Day with the comical guys

Met Steph up at Wala for a drink,

we were keep company by the old comical gang,

Tony, Pett and Jonathan...

Had been awhile since i had supper with the guys.

With all the guys talk etc, its a night with non-stop laughter and cracky jokes,

and the questions they probed me into,

there is no answer to the question.

Thanks for asking anyway.

I myself do not know the answer to your question.

Its uncertainty and the future is not within my control.

What i long to have may not be the outcome.

So i really do not wish to expect anymore,

just let things flow on its nature course.

Coming to the end of the night,

headed to the kampong area where i grew up,

i took a short stroll on the windy pathway and my mind was filled with work commitments, my family and my dearest hubhub.

To my wonder, hubhub has already intergrated into the thoughts,

ranked one of my highest priority.

I realised i really need to work extra hard to secure what will it to be for us.

Our goal seems near yet distant,

of what it takes,

i am in,

to take the challange.

Whether is there an outcome or not,

I know i will not be on the losing end,

because at the end of the day,

i will be one experiencing the growth of wisdom and taste of life.

And when i said i really want to get married to you, i am not kidding . . . . . I really want to spend my life with the unique you. The one who makes me love with all i can. Its you and no one else. When i said i want you to be the last, do not doubt because you will be.