never live without him.

You know when I looked back during those days when I was in Japan, I talked to the Goddess, I told her I am feeling very lousy, very tired and very sad. Help me. No instant response, but eventually I thought she did when hubhub came back into my life. I went through another crash of my life. That crash walks me to the true living God. 

I was alone when I am seeking for this living God Yaweh. I said the same thing as what I told the Goddess. Yaweh Jehovah God replied me, I am here my child, always here. I started crying non-stop, I was comfort by his love. I cry not because I am grieved, I was relieved, the feelings of someone just lifted my pain and burden. Peace filled my heart. God told me, dont be afraid I am here to protect you and heal your heart. Immediately after that,  I started talking this unusual language. A language even I don't understand. That was tongues. After bible school then I realised that this incident I experience was the baptising in holy spirits taught by Dr Peter Wagner. I started my journey of encountering God.

Conviction comes from asking, experiencing his love, comforting and the evidence of baptism in the holy spirits. No one tells me what is that when I went through that a year ago. Own experience is better than any story told.

Maybe you can start asking today for those brothers and sisters who hasn't receive this gift of holy spirits, speaking in tongues. The power of tongues is really amazing. It is never about apologising to God about what wrong you commit. It is strength and your spiritual warfare for solid food christians. Tongues can help you pray and speak, experience the heart of an unknown person you are praying for, the breaking through in spiritual prayer life to go into a trance in your prayer closet.

Or you want an experience from this living God. You have to ask. Experience your own story, your own encounter of this true living God Jehovah and his son Jesus the prince of Peace.

Prayers for brothers and sisters who will like to be baptised by the holy spirits. You can pray this simple prayers:

Jesus, I believe in you, I believe that you died on the cross for me and I belongs to you. I ask for the gift to be baptised by the holy spirit like what the disciples received on the day of pentecost in the book of ACTS. Let me experience the power of the holy spirits and your love for me. I pray for the gift of speaking in tongues that breakthrough all warfares created by the devil. Jesus help me as I ask for this gift because you died so you can be with me in spirits always. Thank you Jesus that I receive in faith of this gift from you. I thank you in your mighty name. Amen.

For the neither here nor there ones, but you want to experience this true God and want to invite him into your heart; encounter him yourself, you can say this simple prayer:

Jesus I do not know you, I do not know who is God, but today, I am willing to invite you into my heart. Let me experience you, encounter you. Experience how much you said that you love me, how much you did for me through Jesus Christ who died on the cross for all sinners. I know I did alot of wrong things in my life. Today as I invite you into my heart, help me to overcome them. Help me to to heal all the pain and brokenness in my life. Help me to be happy because I do not want to live an unhappy life anymore! Lead me from now on and let me know more of you. Thank you Jesus, and I pray in your name, Amen.

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