If you remembered I once blogged about Hachiko, read xx blog and the picture of herself and hachiko the bronze statue really made me wanting to visit Shibuya again. Anyway Japan is a place you cannot get lost even thou you do not speak Japanese. I remembered Nano died when xx returned from Japan. I am just random actually. By the way I am getting fatter, Hahaaa so happy, my hipbone is completely covered by my lean abs. If you read about what I ate everyday and follows me on twitter, you will be amazed by my determination. Mom has to buy a new bag of potatoes/milk/lectuce for me every 3 days.
Say I am a sicko, I love to pinch my own firm butt. hhaaaa . . . . mom will sometimes come around and slap my ass, and comment, good work, firm ah. Intensive workouts, carrying weights, crunches, swim and roller-blading, gaining weight in a healthy way really needs determination and time. Really love my everyday life always leading a fulfilling and wonderful life without regrets. On my way to 45kg, once I on track to 48kgs I will be back to the dance school, not Jazz or ballet but doing ballroom dance salsa. You wont see a stick-man dancing anymore but a fuller body towards my own perfection, inside and outside. Feeling so great with my life right now but I am never satisfy, better and greater! BETTER AND GREATER each time! I will never reach my optimal but always improving. There is no prime for me, every stage is a new PRIME. I can forsee myself at the age of 40, still darn prime! Married or not married, I am still attractive.
Once you up-keep such lifestyle, you will never want to let it go. I went to get my professional suit today, can you imagine it, 1st time in my life I feel like the executive wear I got is tight and so fitting. Glory to be with God who strengthens my determination.
Joze, lets up keep this together lei, work towards it and you will never feel fat. You just need say you gotta do it girl ! Your weight comes down and mine goes up.
Carrying weights everyday, doing crunches everyday can be really tedious. Had been cutting down on roller blading as it is more convenient for me to swim and gym, just opposite my flat at my client's place 100m down the road.
The next time you see me in my running track-suit and sports gears, you can have a chance a see it and get motivated abit. Everyone can look good if they want it. Dont mistaken me for narcissism. I want to look good but not obsessive with it, spirit of excellence deh...
Continue trusting in God, receiving grace and strength in him, building on determination, I will WALK THROUGH MY STORMS AND Financially wilderness. Anticipating my fat paycheck before Christmas, I told God, I want to give a tithe of $1,000, teach me how. (Tithe = 10% of any proceeds income) To have the ability to give a $1,000 tithe, potential income for that month. $10,000. And praying that my tithe goes up every month! I need to buy alot of sumptous dinners to my dearest who stood by me during my financial difficult months. Surviving on my last drawn pay which was 2-3 months ago, cannot Jimmy Choo, Ferregammo shoes which will blow easier a thousand bucks off my savings anymore, I learned a hardway to survive without income in a joyful manner.
It is a fruitful last quarter of the year even thou I am financially trapped. But I am so blood damn happy lar. Dont know why, but I just see it so joyful when I feel it coming. The coming of a financial provision from me to my family. I boldy promised my dad a carribean trip for himself and mom during Chinese New Year. I ask them from God, you know that you can ask God for money? Ok, I asked $10K from God to bring my parents off to carribean. During that moment I gave these words to God, the motivation factor in me is increasing my hunger. Everyday every hour. When I stopped my steps, the holy spirits will nudge me, What are you doing? continue running! Dont be a lazy bone, fulfill your appointments and trainings, wake up in the morning when I wakes you up, dont be lazy and fall back to sleep again. EVEN when it is raining heavily in a cozy bed cuddling morning, wake UP!
Something will just wake me up, my dog started barking or my neighbours started knocking my door, or some weird HDB survey people will keep knocking my door till I open them. Or the phone can't stop ringing with witheld numbers. There I will go, okok I wake up! and Its 7.30 in the morning, I wake up, cook my potatoes, ate breakfast, start my morning workout, and prayers.
Anyway I am really close and I feel the vibes constantly. You know I prayed for a MDRT but that didnt happen this year. I just have this very strong vibes that when I asked God for a MDRT, he will not only give me one. He is so generous that he will always give in abundance. God is a mega-giver. I asked for 5 appointments everyday and I see it coming, in times, I will get freaked-out somehow when you see the hands of God moving when you move.... But no fear, no fear, Papa God is in-charge! My run in Dec till June 2011. 75% of the 5 appointments daily can push me up MDRT already. The over-spills and higher premiums are to pull me up the reminding months from Jun - Dec 2011 to gun for a MDRT Court of the Table COT and I would have clear all awards in AIA.
Sunvale Avenue
Sometimes, I just have this feeling of bombarding a series of shops around Singapore- Sunvale Avenue I mean to create a chain outlet. Manufacturing and mass production of our own labels and self designed tees. Our clothes are really unique, truly you cant find what we are selling in Singapore. S$200,000? Putting the figures together, a montly drawn $30,000 monthly should be able to substain all these. Oh by the way, now all my appointment rates are drawn by how much I want to earn. So to acheive a Xamount of $ I variable them and calculate all my activities.
Home
If you have the chance too walk into my room, you will be seeing figures all around. All the figures I want to achieve, the targets and goals all in activities and numbers. I scare myself every morning I open my eyes. 90 appointments/ daily targets, and the figure will minus itself as I fulfil them. Yet and amazingly I am not stress at all. I just do, if I don't know how, I shout: JESUS I DON'T KNOW, HELP! Then superhero comes to rescue, sometimes he is the Incredible hulk who gave me incredible strength as an overcomer, sometimes Iron-man who is forever innovative in my mind to solve difficult problems, even in times he turns me into a human magnet and attract everybody to me. Jesus always surprise me with the things he does for me. Everytime caught me off-guard.
Talked too much today, and ok, all my pending posts are up. Happy reading my lovely peps and get motivated, sorry I dont know how. You revalate yourself hor.
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