Misses for >3 days

The Monday afternoon I board the cab,
I turned back looking,
looking as we distant.
Distant in space but not in the heart of mine.
You're riding on your old rusty bike as the cabby drove on.
The cabby braked along the red light junction.
I turned and looked through the rear window knowing that you will re-appear within my sight.
You did not disappoint me and gap up the space within us.
The junction light turned green and the cabby moved on,
the image of you just got smaller and smaller,
and finally disappear.
I know i am going to miss you like crazy for the up-coming days to come.
Those days without phone calls or messages were tormenting.
During the nights when i was out,
my expressions tell,
the expressions of misses.
Its the usual wednesday Mambo night.
I was out with the bunch of school mates and extended gang.
The conclusion was,
i didnt enjoy myself.
I just cant force the genuine smile off me.

Most of the time i was sitted, talking to Mr Sng or at the smoking point.

I just cant seems to enjoy.
My life seems defected.

A handicap without you.

I know that things are getting busy on your ends,

I blamed myself for forsaking the chance of indulging in the arms of yours tonight.

I couldnt get out of the house without alarming my parents.

I am lying on my bed right now and regretting the earlier moment.

i should have spin up a lie and be prepared for naggings and scoldings the next day to supplement the terrible misses of you.

I really miss you so much.

I cant wait to be in your arms.....

Its a terrible feeling which hounds.

Saturday night is what I can look forward to,

to indulge in your hugs.