Fluctuations

Immense unhappiness over-whelmed me when i checked my account balance this late afternoon. I was taken back when there is a huge fluctuation in the account balances i had. Giro- deduction of this, giro deduction of that. I came to a conclusion that there is no up-moving curve in my idiotic bank account. Once the balance hits the highest point in my life which is like around 10 over thousand, it came crashing down like a major recession. The downward curves of fluctuations were caused by the splurging on either shopping overseas tour or some nice to have designer baggage *sulk* whenever the balance in my account hits trough, i feel damn f**king depress. All of a sudden, life becomes insecure. Argh . . Thank god, the forced savings account is implemented few years back, otherwise i am going to be broke till rot. I cant imagine how will i be if i have a family in the current moment. Probably they can feed on my designer bags and shoes? or maybe some clothes and dresses. I came up to a resolution this year of :

NO MORE/REDUCED

Reduce transport allowances =/ fr 600/mth - 150/mth

No designers bags/shoes/clothes for the entire year

NO Marc Jacobs flats

NO Louis Vuitton Epi Alma bag

Just dont spend unnecessary

Thank you

But i wouldnt mind if those were given as gifts.

And pls my dear 7 year old GUCCI HP strap,

please dont snap before i can replace you and frame you up as a historical icon of mine.