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I decided to post up this item again.

This is a post that constantly touches me, that we can rely on God in all matters. God is not an obsolete God. He is living, constantly living in our life. A church is not a history building God left on this world where he goes for his holiday in the universe.

God put a new hope and reborn in me a new heart. A heart of forgiveness, a heart that truly knows how to care and love. A heart that is kind and a heart of giving. He live in my life and guides me through Jesus Christ. The road ahead of me is diffcult and full of trials. But I know Jesus you can carry those burdens for me, I trust in you, If you are not the lord of all my life, you are not my lord at all. I surrender everything in your hands.

Filter the bad trails in me through your nailed hands, retain all the goodness and make it grow with you. I have entrust the whole of my life in your hands, I know my future is blessed. Not my will anymore, but yours be done.

No one will believe what the bible says, until Jesus show himself to you, touch you himself and to move you himself. One day, when the timing is here, you will encounter him and get so touch like how he touches me with his love.

Be bless everyone!

I can find my blessed future with him for he loves me so much!

Day 301

Day 301

The life of 4 seasons

We understand the 4 season in the climate but how do we relate the 4 seasons in our life? Let me illustrate it according to my love life of a mission which seems impossible in the eyes of everybody.

My love life had been through 2 cycles of seasons already

Spring

I met my superman smelly and Zouk and . . .

That puppy love sparkle brush on with extreme sweetness and love grew from it. We went through great sweetness and love coated as honey combed with milk. So smooth and sweet, so lovely and enjoyable. Holding on to his hands make your world spin. Sounds familiar? Is it the same for you as well? Those days back, smelly and I were inseparable. Seeing my smelly the first thing I opened my eyes were blessing from God. It is so enjoyable. I cannot help but to always feel that joy when I reminisce . . . . . awww . . . . .  just by thinking of it I can pounce on my smelly and feel the sweetness of it.

But spring doesnt last long, before we realised it, it is summer

Summer

The summer of intensive burning and doubts, seduction and temptations. It is like the furnace burning when I walk through betrayal and selfishness. That was when I went into a spiral of decision making to walk-away or to stay. I fell down and was totally burned up and burn-out. I cried and sweat in tears. But I realised I cannot walk away like that, I cannot be beaten up like that. I endured on and summer went into Autumn

Autumn

Autumn turns out to be cooler and things eventually cooled down. We spent great time in the chalet, pushing each other around in a NTUC trolley and enjoy simple moments together. Spend time cooking and shopping at the supermarket. Cooking crab and spending time with each other loving each other, hugging each other whenever we can . . . . . . when the cold winter comes, Winter . .

Winter

My sky turned totally grey as winter came. This winter was really cold and dark. Day was short and I spent most of my time hibernation in hurt when he left for his selfish purpose. It was really cold and there are no hope left. It was so cold when I spend my nights in the dark hospital ward and when I totally gave up in life. I cant seems to hope but to wait hopelessly. In my wait of agony I didnt realised that spring is on it way . . .

Spring

It was spring once again when smelly returned back into my life. A time for harvest while I endured the cold winter I survived, I endured the cold winter with the touch and protection of God who eventually found this beaten and shattered me. Hubhub and I starts to bear fruit. Our first of the season, which is true love. Our first tribulation of love fruit was born. We spend really wonderful time together again like never before. We turned first love once again caring and loving one another so truly. I know that was when, hubhub found out, he does loves me. We shared amazing journey together travelling and loving each other. But you know spring will never last . . . . It was summer once again

Summer

The intense heat comes burning on our seed of love once more. I was burned out once again, so does he. We have to go through this intensive heat burn to strengthen. But this time round, God is with me. This summer I didnt get burn out for the spirit of God protects me through the hope given by the truth who is Jesus Christ. I was sweating really badly but not beaten up this time. For I can hope . . . . . . Things start to turn around when hubhub hugs me tight in his arms again and told me it will be soon over. There come Autumn

Autumn

Autumn came and our hearts cool off bit by bit and continued to love each other through all the trial and tribulation that came along the way. We started a weird relationship and continue sowing our fruit of love in an unusual manner. This Autumn was really short and there comes winter where we have to be snapped and cut once more.

Winter

Winter is here, the most difficult winter ever, I was so snapped up and cut by God to trim off the unwanted/selfish self in me. I was bleeding crazily, crying madly. Hubhub was cut and snapped by God too, I know he was crying too at that time. This winter, both hubhub and I have to make a decision we do not have choices. The situation is planned so nicely by God in order to cut away all the branches on us that will not bear fruit. Hubhub and I cried as we submitted to the situation. It was really difficult for the both of us. We walked together through that..... After the triming and tears..... winter passed. We've walked through another winter, it is spring  once again . . . . 

Spring

This spring bloom off so beautifully after all the unwanted bad traits of hubhub and I were being cut off by God. I was left with only Love, Faith, Joy and Hope. Hubhub and I are now going through our spring. . . . It is harvest time once again, we harvested our love seed once more. Our love grew stronger for it went through another winter. We went back to first love once more loving each other and enjoying every moment of our company. We will never realise that we love each other so much if we haven been through that 2 winters. Baby, at this time, we are at our Spring of love that blooms off so wonderfully. Let us cherish it with all we can before we know summer will be coming again. I do not know how will this summer going to be. But Each season, God is growing our love. Let us pull through another Summer, Autumn, and winter again! Because God loves us so much, and for every winter we walked through together, we can hope for a harvest during our love Spring alright. 

Baby, thank you for sharing your life with me for the past 3 years while we went through thick and thin. Strengthening our love through the situations God placed in our life. I know you are from God because he told me that you are my blessings. I love you and will always be there to walk with you no matter how many season will to past. I am sure that we will bear fruit for God as one, because he is the one who planned for all these to come. Each time we are in the season of Springs, we know our love will be strengthen not by us, but through God who is always the incharge.

Dear friends, we have to understand that our life is build to go through seasons like what the earth does. It is a natural course in our life. You may be in the cold winter now, but dont give up because, spring will always come ^^ 

Happy reading, hope these posts gave some Revalations in ur life. Inspirations as well and hope/motivations. I will not be blogging for the coming week due to really tight schedules coming up.

Bless you guys with the constant spirit of Joy! Hugs.

* Readers from united states thank you for reading my blog. Pageviews from you guys actually increases so rapidly and overtakes my local readers.

* This is a not a publicised blog but a place where I voice my private thoughts.

Katy's Project - The Story of Firework

Katy Perry - Firework

When It seems like you a just a passer-by in life,

but you know,

you have a spark.

Blow that spark off you and let it be the fireworks that shine eternally in your life.

My life is a fireworks,

bright and sparkle even when once I was dim.

Now I lead a life changing the lives of others,

I am made for a purpose in his Kingdom.

My Father told me,

 I make a difference.

I will not give-up and I will be continually shining bright in your Kingdom.

Where is the sparks in you? I choosed to shine and sparkle for a wonderful reason. How about you?

I am not afraid,

I am courageous,

I am strong,

I have dreams to fulfil,

I want to do it all.

I am created for a wonderful reason to cross-path in the life of many people

and

to make a difference.

I have impacted of numerous people I crossed my path with,

and

I will not give up in touching lives,

protecting lives through my wonderful job,

I will not give up in encourging and supporting broken families,

I will not give up even when it seems to be dark ahead,

God you are with me.

I am not afraid.

You will make me shine through the darkness,

This is what I believe.

My religion is not christianty,

My religion is loving people and building love without walls

I am a believer of the truth.

My love ones,
Dont be afraid to live your dreams,
Dont be afraid to face your fear,
We live on this earth to sparkle off beautiful lights.
I believe in you,
believe in yourself too.

We are of the images of this God who wants our life to reach out and seize our dreams.
You can live your life as beautiful as everlasting fireworks too.
God believes in you,
so do I.

Like what I always said,
Choose Life and not death,
Choose Blessings and not curses

I choosed Life and I choosed Blessings.

Let the fireworks sparkle off from within you.
Have a wonderful Sunday

Day 300

Day 300

I am amazingly touch by Pastor Kong today. He preached about our life in four seasons. Thank you pastor, I am so bless by your encouragement.

Perry said something to me too today, our brothers and sisters in Christ, thank you for all your help, loving encouragement and standing so firm with me. Holding my hands so tightly with Jesus and walking with me through this Grace God has given us. Perry is definately an amazing man, who has been constantly a great support to me together with his wife Sherry. Days when I was suffering from my spiritual attacks, they prayed for me and held me so closely to Jesus. Thank you.

Brother Stanley, I love you, thank you for believing in me and I was so touch by you support. Seriously he really treats me like his daughter and blessing me with true courage. The courage and prayers you guys interceeds for me to walk with me in the wilderness. Truly I am so blessed with you guys.

Sorry that I've wronged so many city harvesters in the past. I judge through the tinted glasses I was wearing that hinders me to see the goodness. I was too quick to judge and comment.

Going into my prayer closet now, I am praying for a word in season from Pastor Joseph Prince, that God will use him to touch and open the heart of my smelly tomorrow with NCC. God is never confined in a single church, may it be CHC, NCC, FCBC or any other churches worldwide, God can use them to change your life and create a new heart in you. God I pray that you will open the eyes of my hubhub and let him see what you've prepared for him. Because I've seen it, experienced its power and submitted to your love.

Good night.

Day 299

Day 299

Last year this time, on the 13th Nov 2009, I am on my first together trip with smelly hububie to Saigon Vietnam

 Ok, this little ballerina is a year older now,

so are we.

but I think I look younger even I am a year older

 I went for my water baptism

 I found the real truth

 I went to bible college

 I started up a shop with my sister

 I learn and I grow in Christ,

with hope and love,

with the encourage and love of my fellow brothers and sisters in Jesus Christ

and . . . . .

I grew stronger in love with my hubhub too,

stronger than any adversity which is going to come along the way.

A love which is not selfish and a love which is kind.

I know, you are the one.

The greatest of all which is Love, you cannot love if you are not willing to give.

He ask me this question 2 days ago.

What will tear our love apart?

I have answered this question in my heart.

Nor death, angels, principality nor devil is going to take this love away,

which is approved by my Daddy Elohim God. 

Day 298

Day 298

My sister and I have decided to let go of the beach event. I am not here the criticise the event organiser, but truly they "buang" big time I guess, the event tickets are not even out yet, and the publicity of the event which is like in 5 days time is not out yet and my sister and I really feel pretty pissed of with that company.

Screw it when the person liasing the event is always late for our meeting, not 10 - 15 mins late but one and a half hours. Crap! Didn't did he aplologised for that, and even asked my sister to go for a drink with him before the disccusion of that event. Fuck-off man! Doesn't even have the slightest responsibility of professionalism.

I've decided to build my own event and with my own contacts. A RSVP exclusive runway fashion program with guest speakers.

Day 297

I've been praying for you. All the ones holy spirits impressed in my heart to pray and interceeds for you. In times I do not know what are your burdens in life. I cant be always by your side, but God can, he can give you a word of direction when you feel lost and give you a word of encouragment when you feel extremely negative. Dear steph, I had been praying for you to set free the opression in you, I don't know why, Dear joze, I had been praying for you too. Dear sister I had been praying for you, Dear Rachel I had been praying for you. Dear smelly, I had been praying for you too. I did my prayer breakthrough last night and went into a trance  from burdens to joy. The break free of oppression for some of you whom I had been constantly speaking to God of. God listens to me and he usually give replies through many ways. Dear friends, continue to believe in yourself! BEING THE HEAD AND NEVER THE TAIL, ABOVE AND NEVER BENEATH. For you are the shining children of God.  God never put difficulties in your life to fail you. He loves you, be strong in faith, and hope in his promises. I will end my blog tonight with this verse : God is faithful, even when you are unfaithful, ask and you will receive,knock and the door will be open to you, seek and you will find it. For everything you ask for, he will do abundantly and exceedingly well. For he is a Father who loves you. You can give without loving, BUT you cannot love without giving. God loves you and he is a giving God. Good night

Day 296

On the bus right now, I was reminded of this topic on deejavu. Sometimes, we find ourselves doing certain things or saying something for the very first time yet, it seems like we've a familiar feeling of us doing or saying that before. Ever felt that way? I was talking to Jams and he was telling me about the promises of God through deejavu. Sometimes God speaks to us, inject certain actions and words into us, our spirit ackownledges it but not our logic mind which cannot comprehend the supernatural side of God. Or I should say, you do not even acknowledge God even when he is just right beside you, as soon as you live a life given by him, you will always hear him no matter you believe or not. For the 10 commandments made by moses is in built into you once you are born. 5 in your heart and the other 5 in ur mind. We know what is right and wrong. We know the rules which is built in human nature our consicous. Feel guilty when we did wrong, feel sorry when we hurt someone. This is the 10 commandments. Often in life you will hear ur heart calling out to you, talking to you. One a spirit of encouragement another a spirit of accuser. One a spirit which says, no dont do this, another, go do it the consequences comes later. A voice of Jesus who is constantly wanting you to do good, and a voice always daring you and accusing you which makes you feel bad. Today about deejavu, is years ago what God spoke into you, years later by following and chosing at your freewill, we walks into the path God acknowledges back then. It forms a deejavu. My experience of that, when I cried under the block with my hubhub to obey God's word to leave. Deejavu, and I know that is God's will, I have to obey for I know God with true experience and he will never harm me for obeying him. Another deejavu, I held my hubhub's hand and prayed beneath the alter of Jesus my savior, slamz* deejavu again.  God is in charge of our situation and I said the exact prayer and only realising it after I said amen. The feeling of, hey man, I think I've said that before, but I know never I did. Therefore as many deejavu happened in your life, you are unnoticingly walking God's will, walking nearer and nearer towards the purpose he puts in your life. Nearer and nearer to the promise he gave you through the 4th dimension. If you are experiencing deejavu, try recalling what I've blogged on the bus right now. BUT stop thinking of it may be ur freaking past life memory, for those who had deejavu on texting someone on ur iphone; past life no Iphones only letters pigeons nia::::: think about it.

Pastor Eileen and Johann's love story

Two lives One Path

http://dzignforyou.wordpress.com/2010/11/09/johann-eileen/

My words for my very own love story

“Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.”
Our heart cannot lie.

Thank you my sweet smelly

Day 295

Day 295

If you remembered I once blogged about Hachiko, read xx blog and the picture of herself and hachiko the bronze statue really made me wanting to visit Shibuya again. Anyway Japan is a place you cannot get lost even thou you do not speak Japanese. I remembered Nano died when xx returned from Japan. I am just random actually. By the way I am getting fatter, Hahaaa so happy, my hipbone is completely covered by my lean abs. If you read about what I ate everyday and follows me on twitter, you will be amazed by my determination. Mom has to buy a new bag of potatoes/milk/lectuce for me every 3 days.

Say I am a sicko, I love to pinch my own firm butt. hhaaaa . . . . mom will sometimes come around and slap my ass, and comment, good work, firm ah. Intensive workouts, carrying weights, crunches, swim and roller-blading, gaining weight in a healthy way really needs determination and time. Really love my everyday life always leading a fulfilling and wonderful life without regrets. On my way to 45kg, once I on track to 48kgs I will be back to the dance school, not Jazz or ballet but doing ballroom dance salsa. You wont see a stick-man dancing anymore but a fuller body towards my own perfection, inside and outside. Feeling so great with my life right now but I am never satisfy, better and greater! BETTER AND GREATER each time! I will never reach my optimal but always improving. There is no prime for me, every stage is a new PRIME. I can forsee myself at the age of 40, still darn prime! Married or not married, I am still attractive.

Once you up-keep such lifestyle, you will never want to let it go. I went to get my professional suit today, can you imagine it, 1st time in my life I feel like the executive wear I got is tight and so fitting. Glory to be with God who strengthens my determination. 

Joze, lets up keep this together lei, work towards it and you will never feel fat. You just need say you gotta do it girl ! Your weight comes down and mine goes up.

Carrying weights everyday, doing crunches everyday can be really tedious. Had been cutting down on roller blading as it is more convenient for me to swim and gym, just opposite my flat at my client's place 100m down the road. 

The next time you see me in my running track-suit and sports gears, you can have a chance a see it and get motivated abit. Everyone can look good if they want it. Dont mistaken me for narcissism. I want to look good but not obsessive with it, spirit of excellence deh...

Continue trusting in God, receiving grace and strength in him, building on determination, I will WALK THROUGH MY STORMS AND Financially wilderness. Anticipating my fat paycheck before Christmas, I told God, I want to give a tithe of $1,000, teach me how. (Tithe = 10% of any proceeds income)  To have the ability to give a $1,000 tithe, potential income for that month. $10,000. And praying that my tithe goes up every month! I need to buy alot of sumptous dinners to my dearest who stood by me during my financial difficult months. Surviving on my last drawn pay which was 2-3 months ago, cannot Jimmy Choo, Ferregammo shoes which will blow easier a thousand bucks off my savings anymore, I learned a hardway to survive without income in a joyful manner.

It is a fruitful last quarter of the year even thou I am financially trapped. But I am so blood damn happy lar. Dont know why, but I just see it so joyful when I feel it coming. The coming of a financial provision from me to my family. I boldy promised my dad a carribean trip for himself and mom during Chinese New Year. I ask them from God, you know that you can ask God for money? Ok, I asked $10K from God to bring my parents off to carribean. During that moment I gave these words to God, the motivation factor in me is increasing my hunger. Everyday every hour. When I stopped my steps, the holy spirits will nudge me, What are you doing? continue running! Dont be a lazy bone, fulfill your appointments and trainings, wake up in the morning when I wakes you up, dont be lazy and fall back to sleep again. EVEN when it is raining heavily in a cozy bed cuddling morning, wake UP!

Something will just wake me up, my dog started barking or my neighbours started knocking my door, or some weird HDB survey people will keep knocking my door till I open them. Or the phone can't stop ringing with witheld numbers. There I will go, okok I wake up! and Its 7.30 in the morning, I wake up, cook my potatoes, ate breakfast, start my morning workout, and prayers.

Anyway I am really close and I feel the vibes constantly. You know I prayed for a MDRT but that didnt happen this year. I just have this very strong vibes that when I asked God for a MDRT, he will not only give me one. He is so generous that he will always give in abundance. God is a mega-giver. I asked for 5 appointments everyday and I see it coming, in times, I will get freaked-out somehow when you see the hands of God moving when you move.... But no fear, no fear, Papa God is in-charge!  My run in Dec till June 2011. 75% of the 5 appointments daily can push me up MDRT already. The over-spills and higher premiums are to pull me up the reminding months from Jun - Dec 2011 to gun for a MDRT Court of the Table COT and I would have clear all awards in AIA.

Sunvale Avenue

Sometimes, I just have this feeling of bombarding a series of shops around Singapore- Sunvale Avenue I mean to create a chain outlet. Manufacturing and mass production of our own labels and self designed tees. Our clothes are really unique, truly you cant find what we are selling in Singapore. S$200,000? Putting the figures together, a montly drawn $30,000 monthly should be able to substain all these. Oh by the way, now all my appointment rates are drawn by how much I want to earn. So to acheive a Xamount of $ I variable them and calculate all my activities.

Home

If you have the chance too walk into my room, you will be seeing figures all around.  All the figures I want to achieve, the targets and goals all in activities and numbers. I scare myself every morning I open my eyes. 90 appointments/ daily targets, and the figure will minus itself as I fulfil them. Yet and amazingly I am not stress at all. I just do, if I don't know how, I shout: JESUS I DON'T KNOW, HELP! Then superhero comes to rescue, sometimes he is the Incredible hulk who gave me incredible strength as an overcomer, sometimes Iron-man who is forever innovative in my mind to solve difficult problems, even in times he turns me into a human magnet and attract everybody to me. Jesus always surprise me with the things he does for me. Everytime caught me off-guard.

Talked too much today, and ok, all my pending posts are up. Happy reading my lovely peps and get motivated, sorry I dont know how. You revalate yourself hor.

Day 294

Day 294

1st thing:

We are having our very own Fashion runway show at Siloso Beach, Its a beach party with nice chillout music, runway for various sponsors. We are one of them. Everything is in coordination and the tickets will be out soon. Stay tune and very tune my lovely friends!

By the way, this event is so WOMEN, ladies, lets rock.

So excited, party, chillout and have fun !  Tickets will be out at SGD$25/- inclusive of free mani/pedi services. photoshoots, makeup and  . . . . . .  exciting something. . . .  whahaaa . . .

Guys, actually there is not much of perks for you. Anyway, when there is a place filled with ladies, naturally men will be attracted I guess. Don't care about the guys, women are my piorities . . . LOLX sorrry . . .

2nd thing:

Super steady females buddy. We punch breast type! hahaaa although I dont have a big one. I really want to thank you girls for all the support you gave GIRLS!

When I told them about the beach party events, without a 2nd word, get 10 tickets for me. I will be there, and the amazing thing is I haven even told them when and where? Sarleee . . . I say Sembawang beach lei then everybody faint!

Its Sentosa. You know true friends are really hard to come by, where they are the type who will always stand for you at their expenses. That is true friends. From a long way, be there even it cost them something which they dont ask for a return. I do have them, and Praise the Lord, many of them by my side. Thank You for believing in me and trusting in me.

I really feel so blessed with such beautiful people around me. They may ill-treat others, slanders and plot against others, but never towards me. They are always so real and true towards me, they protects me, and stand by me in all circumstances. Some even fend for me during my difficult times. Told me not to give up and continually walks with me and encourage me. They are the ones who will never leave me, or reprimand me for being stupid to love my hubhub, for they stood up and said, for love to go this far, you are never dumb. Others may see me stupid in loving my hubhub but they have never deemed me in that way. I am just doing things majority of the people out there do not dare to do it. They find a cheaper and easier alternatives in finding a life-buoy in my situation and never have the courage to face their real problem. I faced it through their constant support and the strength they gave me which is love.  

Say me weird or sturborn. I just clearly know what I want and what I need. Better than those lost sheep who forever do not know what they want in life and constantly hitting on problems they do not want to face. I love my silly smelly and I just know I love him selflessly. True love do not require returns, and you just want the one you love to be happy.

3rd thing:

I want to give thanks to my faithful clients who defended me from my previous company, wrote letters of compliement without my knowledge. Some of them are referrals and some are friends. So grateful and holding great gratitude to you guys. It is your trust, and believe in my that makes my world spins.  

My world is made alive through your love that continually teach me to give and love in a language that is not selfish.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 

The Halloween we missed

 Sorrie, but I think this ghost guy look like you smelly! 

 The group of Samsui Woman

 This is so freaking cute!

 Amazing!

The bride

hubhub's fav.

Photos from Zouk Halloween album 2010

Day 293

I have been praying for you despite of my daily tedious schedules. I have to thank God for you constantly for the movtivation vibes you create in me through Jesus, in seeking my convenant with Lord Father in heaven. Through you, I've to seek God and learn to trust in his everlasting promises he made to me. I pray everynight for you, praying for your COURAGE, your BOLDNESS and spirit of determination to walk and be in charge of your own life. To live the life God put in you and not turn away from the living truth. I ask God for your happiness. For truly I love you and so sincerely wanted you to be happy, many times I teared when I felt your unhappiness. For I love you, I want you to live a REAL life for yourself and not living in constant contradiction and diliema. I want you to be happy even thou I am not in your life! I want you to have joy and love from someone who is constantly watching over you and wanting to give you the best in life who is Jesus Christ. I live a life filled with his love and promises even it seems that I am alone in your eyes. Living a life with full of faith and joy is what I really want to see in you and never you always living in the regrets you put yourself in. Forgive yourself for I have long forgiven you and moved on in life to be the one who is always here loving you and wanting to see you live a great purpose in life. Things happened for a reason, because of you, I found my convenant with Jesus and it was him who led me on, teaches me how to pray for you as you walk, love you as if you've never hurt me before. I dont remember a single bit of the past in which you did to hurt me, the only thing I remembered is I love you so much even till this very day. Loving you is to see you happy, loving you is never selfish, loving you is to accept all your flaws and loving you always be the one to encourage never to demean.

Fighting Spiders

Anyway, that's the best I can capture.

When is the full-blown episode be on air ??!??

and

my meal everyday

Potatoes, ham, lecttuce, cucumber?

Day 292

Day 292

I seems older with this hair-style.

Is my hair black?

I want them Jet-black.

I really can't tell by myself for I always feel they are not dark enough.

I should call Preston very soon

He is Preston, the guy who dye my hair for me

Whenever I talk to him, I find that I am more man than him.

Stacy's friend

By the way,

I am not very motivated to talk about Joseph today.

sorry, he is the son of Jacob not Isaac,

Isaac is Joseph's ah-gong.

I'll start by a debut.

Joseph is a hero of Faith.

His father Jacob is as well.

Just a switch of mind, I decided to talk about Jacob instead of Joseph today.

Some history about Jacob and I will start my version of the story of Jacob.

You know the Father of Faith?

You're right,

Father Abraham, who sacrifices his son Isaac at the Altar of God.

Jacob is the Son of Isaac.

So Father Abraham is the ah-gong.

 Seven's Version of the Story of Jacob

Part 1

Mummy's boy.

Jacob has a twin elder brother Essu.

Essu is those super macho type of man, he is a hunter.

Jacob is the opposite of Essu, therefore I feel that he is abit gay, niang niang one.

He loves to cook for he is a mummy's boy,

everyday stick around his mum learning how to cook.

One day Essu came home after hunting,

he was super hungry and smell the red stew soup,

he was so hungry and begged Jacob for a bowl of it.

But dont see Jacob chao sissy sissy de, he is a super cunning guy.

He told Essu his brother (obviously not very smart),

Give me your birthrights (In the past, birthrights means inheritance for the eldest child) and I will give you in exchange of a bowl of my red stew soup.

I think Essu is hungry till dont know like what shit,

he stupidly agree and gave Jacob his birthrights not knowing what is his inheritance.

His inheritance can buy him a whole reservoir of Red Stew that he can swim and get drown in it.

Jacob cheated his brother Essu of his rightful birthrights

My question

Will you exchange a billion dollars worth of inheritance for a bowl of "Ang dao Teng" (Red bean soup)

 like Essu?

I know your answer is : STUPID! of course I am not as STUPID AS THAT ESSU.

But the real answer towards life is,

in times, many of you guys are willing to give up that inheritance of more than a billion dollars to this broken world of fear and regrets,

Have you realise my story?

That billion may be you dream, you happiness, the kind of life you really want to lead.

You actually gave them up for a bowl of Red Bean Soup that will only fill your stomach for that meal.

Think about it,

do you want to starve yourself for a single meal?

or give up your life long inheritance?

Make your choice.

Regrets are for Failures you are afraid to inherit.

My Father God said : I am the heiress of his goodness because he loves me, and he did not plan my life with any Regrets.

But I am given to free-will to choose.

He gave it to us,

choose Life? or Regrets?

I told my Father God no matter how difficult or hungry I am now,

I know I have my inheritance.

I choosed Life.

How about you?

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Promote abit more for my shop can?

Increase some awareness for me?

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I KNOW there are alot of keyboard warriors reading my blog and I know who you are.

Friendship first lar okie.

Haaahaaa . . .

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Nice ^^ Good nightS!

Memory Lane

I found these!

OMG look at these!
My besties!

This is really dont know how many donkey years back!

those days when we play the rat-race game at Yong KamSeng's class.

and after 6 to 7 years later, 

 and

this, Roy totally black until cannot see.

 Then mel, and our chinablack mac cafe days.
** Ok Mel had went MIA due to Rbc, you know who I am referring to lar right.

 and then

the Fullerton days when we really can have girlies nights out.

Oh man! I remembered we were using the timer mode of my Olympus cam back then.
Now,

Time flies,

and through the years

Thank God, you guys are always with me.

When I cry and when I rejoice.

During my lowest point of time you lend me a shoulder to cry on,

accompanied me till dawn,

hear my nonsenses even thou you are dead-dead beat!

you know who you are,

and

For the invisible female warriors who stood by me,

although you girls are not in the pictures,

you know who you are.

*smiles*

I love you girls!

you are someone close enough to me to know my private space exist.

I really love you guys!

Day 291

Day 291

Especially sweet to have rainy nights by your side,

to cuddle in your arms,

to hide under the blankets and chat like little kids.

To touch your face and to see you smile.

To hug you tight and to show that your love for me blessed me so greatly.

I love you just so much,

probably more that you ever could imagine.

Someone told me,

the word "regrets" are for failures we are afraid to face.

I thank God so greatly that he has never plan my life for any regrets.

Thank you father that you gave the boldness to walk in strength through loving this smelly you planted so precisely in my life.

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I spent the whole day in shop and believe me, I am constantly hungry for a good cause. As many should know that I am on a strict healthy diet to put on weight. No junkies, but a balance diet. Sharks, I am still eating my potato salad now by the way, on top of my dinner and milkshakes. Having cereals with nuts and rasins, lectuces and mayonnise sounds so sinful at this 1.17am for weight losers. I am on a weight gaining diet so, I have to, and I am determined to put on weight, as much as I want to acheive my Round Table award next year. Nothing fail through God who strengthens my will. As I have said, REGRETS are for LOSERS, I am not a LOSER! 

Was watching this show just now and I thought of a friend.

Shirley "yeh yeh", said I cannot watch this show because I will surely cry.

For she watch this and makes her feel me in some parts.

Just like what she ask me,

if you truly love someone,

you want him to be happy.

You know that he is not happy,

but you can't do anything about it.

You know that he loves you,

but he do not have the courage to be with you.

Often Shirely thinks that why am I always so hopeful about situations?

For she cant seem to hope.

She ask me why am I not disappointed with my smelly each time I was hurt.

I told her,

because I dont hope in my smelly,

I hope in God.

My smelly can disappoint me,

but Jesus will not.

Which is why,

I need Jesus in my life and Jesus is hope.

I am too tired today.

I will tell you why in my next post,

and I am going to introduce Joseph to you guys.

Son of Isaac.

Good night

Love you people!

Love you smelly boooh!

I Love you Jesus!