Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Day 263

Day 263


我会在你的心里深处,牵着你的手,陪着你向前走,永不放弃是应为爱你。这不是因为我傻了脑,是一种说不出的奇妙感觉。什么是回报?回报就是你的快乐。这一生能够认识你,能够爱上你,真的是太美了! 真的真的谢谢你臭臭。你让我体会了什么是完美。这份100% 的完美,谁能比呢? 我对我的天父说,谢谢你父,够了,有这样的爱过,真的够了。我的生命和幸福有你来掌权,我不怕,我只要顺从你的意。因你的意比我高,你的智永远都在我之上。耶和华我主你是开始也是结束,我信靠的父。


God works all the best for his children who loves him. My Father in heaven told me NEVER to setter for the 2nd Best, I deserve the Best from the Lord I love and serve. Wait on him patiently, love is patient, love forgets wrong that light up hope for future. I was in my usual night quiet reading and God spoke, that it is his plan that causes us to face hurts and attitudes we don't want to face. But do not run away from that very thing that will bring strength to our lives.


I've walked through, that is my strength, and my strength really derive from LOVE and this love is from Christ who reigns in my life. I recalled the fatal night when God tells me to obey him, when I was crying so badly in pain.I obeyed but keep sulking and complaining God why. Why can't you give him to me when we both love each other. God why you always make me cry by doing things I don't want to do because it hurts. God, you are UNFAIR I said . Even though, I still commit to Father and obeyed what he does in my heart. I left because I love him. 


Immediately I commit into God's hand. I was led to a church at Newton. Korean service some more. I was crying in the house of God complaining to God about my pain. God spoke in the sermon the Pastor gave. When you give up something, a sacrifice out of love, God acknowledges it. He will give you comfort and his grace will be sufficient for you to overcome it. You can hope in God, Remember God's promise to you. What you Sow is what you Reap. Because you sow out of Love, therefore be patient and wait for God to multiply it back to you. He delights when you walk his will and sow in Love.  


Walking till this point, I start to see God's plan. What He impressed in my heart to do and that point of time is perfectly God's will. LOVE had been constantly bringing me on in life, multiplying in loving my man fully at this point of time without resentment. This is amazing and it is the kind of Love God wants me to experience. 


Last week Pastor Kong said: In times, God have to take you out in order to put you in again. When it is God himself who puts you in, no one is able to snatch it from God's hand without God's permission.


I found out, God takes me out of the situation because I obey his words, so he can put me in your heart and no one is able to snatch it from God's hand. As time pass, God will use it when it is time to anchor certain situations.


Father I leave my smelly in your hands, work the best off him in happiness, hope, faith and love. Happiness for a fulfilling inner joy, Hope to give light in times of darkness, Faith to proclaim and receive the power of success and the love of yours father. He will understand and know you one day, because God, you are love. You are not a religion. You are so real that even till now, I am awesomely amazed by you. I misunderstand you Father in the past when I do not know you. But now, because you let me experience you, I really cannot believe that how come you are so real in my life. Constantly wowing . . .  for the things you've created and done in my life. Thank you Father, thank you father . . .

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