I was in the meeting when I see alot of sad women. I see the weeping spirit. They do not know how to release the oppressed feelings in their heart. So much of Fear in them. Women have to stand up strong to lead when the man loses their leadership quality to lead.
The women were being pushed up as leaders because men shrinks their responsibility. It is not because women are getting stronger nowdays. It is the man who escape from their responsibility leaving women no choice but to fend on their own. To fight for a living, they have to keep all the saddness to themselves, keep all the bitterness they do not deserve, zip it up in a corner of their heart and act as if they are strong.
Without release, all these saddness, resentment and bitterness bottled up for as long as 50 years. They cant seems to get away. These women has to put on a mask of smiling faces, be strong to lead but deep down their scars were bleeding and is never healed. This causes extremist character which eventually break down into a spiral depression mode. This spirit will dwell in the next generation. I see grandma, mother and child suffering from the same spirits of failure and bondages.
I held alot of middle age women in my arms during my deliverance administering service, they just kept crying non-stop. They longed for so much of love, they long for someone to deliver them so they can finally put the crazy ton weighing burden off their shoulders. The love of Lord Jesus Christ is amazing. Many depression spirits were lifted, I am really amazed that many of the women were on the verge of killing themselves.
They have been through things we can never imagine, especially those old ladies I prayed for who went through the 2nd world war. So much of resentment. I thank Jesus for living in me, so what breaks Jesus's heart breaks mine too. I can feel these women, so I know what to deliver in them.
The love of God has got no boundaries, his love can fill the heart of all the broken., heal their heart and replace it pain with joy. On day 217, my task is to heal the broken hearted. Pastor, myself and Evelyn does the deliverance for these people more than 50 to set them free so they can receive the Joy and Peace they are longing for.
Thank you Jesus for working through me so these women no longer need to be oppressed. They can recieve the joy in their heart.
There is no need to fear, no need to be sad, no more bondages, no more uncertainty.
Spirit of God is Freedom, Peace, Love, Joy. Once you got to know this amazing God you will understand what I mean. God wants you to experience him. This feeling is unexplainable, but once you received, you will understand the realness of God.
God will restore you initial purpose, ignite your potential, unleash your wonderful mind, recreate your dreams, live a real life where there is no need to hide anymore. You can be real, a real life person living the intended purpose.
I am a walking testimony of how Jesus restored my life and allows me to walk in light with him, where I do not need to fear anymore, I know my future is secured, my life is planned to be fruitful, happy and achieving. Thank you God, lord my shepherd. God you are so faithful you never fail to answer my prayers.
I surrender to your love Jesus, Thank You !
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