Day 301

Day 301

The life of 4 seasons

We understand the 4 season in the climate but how do we relate the 4 seasons in our life? Let me illustrate it according to my love life of a mission which seems impossible in the eyes of everybody.

My love life had been through 2 cycles of seasons already

Spring

I met my superman smelly and Zouk and . . .

That puppy love sparkle brush on with extreme sweetness and love grew from it. We went through great sweetness and love coated as honey combed with milk. So smooth and sweet, so lovely and enjoyable. Holding on to his hands make your world spin. Sounds familiar? Is it the same for you as well? Those days back, smelly and I were inseparable. Seeing my smelly the first thing I opened my eyes were blessing from God. It is so enjoyable. I cannot help but to always feel that joy when I reminisce . . . . . awww . . . . .  just by thinking of it I can pounce on my smelly and feel the sweetness of it.

But spring doesnt last long, before we realised it, it is summer

Summer

The summer of intensive burning and doubts, seduction and temptations. It is like the furnace burning when I walk through betrayal and selfishness. That was when I went into a spiral of decision making to walk-away or to stay. I fell down and was totally burned up and burn-out. I cried and sweat in tears. But I realised I cannot walk away like that, I cannot be beaten up like that. I endured on and summer went into Autumn

Autumn

Autumn turns out to be cooler and things eventually cooled down. We spent great time in the chalet, pushing each other around in a NTUC trolley and enjoy simple moments together. Spend time cooking and shopping at the supermarket. Cooking crab and spending time with each other loving each other, hugging each other whenever we can . . . . . . when the cold winter comes, Winter . .

Winter

My sky turned totally grey as winter came. This winter was really cold and dark. Day was short and I spent most of my time hibernation in hurt when he left for his selfish purpose. It was really cold and there are no hope left. It was so cold when I spend my nights in the dark hospital ward and when I totally gave up in life. I cant seems to hope but to wait hopelessly. In my wait of agony I didnt realised that spring is on it way . . .

Spring

It was spring once again when smelly returned back into my life. A time for harvest while I endured the cold winter I survived, I endured the cold winter with the touch and protection of God who eventually found this beaten and shattered me. Hubhub and I starts to bear fruit. Our first of the season, which is true love. Our first tribulation of love fruit was born. We spend really wonderful time together again like never before. We turned first love once again caring and loving one another so truly. I know that was when, hubhub found out, he does loves me. We shared amazing journey together travelling and loving each other. But you know spring will never last . . . . It was summer once again

Summer

The intense heat comes burning on our seed of love once more. I was burned out once again, so does he. We have to go through this intensive heat burn to strengthen. But this time round, God is with me. This summer I didnt get burn out for the spirit of God protects me through the hope given by the truth who is Jesus Christ. I was sweating really badly but not beaten up this time. For I can hope . . . . . . Things start to turn around when hubhub hugs me tight in his arms again and told me it will be soon over. There come Autumn

Autumn

Autumn came and our hearts cool off bit by bit and continued to love each other through all the trial and tribulation that came along the way. We started a weird relationship and continue sowing our fruit of love in an unusual manner. This Autumn was really short and there comes winter where we have to be snapped and cut once more.

Winter

Winter is here, the most difficult winter ever, I was so snapped up and cut by God to trim off the unwanted/selfish self in me. I was bleeding crazily, crying madly. Hubhub was cut and snapped by God too, I know he was crying too at that time. This winter, both hubhub and I have to make a decision we do not have choices. The situation is planned so nicely by God in order to cut away all the branches on us that will not bear fruit. Hubhub and I cried as we submitted to the situation. It was really difficult for the both of us. We walked together through that..... After the triming and tears..... winter passed. We've walked through another winter, it is spring  once again . . . . 

Spring

This spring bloom off so beautifully after all the unwanted bad traits of hubhub and I were being cut off by God. I was left with only Love, Faith, Joy and Hope. Hubhub and I are now going through our spring. . . . It is harvest time once again, we harvested our love seed once more. Our love grew stronger for it went through another winter. We went back to first love once more loving each other and enjoying every moment of our company. We will never realise that we love each other so much if we haven been through that 2 winters. Baby, at this time, we are at our Spring of love that blooms off so wonderfully. Let us cherish it with all we can before we know summer will be coming again. I do not know how will this summer going to be. But Each season, God is growing our love. Let us pull through another Summer, Autumn, and winter again! Because God loves us so much, and for every winter we walked through together, we can hope for a harvest during our love Spring alright. 

Baby, thank you for sharing your life with me for the past 3 years while we went through thick and thin. Strengthening our love through the situations God placed in our life. I know you are from God because he told me that you are my blessings. I love you and will always be there to walk with you no matter how many season will to past. I am sure that we will bear fruit for God as one, because he is the one who planned for all these to come. Each time we are in the season of Springs, we know our love will be strengthen not by us, but through God who is always the incharge.

Dear friends, we have to understand that our life is build to go through seasons like what the earth does. It is a natural course in our life. You may be in the cold winter now, but dont give up because, spring will always come ^^ 

Happy reading, hope these posts gave some Revalations in ur life. Inspirations as well and hope/motivations. I will not be blogging for the coming week due to really tight schedules coming up.

Bless you guys with the constant spirit of Joy! Hugs.

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