Day 274

Day 274

I have no inspirations to blog. Nothing right seems to come out of my mind. Having too many things at one time. Too many fulfillments requirements packed to its brim. But no doubt, when I think of my new company AIA, drives alot of excitement into me.

You cannot imagine my new office space. I simply love it to the max. It is more like a creative firm than somewhere you will not even realised it is AIA. We are located in the conservation shophouse. Nice, we have our sun-roof as well. All I can say, my new office is so damn chio.

Wake up every-morning missing someone. The joy of thinking about him never fail to put a smile on my face. He is my chouchou, and I do not understand why will I feel happy thinking about him every morning during my prayers. Maybe true unselfish love will really bring you joy. I dont know. 

I am yawning away. Good night.

P.S: Had a great time with you guys yesterday BBQ-ing outside holly's placee. Thank you for spend quality with me.

P.S.S: Really feel like hugging you so tightly in my arms right now even when I am darn bloody tired. Chouchou, I miss you.

Day 273

Day 273

I suppose to debate about angelogy today, but I going to give it a miss for it is kind of too long a post within which I am only willing to spend 15 mins on blogging today. This will be a short post. I was thinking about this.

Just a few questions today for you.

1) Do you think human are from evolution APE?

2) If it is so, why all the DNAs are different?

3) There are no single similar DNAs, why is it so?

4) Why do all human has different finger prints?

5) Why is the world not perfect?

6) Why is the universe still growing and new planets forming?

7) How does a brainless sperm knows how to swim to the egg?

8) Why are plants so complex and they even know how to photosynthesis by themselves?

9) Why human has the power of imagination?

10) Why our heartache when someone we love hurts us?

There must be a higher being, there must be a God. If you believe that there is a devil, Then there must be God. ^^

Good night peps.

Ps chouchou : Hope everything is running smooth for you. I truly miss you baby! Good night my sweetest.

Day 272

Day 272

It is impossible for you to understand how much I am in love with Da chouchou,

and this love just get rooted deeper and deeper.

Amazingly the more hardworking he is,

the more he is working better for his life.

The happier I am, because

 whatever sacrifices I gave IS worth it.

I see his tremendous changes Awwww...... and it is so pleasing to me.

To be constantly by his side, loving and encouraging him is the best I can do.

You know this is the most awesome relationship ever!

BECAUSE we are still living in our honeymoon and that is really sweet everytime we see each other.

That is why I cannot stop loving you even when you are far far away.

It is really sweet when I am so excited to see you each time like how that was many years ago on our first date.

IT IS SO AMAZING, there is no constant for we are always creating breakthrough in us.

Life with you living within me is enough.

Knowing that you feel the same too warms my heart.

One day when we're old and grey,

how awesome will that feels like when it seems like first love again.

wow . . . .

Ok, I will reserve my 50th birthday for you ^^

* I know and you will say this in a very sweet way, Look at your face . . . . ., eeekkkk you chouchou one *

Awesomely sweet!

If you ever experience such sweet love, you will know the meaning of perfect.
Woooohhh . . . .  .
We perfected each others heart.

Day 271

Day 271

Sometimes I wondered, how does lonesome feels like? Especially the day when one gets successful. But when they looked down and found out that they have killed all those people whom they thought one day they can share their joy with had died in their own hands?

 A very close friend/mentor said: Seven, you need to continue loving because when you are willing to give, this is where you hold firm and strong like a rock. There are people out there who is out to kill and build on whatever it takes from the body of others.

Take another approach and reflect it in areas of your life. Are you sacrificing others for your own success? You are actually sacrificing yourself. Lies have deceived you. If you feel that life really sucks and life have not been treating you well, it is time to reflect on how have you been treating life? Have you been hardworking enough or have you been taking the easier route out in life to by-pass the the difficulties you truly suppose to face leading by your heart?

Many will view me as a person of giving and what do I get in return? Heartaches and lies from one I Love? But seriously I really do not view it that way. There is a season for everything, a season of giving and a season of harvesting what you gave. I harvest what I sow and give. I harvest a love that minority of the people will never experience. A love given by a man, a true heart of someone I have been giving. I harvest a wonderful family and an energy to pursue a higher living in life may it be physically or spiritually. His love for me has sow me high, and I; to know that this man I love really do loves me as much in return. Life has got no more regrets. That is when I completed my love story with a full-stop and my love story for this lifetime ended with this chouchou. This also gave a logic vision of a dream never to be fulfilled. A family I wanted, my twins children I needed as that will not happen in logically saying. In logic, it is really impossible, but in my faith, nothing is impossible.

Don't blame when things are not going right, because the season has yet to come. Endurance in paitence of giving will eventually put you into light and you will harvest one of the best blessings ever. My love had sowed so deep and it rooted itself to the rock which is impossible for any human to uproot it. I cannot get married not for some stupid vow made in past relationship, but a heart that has given so much and it is impossible for anyone else to walk into. I have never regretted since then, even till today. I was once badly hurt but I am healed. I dont have a grumbling heart, nor I have a faint heart which fear to love him. This deeply scar heart is never ugly, to me it is beauty. It's scar reminds me that I have to love even more, give even more. For this love is really beautiful, perfected not for its flawless innocent, but the scars that makes it perfect.

Everyone has hidden scars in them, some in agony of past fear while some in fearless motivations that pushes them forward which makes them not to be afraid. Everything breakdown to love. You have to understand this: If love can hurt you so badly, love has the power to heal, bring you to the next level, restore you and make you even better at the same time. It works as a double edged sword, and we have the power to choose.  

At the end of my post today, it boils down to: we are given then free-rights to choose, do not deceive yourself that you are not given choices in your life just because you are not willing to take the more difficult path to elect a better way of life lead by your own soul and desire to obtain responsible happiness.

End of the day, although I had been working non-stop for 7 days a week without any off days, It is the peace given by this heart and soul that let me experience the well-night rest better than any off days in the past.

P.S: My hearty-Hubhub: I pray that this peace in heart will walk into yours as well during the night and refresh you each morning. Time for bed and early morning jog/breakfast next morning. I love you Da-chouchou! Good night.

P.ss: I've noticed an increase in my readership, I do not know where are you from. But I hope that you've enjoy reading this part of my heart. I suxs in grammer, even thou, I hope that my blogpost did solve some questions in ur daily life. Sometimes we just need a a little more courage and faith to proclaim, Yes, I will still walk on life with love.God bless.

Lastly, we have this promise from God; 1cor13:7 Of all three things I have given you, HOPE, FAITH and LOVE and the greatest of all is LOVE.

Day 270

Day 270

It is really difficult in life. To live, to work and not be criticised may it be you are a good person or a lousy person. May you have great characters nor foul ones. We just have to freaking accept that we live in this world full of critics. People will not see how much effort you've done, people just want to see results. Even when you produce results, critics still goes on and on and on . . . . . Never ending. To be fruitful, to be unfruitful blah and blah. . .

We just have to understand this that, human ain't perfect ! I find it sad when I see unforgiving people. Not to be back-slitting them, my sadness comes from their heart, where unforgiving imprisoned them in a fortress they set themselves up where they were deceived that they were actually protecting themselves instead. Some people forgives but they never forgets. This unforgotten memory just haunt them over and over again to repeat the past hurts. Why do that and keep an area of yourself of receiving happiness?

I have to admit that I am a weird female to start with. I do things an abnormal way. Some may never understand why are things for me done in an illogical way? Normal logic cannot comprehend. Certainly, logic = reasons. But haven you understand that some actions you do, doesn't imply any logic as well? Because, we are human beings and not animals, we have a mind of our own which consist of the left and right. The logic and the creative. We have a soul in which we feed it with pleasure of Arts/music, a mind that tells us, we cannot eat "shit" like dogs, and a spirit that will feel touch when you felt loved. A sense to discern who is real towards us and who is not.

How beautiful when we indulge in the things we like, the creation of music that make us dance to its rhythm. How sweet when the person you love hugged you tight and whispers into your ears. How smart we are for we can differentiate bread from shit. There are so many beautiful things in life for who we are created for. Don't curse it but bless it. If you read this book, the laws of attraction, imagination in the forth dimension, You will understand this point which is : The more you bitch about your life, the worst your life will become, the more you get fustrated over things that pissed you off, the more you will get pissed off by those issues. Start blessing them instead. Sorry, I am NOT telling you to look so holy to pray over everything, but Blessing = Speaking Good! Cursing = Speaking ill ! 

You do not need to bless people by speaking in tongues, who the hell will understand other than God. People just think you're nuts in fact. Some just keep complaining and complaining, for what they know, they have just cursed it by speaking ill about it. Bless and dont curse.

Look around and I think you have just figured out several of your complaining friends, their life never turn better. For they just keep cursing their own life! They bitch about their boss, and their boss got worst each day. They bitch about their workload and it never seems decreasing. They even curse themselves that they are in the worst job ever! That is why they get stuck and it seems that it is not going any better.

Complaining individuals get worst each year you see them, they complain even more everytime you talk to them. Sometimes, you get people of the same "complaining individuals" meetup and LETS complain together! Those who doesn't complain as much as we do, they weird people, because they dont understand how much they suffered. It is not as if I am living a plain good life people, I am not, but it is the attitude that changes everything. I have my problems and probably not anything smaller than yours.

Dear lovely friends, start blessing yourself from now on, speak good and end the chain of curses in your life! You will see an immediate effect once you choosed to bless it than curse it. You will find that all of a sudden your surroundings turns into a better place to live in.

Human are intelligent creatures. Our mind and speech hold power. Hilter is a powerful speaker. It is his words that killed 6 million Jews. Our words can heal or kill. Encourage or destroy. You choose it. I love you guys and want to let you know everyone has to power to control what is to come. It is reaction of yourself when someone "slapped" offences onto you. Your reaction of whether to bless or curse will change your destiny. That is why, there is this saying: Your Destiny is in your hands. Seize it. 

Day 269

Day 269

BTO units District 5

2015

Its freehold by the way,

just beside Keppel @ MarinaBay

7 mins from Vivo City and Sentosa.

I can't imagine I am viewing this,

and we are getting a property there.

The "So-called" Shop house, Duh*

meaning a shop below and a house above.

Going for a studio 30sqm rather than a full apartment.

Now pray to God, and wait for him to say buy or not buy.

He has the answer and I will wait for external confirmation.

This is really a surprise.

and you know,

God has the power to decide so I can buy low and sell high in future.

Vic bought her East Coast appartment at 750K and her neighbour, 1.8 million.

Same size but Vic has a better view.

I trust you God.

Speak to me !

Day 268

Day 268
Hello Bali; for my sister

By the way, who do you think is better? To invite Kumar or Hossan? as standup comedian for my event? Mmmm, I have no contacts with Kumar, but at least for Hossan I can ask Irene.

Personally I would prefer Kumar, he is the coolest standup comedian ever. Kumar just knows it all. ^^ Seen him once in my shop. But he didnt get any dresses from us. I wonder how much Kumar charges? And one thing for sure, he will make my tickets sell. An event-launch, and people pays for it. Not a bad idea for Sun Vale Avenue. How about that?



A pleasant surprise of those who loves Seven

Surprise juices by Dawn when I thought I will be all alone in my shop

Evelyn's visit that makes my smile

Then of course, my Ah-pu-jee super Hot Pinky which I cant get my hands off it

Shall I enhance my phone with pink crystals

by the way X5 in blue is really cool as well,

its blue is actually a mirror blue while mine is only a non reflective pink

Everyone deserve to be Happy no matter how much you feel you are not deem to be.

You deserve to be happy.

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I am going to sing this to you Chou!

You're amazing just the way you are!

I just see what others dont see!

and Feel what others dont feel!
There is one thing I cant do about you,
I just cant stop loving you!

Day 267

Day 267

You are more than my clients, you are my valued friends,

I have started afresh in my new work arena in AIA today. I do apologise to you guys that I created some kind of "Hoohaaas" in switching my company. But my promise to you, you are my dear friends I cared, and I am utmost willing to do and continue to serve your remaining policy years even thou I am running my life goals in another company.

I am willing to go an extra mile to be at your service, for what you understand, I honor my responsibility as your financial planner and someone you trust. A friend is someone who does things for you because they care and at their own expenses. I wont be receiving any commissions nor bonus for serving, but I do honor who I am to you. I have an option to walk into an independent financial institute and sell my clientele to another servicing agent to get my compensation gains but I choose not to. This is integrity and when the IFA gave me that as an option, I shoot before even sparing a thought, I went: FOR WHAT? To me, it feels like selling off my relationship with my friends. I rejected immediately, in a polite way of course. Maybe my FOR WHAT shocked him off abit.

Why I choosed AIA? I can tell you frankly that they are not the only offer. What I looked into, is the support they are willing to provide me running on an individual and not a middle person agent. You can tell me that IFAs independent agents are good, because they can sell products of all insurance company, may it be AIA, Income, Manulife, HSBC, TM Asia . . . . . But what I really look into. I will turn out to be just a broker, who will only meet my clients to sell them products, when it comes to quality servicing of the needs, I am just a middleman for I do not belongs to any company. How effective is that? I am not a Salesman and I do not want to be one. 

I am polishing my axe once again in sales presentation with my own personalised style, running cold calling and roadshows once again. I am relearning everything again to work on the shortfall I have missed out in my 4 yrs of insurance business. I have to be top-notch in all areas not only just on referrals.What is my closing rate, what is my appointment successful rate . . . . . I just have to keep hitting on what I am fearful of. YES Cold-calling and handling rejection. Back to old school scripts, sales presentation and a power educating convincing close. I haven get that kind of vibe since long man, as most of my appt, I dont need to talk really much, for people who knows me trust me for who I am. They just sign. I dont even need to present. Good and Bad.      

Well,

The season is here for my change. Activities doesnt = to work but Result are.

Wish me all the best man! I am learning all the products AIA have and I find them pretty amazing in a certain ways. Their systems are really advance, I am really amazed with how they take care of their staffs in provision of support. 

By the way, my mobile line is out of reach due to the change of service provider. Hopefully by tomorrow, Singtel wil be able to restore everything back. Dont worry, I didnt change company and fled! Same numbers, no change . 9853xxxx ^^

Day 266

Day 266

Tummyache and I missed my training with AIA today. Took my medication and headed down to run errands instead. I walked into starhub and decided change my sleek phone into something else more efficient. I dont like Iphone and BB is really too common. I saw a new Sony camera phone but it exceeds my budget. I dont intend to spend any $$ to purchase a new phone in fact. and I saw this:

Selling at  $48 with contract with my plan.

Sticking to my principle of I am not going to spend any $$, I kept my budget and walked out of the store.

I walked into Singtel, and they have this as well.

I asked them if I could port my line over as there is no more contract,

and I got this new cell at $0.

Hot pink somemore! not this is purple!

What's more,

I have a $120 voucher to redeem

I told the man that I really have nothing to redeem,

can I keep the voucher and maybe someday I would like to redeem it.

Guess what,

he said, why not I refund it as CASH to you!

I went: Oh Really, you can do that?

Therefore I walked out of Singtel with my new HotPink Cellphone,

with $120 cash in my pocket.

I am $120 richer, and I kept my promise of not spending a single $ on a new cellphone.

Best of all this phone is SMALL!

God is Good and God is Always Good!

Today I prayed before I left house,

God I put you first in my life,

let your favour be with me.

A new phone and + $120 more.

10% of whatever I get goes into my tithe. 

Thank you father for being with me!

Thank you Father for you great gift with no additional cost,

+ a lower subscription + Cash for me! 

God, please let me put you first everyday,

that Jesus you will shine through me,

be your mouthpiece, be your hands and feet,

spread the good news of yours not by words but by how I behave glorifying our father in heaven at all times.

What a surprise today,

Kelvin Sng came down to my shop.

Mel came down to my shop as well.

Thank you guys ^^

Day 265

Day 265

If not for flyer entertainment, I won't go for the show at Max Pavilion yesterday. I have to admit the the show is boring.

Anyway, spent a wonderful night with my smelly bully. Cherishing every single moment I have with him. Only he has the rights to bully me lar, think about it ! Try bullying me if you are not my smelly, I will snap your head off and I am not kidding.

Baby, please take good care of urself ok,

knowing that you fell ill broke my heart.

Thinking that you haven cover-well during night,

or have you didn't wipe yourself dry after shower.

I can't be around to take care of you, make vitatmin C drink for you,

cook porridge for you and dote you like a baby.

Please get well soon ok baobao

Day 264

Day 264

We cannot escape trials and challenges in life, for the they will be the anchor of our strength in future to come.

Each day I when I am in my struggles I look into your promises. The covenant you have with me, the storms you have put in my life. For you want these challenges to turn into my strength. There is no escape route. The only way is the truth you gave to me. I have no mood to sit down in a  movie theater. Even I didn't I didn't enjoy the movie, I didn't receive the revelation you are trying to tell me through the movie, my mind was corrupted with worries. Deliver me from the worries as I seek strength from you. You are the one who taught me how to crawl, to walk with steady steps, to run and to fly. Even when I stumble, I know you are here with me to pick me up and restore to the purpose you have for my life. Leave my worries into your hands for your grace will be sufficient for me to overcome adversity in my life. 

I listen to you and obey what you want me to do. Because I trust in you for your faithfulness, your mercy and your promises which is never back to me empty. Let me rely more on you Jesus! Never leave me, for you are the strength in my life. You are the vine and I am the branches, You abide in me when I abide in you. Without you I can do nothing. I do not want to walk in circles anymore in my life. Lead me through with your grace and mercy.

Day 263

Day 263

我会在你的心里深处，牵着你的手，陪着你向前走，永不放弃是应为爱你。这不是因为我傻了脑，是一种说不出的奇妙感觉。什么是回报?回报就是你的快乐。这一生能够认识你，能够爱上你，真的是太美了! 真的真的谢谢你臭臭。你让我体会了什么是完美。这份100% 的完美，谁能比呢? 我对我的天父说，谢谢你父，够了，有这样的爱过，真的够了。我的生命和幸福有你来掌权，我不怕，我只要顺从你的意。因你的意比我高，你的智永远都在我之上。耶和华我主你是开始也是结束，我信靠的父。

God works all the best for his children who loves him. My Father in heaven told me NEVER to setter for the 2nd Best, I deserve the Best from the Lord I love and serve. Wait on him patiently, love is patient, love forgets wrong that light up hope for future. I was in my usual night quiet reading and God spoke, that it is his plan that causes us to face hurts and attitudes we don't want to face. But do not run away from that very thing that will bring strength to our lives.


I've walked through, that is my strength, and my strength really derive from LOVE and this love is from Christ who reigns in my life. I recalled the fatal night when God tells me to obey him, when I was crying so badly in pain.I obeyed but keep sulking and complaining God why. Why can't you give him to me when we both love each other. God why you always make me cry by doing things I don't want to do because it hurts. God, you are UNFAIR I said . Even though, I still commit to Father and obeyed what he does in my heart. I left because I love him. 


Immediately I commit into God's hand. I was led to a church at Newton. Korean service some more. I was crying in the house of God complaining to God about my pain. God spoke in the sermon the Pastor gave. When you give up something, a sacrifice out of love, God acknowledges it. He will give you comfort and his grace will be sufficient for you to overcome it. You can hope in God, Remember God's promise to you. What you Sow is what you Reap. Because you sow out of Love, therefore be patient and wait for God to multiply it back to you. He delights when you walk his will and sow in Love.  


Walking till this point, I start to see God's plan. What He impressed in my heart to do and that point of time is perfectly God's will. LOVE had been constantly bringing me on in life, multiplying in loving my man fully at this point of time without resentment. This is amazing and it is the kind of Love God wants me to experience. 


Last week Pastor Kong said: In times, God have to take you out in order to put you in again. When it is God himself who puts you in, no one is able to snatch it from God's hand without God's permission.


I found out, God takes me out of the situation because I obey his words, so he can put me in your heart and no one is able to snatch it from God's hand. As time pass, God will use it when it is time to anchor certain situations.


Father I leave my smelly in your hands, work the best off him in happiness, hope, faith and love. Happiness for a fulfilling inner joy, Hope to give light in times of darkness, Faith to proclaim and receive the power of success and the love of yours father. He will understand and know you one day, because God, you are love. You are not a religion. You are so real that even till now, I am awesomely amazed by you. I misunderstand you Father in the past when I do not know you. But now, because you let me experience you, I really cannot believe that how come you are so real in my life. Constantly wowing . . .  for the things you've created and done in my life. Thank you Father, thank you father . . .

Day 262

Day 262

Wondering what have I been up to lately?

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See the blank wood planks on my left?

TaDa !!!! NOW!

70% Done up for my relaunch.

This oink oink pink pig coloured slat wall is meant for accessories,

Our custom made accessories are not in yet,

but be sure, they will be one of the best of the exotic kind,

I will show you some later.

My sister and I were the mastermind of all these hands-on revamp.

The drills, the wall stickers all over.

We took 4 nights to have all these done after we end business for the day last week.

Waiting for the very very cute funitures to be in for the last 25% of finish up.

Cute right my furnitures

and

We have some accessories on rack for the moment before our slatwall accessories are here ^^

They are really nice but the webcam cant show its beauty.

Stones and mother of pearl,

peacock coloured stones are beautiful,

Average selling @ 9.90

my skeleton hand cannot wear these beauty.

The mother of pearl rings,

shark, fingers too skinny too. . . cant wear

At least I can fit into these,

earrings!

Day 261

Day 261

Super dead-beat tired. How are you my smelly. ^^ I am really dead-tired. Love you smelly, always and always. I miss you chou chou and will be always there for you baby! Good night I am going to blackout of the night already.

Day 260

Day 260

Allen Gege's 45th Birthday

Tanjong beach bar

My love Spiritual family

Jamshed is really funny, he probably just like to show off his chest hair!

Yeah, I am talking about you Jams!! xoxo!!

Me, Allen Gege, Jon Chan, Jams, Chris and Des.

Desmond is really cute: I find him so funny when he told me he wanted to go for a swim ^.6

So I told him: Eh desmond, I thought you can't swim! xoxo

Holly and Desmond can shake hands be friends.

Salar, camera man waiter ~~

How can I forget hunker Perry!

Really can't tell he is like 52 this year?

Happiness and joy had made all of us look really young!

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Day 259

Day 259

If you are wondering why am I still awake at this hour when everyone is sound asleep? I've just returned home after work. YES, 5am in the morning. Thank you Jesus for being with me. Thank you my dearest friend Holly for helping me out the fixing the re-launch of my shop. Thank you Sister and Halim for working with Sun Vale Avenue till this late hour.

Without the strength of God I can't possibly be done with what we intend to do today + bonus of fixing up the dressing room as well. All the DIY drilling and hammering, the cuts and wounds on my hands are definitely worth it. This re-launch is in its final stage.

Seriously, I start missing public transport after driving for many days. Home -- > Payar Lebar --> Town --> Office, it is so tiring to drive. Yew Lee metals had been seeing my face for many days. The ladies were like .. Eh Girl Powers are here again today, for my sister and I were the one dealing with their fixtures.

I will post the pictures of my brand new image of my shop up when it is ready. Ludy came to Singapore to visit our store, one of our cooperate partners in merchandise. She told us, when RIP CURL launches in the Asia market, their first store were in FAREAST PLAZA. She is really a wonderful nice lady who encourages us and gives us contact of our cargo ships and furnitures of make easy orders. She is an Ang Mo running the Asia Market. Glad to know her as one of our partners, and selling merchandise under one of their leading brand  XXX * Secret * you guys will know when everything is done up ^^

Dunlop street outlet will be launching on the 20th Sept with our merchandise @ Zirca as one of our cooperating partner.

Building up My proposal for cooperate events, weddings, parties etc. will be out to elevate this branding we have.

I really thank God for all the online orders, bulk wedding purchases that brought in Sales for my shop even we are like close for 2 days in a row for revamp. In a week to come, I am preparing for Christmas cooperate Gift packs in proposals. My job comes in place with marketing while sister will run the inventory. I guess in time to come, our office have to be set up to take care of the online orders. I thank God that we have a readily availiable office space in Toh Guan.

If you are thinking that Sun Vale Avenue is just a shop in Fareast Plaza, think twice, For my sister and myself do not dream small, we have God with us. God = Think Big and make it Happen!

Thank you father and Thank you Jesus for helping me. Let me rest well in your arms tonight. Amen

Day 258

Day 258

Today Father said this to me: Unconditional love is not based on performance or even whether is it returned. It does not contains jealousy nor resendment. It is a love that continue to give eventhou when rejected and hurt. It is different from conditional love. It is when someone offended you with things you do not deserve, you are still blessing the person with love, care and understanding. Always bless and never to think bad or speak bad. Bless with all your heart instead of cursing with your mouth and thinking in your mind.

I kneeled down and pray to God, please help me develop this faith in the love of Jesus. The Agape love, for God you are my rewarder. When I sow the love of Jesus, I will reap the love of yours God.

Graduation Leftovers

India Classamate

and

they shot a damn ugly picture of me with the back of Pastor Kong

He is really damn cool,

80 years old uncle Billy

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I am proud of myself

Thank you Jesus for making me proud of what I did through you lord !

Firstly

I cut myself real badly while fixing up my shop,

the pen knife just slip through my index leaving my whole index swollen,

It is painful even when I drive.

But this cut is definately worth it!

 But Thank God,

my shop is fixed up and we are re-launching it.

Wooo hoooo !!!!!!!

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Whenever I achieve a small breakthrough,

I thank Jesus for being my hands and feet,

my mind and heart.

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Spirit of Excellences

Sometimes I really feel that anyone who marries me will be so blessed.

I can

Cook pretty well now

Wash whatever

Fix toilet bowl

Wash car

Just learned how to drill

Fix the lights

Repair

Fix wardrobes

I am learning how to change my carwheel fr the boot when I have the chance

Do house chores

Wash a dog

withstand hardship

Knows how to

Swim

Cycle

Make you laugh 

(Who can be unhappy when they are with me, seriously!)

Play a piano and violin

learning guitar right now

make $$

grow $$

I am

Caring towards parents

Genuine

Real

Understanding

Kind

Spontaneous

Forgiving

Patience

Love God, Love people

not bad looking

Sensible

Considerate

wait wait . . . the BEST thing, I dont lie!

It is tiring to lie and I cant stand testing my memories to remember lies after lies.

For those readers who knows me long enough and well enough will know,
I used to be a perfect liar,
because, I will remember every single lie I've said,
which means it is really hard to find loopholes.
Every lies that comes out of my mouth in the past,
will tally what I've told in the previous lie even 2 years ago.
Scary right,
but nah. . . .  too tiring for my memory to remember all these junks anymore.

What men can do, I can do,

what men can't do I can do it too.

Sorry I am not trying to be sexist towards my male readers.

I am just wanting to do all the best in my life.

I am really happy today and satisify

But I know when it turns tomorrow,

I will always realise that I have not been doing enough yesterday.

This motivation spirit is the Spirit of Excellence.

Always better each day

Thank you God, after receiving your spirits of excellences,

I am never satisfy with where I am now,

I keep wanting to do more,

learn more,

and

achieve more

Care more,

Love more,

and

Do more

What I do today, determines my tomorrow,

and what I sow today, I will reap in time to come.

I sow faith each day, and I will reap the faith

but

If I sow a lie today, there will be a day I reap my enormous spun up lie with shame and contradiction

therefore,

we have a choice.

I've learned to always choose blessings rather than curses.

 That is why I choosed you SMELLY HUBHUB!

You will understand what I mean one day,

you will know it and know it.

How much you meant to me,

my dearest blessing God given to me.

Dont doubt it, that's you *chou chou*

You will know it someday when the season come and why do I say that.

Good night baby,

let us focus in our work,

not only a multi-millionaire

but

someone rich from the outside as well as rich from the inside.

God just threw me an enormous Goal through my sister,

Something from God is NEVER Small !.!.!

Self-regenerating business in 2 years time.

I am speaking in my heart, Woah . . .  Jesus! I am holding on tighter onto you to make it true.

I cannot work on my own strength anymore because it is really . . . .  too impossible to be done
But Jesus you will do it for me.

Never leave me Jesus, I am yours to use for you to fulfill what Daddy God wants me to do.