Day 218 - 221

Day 218 - 221

The uploads

I reached Beijing Airport T3

on our way to T1

Took a bus, and reached T1 Beijing Airport

We had breakfast

Gotten our boarding pass in Beijing --> Harbin

KFC breakfast with Pastor and Eve

Board the flight towards Harbin

Reached Harbin

Went up their Cab

Reached the Railway station

Siew hui jie decided to exchange our train tickets for bus tickets instead

 

Went up the up after an hour of waiting and I saw this adver

On my way to Daqing, seriously I really do not know what are they doing.

The swine.

Moving into the country side

Pastor ^^

We've reached DaQing You Tian

I went for my ministry motive for this trip

1st day: Healing the broken hearted

Evelyn on the left !! my roommate for the mission trip.

Hot mama ! She is the mum of Dyran.

Tell you are secret Evelyn is 41 years old.

^^
No more pictures already,
the whole trip was very busy I dont have the time to take pictures.

Day 217 - part 2

Day 217 - part 2

I was in the meeting when I see alot of sad women. I see the weeping spirit. They do not know how to release the oppressed feelings in their heart. So much of Fear in them. Women have to stand up strong to lead when the man loses their leadership quality to lead.

The women were being pushed up as leaders because men shrinks their responsibility. It is not because women are getting stronger nowdays. It is the man who escape from their responsibility leaving women no choice but to fend on their own. To fight for a living, they have to keep all the saddness to themselves, keep all the bitterness they do not deserve, zip it up in a corner of their heart and act as if they are strong. 

Without release, all these saddness, resentment and bitterness bottled up for as long as 50 years. They cant seems to get away. These women has to put on a mask of smiling faces, be strong to lead but deep down their scars were bleeding and is never healed. This causes extremist character which eventually break down into a spiral depression mode. This spirit will dwell in the next generation. I see grandma, mother and child suffering from the same spirits of failure and bondages.

I held alot of middle age women in my arms during my deliverance administering service, they just kept crying non-stop. They longed for so much of love, they long for someone to deliver them so they can finally put the crazy ton weighing burden off their shoulders. The love of Lord Jesus Christ is amazing. Many depression spirits were lifted, I am really amazed that many of the women were on the verge of killing themselves. 

They have been through things we can never imagine, especially those old ladies I prayed for who went through the 2nd world war. So much of resentment. I thank Jesus for living in me, so what breaks Jesus's heart breaks mine too. I can feel these women, so I know what to deliver in them.

The love of God has got no boundaries, his love can fill the heart of all the broken., heal their heart and replace it pain with joy. On day 217, my task is to heal the broken hearted. Pastor, myself and Evelyn does the deliverance for these people more than 50 to set them free so they can receive the Joy and Peace they are longing for.

Thank you Jesus for working through me so these women no longer need to be oppressed. They can recieve the joy in their heart.

There is no need to fear, no need to be sad, no more bondages, no more uncertainty.

Spirit of God is Freedom, Peace, Love, Joy. Once you got to know this amazing God you will understand what I mean. God wants you to experience him. This feeling is unexplainable, but once you received, you will understand the realness of God.

God will restore you initial purpose, ignite your potential, unleash your wonderful mind, recreate your dreams, live a real life where there is no need to hide anymore. You can be real, a real life person living the intended purpose.

I am a walking testimony of how Jesus restored my life and allows me to walk in light with him, where I do not need to fear anymore, I know my future is secured, my life is planned to be fruitful, happy and achieving. Thank you God, lord my shepherd. God you are so faithful you never fail to answer my prayers. 

 

I surrender to your love Jesus, Thank You !

Day 217 - part 1

Day 217 (1)

Dear lovelies I am back , the experience is marvalous! Miracle happenings, do follow through what I am going to post these few days. It is revival and amazing  . . . . . 


10 pm Local time SG

I recovered from my fever and left Singapore for Beijing.

Upon arriving Beijing, we have to check out Terminal 3 airport to be on a domestic flight to Harbin on China Air. SIA do not fly to Harbin.

With all the transfers and bus ride to Terminal 1 airport in Beijing. I am on my flight to DongBei Harbin.

Reached Harbin and Siew Hui Jie came to pick us up. We have to transfer to a train to DaQing. The crowd was crazy and I almost got crushed by villagers who came rushing as if going to war. I was carrying my own baggage, I cannot even move forward, I see people throwing their baggages above my head to chop the queue. The gate to the train station looks as if it is going to explode by people. I cannot imagine when I travel to India! India will be much worst I guess! * Jalamadi I am depending on you in my India Trip! *

We finally got our train tickets, but all the seats were taken up. We GOTTEN THE STANDING TICKET** They call it the * Zhan Piao * Pastor myself and eve has to stand for 3 hours on the train before we reach DaQing.

But God's grace is sufficient for us, Siew Hui Jie exchanged the train tickets for bus tickets where we will be able to get a  seat. Pastor, Eve and myself left for DaQing. 4 hours bus journey.

It was 6pm when we reached DaQing. We headed straight to the training centre for our Church movement. DaQing has the same movement as in for LAOs. We cannot speak English in DaQing. In this part of China, it is not open up for tourist. No foreigners. Evelyn and I had to whisper to each other in English. 

They like to use this word * Gong An will Chong us * meaning : the police will catch us, if not got ban from China. They do not allow chinese community to set up strong leadership in movement that will be threat to their communist state. The one in Beijing was kanna * chong * because they held a meeting of 3000 people.

Pastor Yoggi Cho was being banned from China, Rehaird Bonnkie as well . . . lolx

We felt spirits to spirits when I walked into the centre. Due to the oppression of the communist state, people's heart were being oppressed. There is no freedom to alot of things especially emotions, moral values, culture. Broken families, broken marriages, broken spirits, to them, it is what they accept. They feel it is normal for husbands to have other wives outside. Other children. They kept their broken spirits, broken family under oppression, stone up their emotions. Government, communism, many spirits were dead and burried. Unforgiveness of the revolutional changes, bitterness, resendment, they have to be oppressed. People are simply broken and they are hungry for the Good news from Jesus. 

We came to gave them answers and to experience God's love themselves.

I come to understand alot of things. They have to accept so many things they do not deserve. They were being oppressed and they cannot get their release. 

That is my job for this trip, my mouth and my hands were there to do deliverance for all these years of unrelease oppressions. My first attempt for deliverance, for God to use me as his vessel to set people free and be happy. I told God just use me as his vessel to do his work. I am there to set people free from bondages.

I come to understand the kind of inner self of how hubhub's mum feel about all these years. Oppression and rejections she do not deserve. She just cannot recieve her peace.This is a generation curse., society oppression. Hubhub inherited all these even though he hasn't live in that Era. Her oppression is the effects of a revolutionary change, a bitter up spirit she do not know how to release it. This cause her extremes. Hubhub recieved all her after effects as well.

* The presence of God using me as his vessel. Amazing of how God work through me. You know ,I do not know how to pray in Chinese, don't know what words to use. I speak to the oppressed spirits in all English and bind the oppression in all English. The old women who had never leave their province before do not understand English, they do not understand what I say. But still, they started crying after awhile when I was speaking in English, pastor said we speak to the heart and in their spirits. They will feel the presence when the Holy spirit work through us. I was really amazed. God's love has got no language barrier. After adminstering to their broken heart, I filled them with the peace of God, love and restoration. They fell under the power when I laid my hands on their head.

The old women, thank us, hugged us in joy for the freedom is felt in their heart. The kind of peace they had never experienced in the past. I thank them in return, for they provided me a chance for God to use me to adminster to their needs. To witness God's power working through my own hands.

It was 9pm when the session of deliverance ended. Pastor, Evelyn and myself were extremely tired. We had some casual dinner and get rest for the day. Tomorrow 8am there will be more people coming in for deliverance.

I will share my revelations in my post part 2 : My heart has a capacity

Day 216

216 天是你的生日

你今年生日，

我不在你身边，

你只要知道，

我一直都在，

在你身边爱你，

鼓励你，

支持你，

^^

我是臭臭，

你的臭臭哪!

^^ 

Day 215

Day 215

In less than 12 hours I will be flying off for my 1st mission field. I am really thankful to God for putting me into this mission trip with Pastor and Evelyn. I am really excited about my trip to the borders of China and Russia. I was given a mission to share my testimony during my mission in 中文, may you know the limitation of my mandrain speech. For what I am in lack, the strength of God will make it up.

This is the first time I ever publish my personal testimony for God who restored my life; even my closest cell-group members haven read or seen it before. Feel my life encounter with God.

我在信主之前:

我出生于一个道教的家庭，家里的主业是帮助道教家庭举办丧礼。从年幼是，妈妈就教我拜拜。她说天公会保佑你。如有什么心烦苦恼的事，只要诚信的向天公祈求，他必会保佑你。

时间久了，我也依照妈妈说的方式去做。25年了，拜天公变成了一种仪式。我开始成长，年龄越大，烦恼也越多。向天公祈求的事也越来越多。

但我发现，我心里一直都找不到一份平静， 烦恼的事还一样的多，一样的大。我过得很不开心。谁能给我我心中寻找的答案? 在遭受工作的压力，不公平的对待是，被其他的人欺负时，受到委屈时，谁能了解我? 我伤心，我绝望，谁能够帮助我?

我继续向妈妈教我的去做，拜的神明也越来越多，可是它们都不会教我怎么做。答案也不知道从那里来? 心里还是找不到平静。

我开始寻找我自己的解决方式，我开始了逃避。我开始寻找短暂的快乐，我开始酗酒。一晚过一晚的狂欢派对，一晚过一晚的短暂快乐，明天早晨起来问题还是在。我染上了酒瘾。就算没有狂欢派对，我都会在家里打开一瓶一瓶的红酒。我的心理一直都找不到答案。我一直在问为什么? 为什么我对人好，却一而再再而三的被别人伤害? 我做错了吗? 待别人好是错的吗? 好心而没有戒心的对人是错的吗?

应为酗酒，和心灵的破碎，我身体倒下了。逃避的灵纠缠着我，我不想在去面对这个残忍的世界。我的精神渐渐的衰退，我走进了犹豫。

当我认识了耶稣

有一天一个好久不见的朋友打了电话给我，他邀请我到他的教会。一直都很反对基督徒的我也不知道为什么答应了。我走进了城市丰收教会，我发现了，为什么这里的人都可以那么快乐? 他们脸上的快乐是跟我在狂欢派对里感觉的快乐是不一样的。我开始寻找他们的那种心乐。我开始认识耶稣。

虽然我在慢慢的开始认识耶稣，酗酒的习惯还是在。在独自喝酒的一个晚上，我又开始哭了，开始埋怨。周遭的不快乐和痛苦淋到我心里! 我大哭! 我指着窗外说到:耶稣你真的在吗? 要是你是真的请向我显明! 分秒之间，我跪倒在地，我痛哭，我实实在在的忏悔了。我看见了他为我丁十架的手，我的心溶化了。他对我的爱走进了我的心。我的眼泪河水一般不停的流，我感受到了耶稣的爱! 我微微的笑了，他的爱是喜乐，他的爱是平静。他扶持着我轻轻的在我耳边说着:我一直都在! 耶稣用他的行动给了我答案。

结下来的一个礼拜，我不停的哭，不是因为我苦痛，而是他的爱感动了我。耶稣给我解脱，快乐和平静。我在他的爱与扶持下走出了犹豫，也不再酗酒。我让我放下了苦毒也学会了原谅。教我继续的爱而他将会给我快乐。

走在基督里

我放下了我沉重的包袱，换来了喜乐和平静。我不再害怕，也很勇敢的继续去爱。我在耶稣的领导下，去了神学院继续的,也更加的认识耶稣。生活改变了，我看到了我的未来，我不再害怕，也没有恐惧。我忘了苦痛，换来了一份永恒不变得爱。我的生活和潜能在我爱住的呵护下浮现了。

在2010亚洲特会我再一次拿起了我的小提琴在神的殿为他演奏，在工作上有了爆发，在一个月前也和我的妹妹在市区开了一间服装店。

我将耶稣给我的爱放进了我的生活，爱我的家人，帮助我的朋友，鼓励着他们，原谅了曾经伤害我的人，也选择了继续爱他，鼓励他，支持着他。我会用爱和真心去改变，改变这破碎世界的价值观，我没有恐惧，应为有你在，我能够依赖着你的大能而往前走。

我的生命有了光，黑暗不会在来临，我不害怕，应为我有你，永远不变的爱。耶稣我爱你!

PS:因为有了耶稣，我不会害怕爱你:)他说:我将会变成你生命的光，会让你得到真正的快乐 :) 我爱的~~宝贝生日快乐!

Day 214

Anthropology

I am done up with my final assignment I titled on Anthropology. I focus on why would human feel shameful, strengthless, powerless, small or maybe they feel they do not have the power to change because of fear.

I particularly find interest in this topic of the doctrine of man. How amazing God created man in his own likeness, qualities and wisdom to create new things. Man is so wonderfully unique that we have our own thinking, rationale and logics.

The amount of greatness God has build in every single human being and the power of unleashing the greatness God plans for us. I was captivated by this sentence which says: When man fails to appreciate who he is, he becomes confused on every level. Sadly, many people live their whole lives without ever realising their full potential in all that God has prepared for them. They die without understanding who they really are. How sad that is. This is happening everywhere. I exampled us as children of a super powerful multi billionaire who has an inheritance for us, how can we die without knowing that? You have a multi billion inheritance; you die even without claiming it? How foolish you are!

We were given authority before sin come into place. Adam has all dominant over all things on earth. He is the leader. We were created of a soul and free will that is accountable for our own actions. We were clothed with God’s greatness but sin come into the world and separated us from our heavenly father. Adam sinned because he didn’t look after Eve, and Eve was being con by the serpent.

The seed of Sin grew, for we are descendants of Adam, is in the human heart. Greed, selfishness, lies, fear, worries, shame, sososs......... blah blah lah.

This sin caused our eyes to be blinded. Sin not only blinds our direction to God, he blocks us our greatness God initially has for us. Sin makes us not make full use of our potential. Instead Sin cause human to feel shameful, feel unworthy, lousy, blameful. Sin produces fear in us, intimidity, worries . . . . Human are created perfect but our free will caused us to stray from God. Sin is for real, it caused us to be imperfect. Now I know what I am good for. I am made out of LOVE of our Agape Father! He loves me, and Jesus bridges my relationship with God. Jesus took our Sin on the cross, he was stripped so we can be heal, he was being strip naked to take away our shame, he was beaten up to take away all our pain, he was being accused to take away our accusation, he do not deserve all these, he stood up and carry the cross for us, so we will break through sin and know our INHERITANCE! He died as sacrifices for us, for our inability so we can be able.

Now we can reconcile with God through what Jesus did for us on the cross, we know our inheritance of wonderful creativity, boldness, victory why do we fear?

Why doubt when God created you to be one of the best? CLAIM YOUR INHERITANCE PEOPLE!

Day 213

Day 213

Sizzling

Sizzling hot and I am hot,

hot on my forehead,

hot all over.

The dizzy spell came upon me,

I cast it away in faith,

I pop in my medical pills,

drank water like a camel.

I pop in Vitamin C,

drank water like a fish.

YOU

I may look physically weak,

YOU may deem me lowly,

YOU may deem me weak,

YOU may deem me frail,

YOU may deem me fragile,

But

I am not!

I am born out of Fire,

I am born out of Will-Power,

I am born out of Love!

I do not have Fear,

nor

Intimidation.

I am NOT AFRAID

I have the Courage,

I have the Faith

YOU are the one

YOU are the one who circle me in that.

YOU are the one who perceive what I am made of,

YOU are the ONE.

Who think I can't,

YOU are the one Who think I am unable.

YOU are the one who has fear,

YOU are the one who doesn't have courage,

YOU are the one who is afraid of difficulties,

YOU are the one who do not dare to stand up for yourself,

YOU are the one who want to take the easiest route out. 

YOU are the one who kill yourself with your own pride,

YOU are the one who justify for your wrong,

YOU are the one who stop yourself from progressing,

YOU are the one who allows your ego to bring yourself down,

YOU are the one who caused your own transgress.

YOU are the one who is uncertain,

YOU are the one who is afraid to grab your own future,

YOU are the one who stop yourself to move,

YOU are the one who hinder yourself into a greater heights,

YOU are the one who is fearful.

YOU are the one who is afraid to see what is in front of you.

YOU are the one lying to yourself.

Day 212

Day 212

I just taught of this randomly and decide to put it into a poetry.

L.O.V.E and M.I.S.S.E.S

The sensual touch of the lingering smell

vapors off the hair of the untouched.

The air seems thin and the breath was heavy

His fingers caressed her hair like never before,

and had his hands eventually feel her face.

It was on of the day they had their rendezvous

Fingers of his came walking up her skim body

hungry for her touch

craving for her kiss

longing for her hug

The tingling effects were sparkling off romance

The fragrance of love filled the air,

the aroma of missing held them tight,

the kisses that runs within them speaks the affection

the touch on his hair show her love

Their hearts connect

their spirits merges as one

their thoughts matches

their actions speaks of love

It touches their heart,

connects their spirit

matches their misses

shows their fondness

The indulgence in love,

the attraction of love,

the misses that elevate out of love

the gift of love from heaven

L.O.V.E and M.I.S.S.E.S

by

Seven

Day 211

Day 211

In times

In times I was in darkness,

you shone a lighted path for me.

In times I doubt,

you showed me the truth.

In times I went stray,

you guide me so tenderly.

Pain

I disobey,

you didn't hold back but to discipline me.

I cried in pain and blamed you,

I ask you why do you make me suffer.

I cannot understand why are you putting pain in me when you told me You love me before I love you.

I cried as you canned me as a father,

I ached when you discipline me like a father

Comfort

But you are gentleness,

you comfort me in your love,

you nurse your canning wounds on my body,

your love me made me cry

your love made me tell you that I love you too.

Ask

Whenever I ask,

you never fail to give me,

when I am in trouble,

you never fail to help.

When I am weak,

you never fail to help and lift me up.

How

how can I not love you,

how can I not give up my life for you,

how can I ever repay you,

how can there be someone like you,

how can there be someone who knows me so well,

how can there be someone who loves me so much.

HOW?

Because

Because he said I am your Agape Father,

my name is Jehovah

Day 210

Post 1000

Answered prayers

Thank you lord for answering my prayers.

SIA called me back for my changed of flight details and I confirmed my new flight schedule at no EXTRA COST!

I complained to God about the frustrations I had with my hubhub,

I told God I am angry and I kept complaining to my heavenly father through prayers.

 God answered prayers

I was praying this morning and God made an instant reply through

:LAMENTATION 3:28

Let him sit alone and be slient

for God has way to deal and discipline him,

Let him put his mouth in the dust perhaps there is still hope.

Let him offer his cheek to the one who would strike him; 

let him filled with shame and I will make him learn his way through my ways.
.

When I saw this scripture, I knew I have to pray for you, for an over comer spirit.
I pray that God's mercy and grace will be sufficient for you to overcome what God is going to lay in front of you.
.

My revelation for this scripture:

Leave him alone, for Father is dealing with hubhub himself.
Dont delay the plan of God by interfering

My role is to do nothing to interfere no matter what happen.

Father will teach him through the coming situations he plans and make him learn through God's way.
I really pray that this will not be too tough for him to overcome, and he wont get slap on his face physically or by words in humiliation like that the bible says.
I just have this strong feeling that my Father is going to break my hubhub's pride and crush his ego real badly this time round.
How true is my feeling,
maybe we wait and observe if all these come to pass.
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I fear God for there is nothing is too difficult for God to do.
I am a God fearing person, for I really know what God can do.
I fear him and is in obedience to him because when Father disciplines you due to your disobedience,
it is really painful.
I tried his powers and faithfulness,
I submit to him in obedience.
Whenever God wants me to learn something, he never fail to do it.
When He promises me something, he never fail to fulfil it.
Even for the slightest promise I requested.
.
I remembered the 1st time I tested God when I am a non-believer.
I shouted at God and said " If you are Real, show me, reveal yourself !"
God did and I cried non-stop for a week so randomly for his Grace fell on me like wave of fire touching my heart.
.

My Father in heaven never go back in his words or promises he gave me,
Lord I trust my smelly in your hands.

I cannot change his attitude,
I cannot change his character,
I cannot change his mind,
I cannot work through his heart,
But
Father you can.

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I trust you Father.

I pray

Bought the wrong return tickets from Beijing next week to HangZhou mission coming week. Lets pray that God work in his way where SIA will have a seat for me on the 9th Aug return at No More extra costs. Father I trust in you cause you want me to be there in HangZhou to witness your wonders in healing and revival. I thank you for your provision that you blessed me with the tickets for my Dad supported me financially for me to fly in on a renowned Airline to Beijing and sponsors to pay for my connection flight to HangZhou plus hotel stay. Father I commit all into your mighty hands for I trust and have faith in you! God you work in all ways. Thank you heavenly father, thank you daddy!

Day 209

第209天

星期六早上9点开始了我一天。

到乌节路教课，就赶到JAMS 做施工，

JAMS 是一个不一样的施工，

照顾的都是跟你我不太一样的朋友。

可是这些不一样的朋友都在无时无刻的感动着我。

他们不怎么会表达自己，

但我的心也为你们而融化了!

变成了我心理的快乐!

在服侍中，我流泪了，

无法控制的落泪，

我心疼他们，

我对市属给他们的眼光而流泪，

我为辛苦照顾他们而重不放弃的父母而流泪了。

我鼓励他们，为他们加油，

我爱他们。

他们都叫我老师，

叫我姐姐。

我感动，他们的态度可加，

也会谢谢你为他们做的事。

我无时无刻都被他们感动着，

这份爱是来自我耶和华主。

感谢主你教我怎么去爱他们。

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我今天生气了，我生气应为"有些人"把我给他的关心当白痴。把我的担心和关怀当着无聊。我生气，应为你好像都觉得我像个无聊，空闲的白痴。你从来都不会好好的用心去感受我对你的关怀，我的用心。

Father, I pray that Your holy spirit woud guard my hubhub's mouth so that he will only speak words that edify and not nonsense or words that bring hurt to hearts. Help him to not be a loather or be one who destroy his works because of his words, but be disciplined enough to keep his conversation sound. Your words says a an who desire a blessed life must keep his tongue from evil and his lips from speaking deceit. Show him how to do that, fill him with your love so that out of the overflow of his heart will come words that build up and not tear down. Work that in my heart as well, for God he is someone you placed so dearly in my heart.

Day 208

Day 208

 Festival of Praise

The whole Singapore Indoor stadium is packed filled

This is coordinated by our church,

hosted by Heart of God Church and

160 churches in Singapore.

 1st time attending Festival of Praise,

Planetshakers band rocked Indoor stadium totally.

We dance and sing,

praise and worship.

Don Moet robs us in tears of joy with God.

1st time I walked into a church event and I knows nobody sat alone and receive the presence of God with other believers of churches in Singapore.

The indoor stadium is too big and I cant possibly sit with all the city harvesters.

Day 207

Day 207

Alisa Danielle she is so sweet ^^

Danielle and May @ Asia Conference

Danielle and her amazing voice,

I remembered when she sang and her MTV shocked many traditional church goers shooking their head.

But when she sang Because of You,

tears start flowing, her life story,

her experience with God, how Jesus rescued her life!

Danielle is amazing!

Danielle you ROCKS !!!!

She is the best Taiwanese new comer award winner !

Shine on for God !!!

Day 206

Day 206

Took some picture before I left for SGH this afternoon

find that the natural lightings are good,

here they are ^^

Bye off to SGH

Day 205

Day 205

1. Happy Birthday my buddy Teo Huahua
2. Congrats brother Mike for getting his new movie role Endless Days shooting in 9 days time
3. I had a wonderful dinner with you guys today
4. Holly asked me if Pastor Kong was arrested just then he walk past me at Head office
5. I miss my dear girl Ting and hope to see her soon
6. My hair is wet so I can't sleep
7. I am freaking tired
8. I have a test on Thursday
9. I have to go to SGH tomorrow
10. I have a test on Friday
11. I need to teach tomorrow and meeting thereafter
12. I have to attend festive of Praise on Fri and Sat evening
13. Church anniversary on on Sun
14. 8am in school on every Saturday to teach bible study
15. 10am to give music lessons
16. 4pm at Jurong west for the lower IQ members performance every week
17. 7.30pm at indoor stadium
18. I have 3 book readings to complete
19. I have 3 insurance appointments not fulfilled
20. I need to take good care of my existing clients well no matter how busy I might be
21. I have to buy air tickets for my mission trip
22. 2 sermons to write
23. 40 hrs of community service to fulfil
24. I have to do on and off counselling

How to complete all these before mid august?

Father I need you ! I need you lord so I can do more than what I can handle ! I seek your face and your mighty hands. I was asleep on the bus way home just now and I saw this in my mind : Numbers 6:24

I flipped my bible which I carry everywhere I go, it says: the lord bless you and protects you,smile on you and be gracious to you, show you his favor and give you peace.

SNORES >>>> nights. I dreamt of scratching your back for you smelly ^^

Day 204

Day 204

Grammy award winner: Mary J Blige

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C7bfwIcJAM4&feature=related

Unable to embed, so people just click it.

This video just kept me thinking, In which areas did God changed in Mary J Blige life ? Now she is singing her life not only as a Singer but also a song writer and composer. She has overcast and getaway her negative life and shine on international platform for the Glory of God.

Sometimes I look at Hollywood and international Top Group like U2, Beyonce, Black eye peas, it is kind of funny to see them rocking their church like how they rocked their concerts !

Some conservative Christian  says : HOLLYWOOD belongs to the Devil. Christian should not go into Hollywood, be a superstar or Rock the world with Pop arts, dont watch movies, dont watch Da vinci Code, the works of the DEvils. Hahaa . .  Ya, they stay at home or in the forest, don't engage with any human, don't work, don't do anything, just eat and pray everyday. This is really nonsense to me. Definitely we have to pray and keep our Faith high, but working and engaging are important as well ! When I see evangelist youngsters around MRT telling people, Believe in Jesus or you go to Hell, I almost fainted. Young people, please get back to your bible studies and understand the meaning of being Salt and Light.

The worst thing human did :

They start to condemn.

They criticise and judge.

They thought they are high above others, laugh and make fun of other people's faith with their own religion.

When I confessed my church's creed :

There are 25 of them, can't remember all,

but I remembered myself confessing this :

I shall maintain racial harmony and I do not discriminate, look down nor should I insult other people's faith in their religion or beliefs.

For my fellow Brothers and Sisters in Christ Please refrain from doing these:

Seriously I feel like fainting when I met with the below believers,

I have to say:

1) Please don't pray loudly in Tongues on the MRT

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2) Never tell a non-believer that they are demonised

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3) Please don't go to a friend's house, point at their Idol God and shout in Tongues

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4) Please don't hold your hands at MacDonald's forming a circle and say prayers in Tongues, people think that you are more likely to be a cult than Christians.

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5) Being Holy and Christ filled doesn't mean you have to be a nerd or a " Sua Ku ", doesn't mean you cannot put on makeup, dress fashionably or be stylish.

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Queen Esther is the most beautiful woman in bible history who delivered the whole Israel nation,

Daniel, Joseph, Joshua are majiam Bill Gates and Donald Trump in the world / technology

King Solomon is Jay Chou in the History, He wrote all the Song of Sols.

Jesus has the best Fashion designer with him during this travel to serve him.

Jesus wore the best linens to me A.K.A Giogio Armani is his private tailor.

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6) Mother Teresa is Great and wonderful, but doesn't mean you have to be another Mother Teresa to be Holy.
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7) Please do not tell a non-believer who is suffering from depression you help him/her cast out evil spirits because you just made them think you are more mentally unsound than they are !
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8) Please do not go to a funeral wake and tell families who are grieving to praise God Hallelujah in rock music when someone dear in their family died.

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9) Please do not look down or judge the homosexual, because God loves them equally much!
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10) Please do not think you are super high up holy because you know your bible inside out and goes to whatever super top bible school, but does nothing about your everyday life!

Wake up your idea people ! Stop behaving weird can ? Can you be more relevant ?

Can you start giving solutions to your non-believers friends rather than telling them that they burn in hell if they do not believe in Jesus.

Can you guys behave more normally ?

 God send you guys out to help people not to irritate the hell out of people !!!
God gave you common sense.

Thank You !

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Oh by the way : Our church is turning 21 this 1st Aug, join us for a great celebration from Friday - Sunday at the Singapore Indoor Stadium

I am not trying to say or showoff my church.
It is never intended in that way.
This year the message for our anniversary is on the Message of LOVE
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1Cor says: Hope, Faith and Love but the Greatest is LOVE
LOVE never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful and endures through all circumstances.

My Father God puts this kind of love right in me,
I can't escape and I can't run from it,
therefore I endure,
it is tough to be in trials and storms, 
but I know trials and storms = breakthrough and blessings on its way !
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That is why, I didn't walk away from you chou chou,
and I don't know how to walk away from you.
If you realise, both of us are very helpless in this situation.
But my Father promised that he is going to hold the 2 of us tight, close to him and mature with him so we can walk this through together.
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Seriously I really do not know why I am in such **** situations with you, yet I am still so happy.

Day 203

Day 203

Anyone can tell me where can I get this DVD?

Devils Advocate

Keanu Reeves and Al Pacino 1997's film

You know today Pastor Bob said, when was the last time you catch a film?

Can you please go for some movies?

Hahaa . . . That is precisely what I always want to do!

But not this week I guess.

 Alot of insurance cases to follow-up, pending cases and adminstrative work.

Purchasing and emails to followup on.

Thank God I can do my assignments and sermons while I am in my shop, Wireless.sg is good enough for me.

Oh and this DVD

Lost in transition

Day 202

Day 202

Happy Birthday !

These pictures are really beautiful;

I want to do some beautiful photoshoots too ^^ I still cannot find that someone who can catch my feel of pictures I want.
Hubhub's photography patterns come here and there also that few patterns only.

Here's the Tiara smelly gave during Christmas 2 years ago,
it is still Good and intact,
So I decided to act princess for a moment.

With the very weird looking Lady Gaga hair Bow I made.
Ok,
I look more like a Siao Cha Bo than a princess Whahaaa . . .
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Lunch yesterday with hubhub was really Awesome,
we spent quality time together,
we miss each other's hug hug so much, I cannot explain why I love him so much even after so many ordeal we went through.
Hugs from him is more than wonderful can describe.
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He ferried me to church after that.
I asked God this : Father, why are we in such a strange relationship where we see no outcome, such situation is impossible for me or him to handle and get out of it.

Lord spoke to me in Luke 18:27
27: He replied, : What is impossbile with men is possible with God.

I continued when I was praying in Church : I asked how God ?
Pastor Tan sermon came in.
Book of James

God spoke:

James 1.3 Knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. But endurance must its complete work, so that you will be mature and complete, lacking nothing.

Now if any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God who gives to all generously and without critcizing, and it will be given to you.

Ask and it will be given to you.
An indecisive man is unstable in all his ways.

I dont quite understand all of the above verses la, but I know the truth will reveal itself one day.

The next thing God spoke:

It is me your God who create this situation and puts you in. What makes you think I cannot bring you out of it safe and sound? My promise to you is intact and in progress, hold on to my right hand and I will walk you through strong and with abundance of blessings. Trust in me for I love the both of you equally and never bias.
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In times when I needed you, you are not around,
I know how it feels,
 therefore, in times when you need me,
I promise that I will be always be there
because I love you chou chou :)

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I saw this wedding clip,
I think it is really funny,
especially the Ang Mo carrying the roast pig.


Kim and Jean Wedding Highlights from Ben Lim on Vimeo.

You know whats the best,
I think the groom has Brother Andy Gas's feel.
Hahaa h h h .. ... .

Day 201

Day 201

I had a pleasant birthday lunch with my smelly,

his hugs made my best gift this 26th birthday.

I miss him so much and I really do.

I really want to hug him till I grow old and grey,

but that is not within our control.

It is ok,

because we will always love each other.

Thank you chou chou for spending the afternoon with me.

I will always treasure all the moments I spend with you.

Love you always and always

Chou chou. I really love you so much ^^

Eddie and Mike trying to murder me on my 26th Birthday

The rest of the photos were with Foyce ^^

My camera stalked on me after that :)

UPdate again, I am really tired.

Good night dearies,

Working tomorrow ^^

Love you guys!

I have alot of things to talk about today.