Spinning

Head spinning sensation on the Saturday morning, I finally got home after the contemplating wait with H for the save up on the peak hours surcharge cab fare. My cellphone rang, it was hubhubiee early in the morning. Thats early I thought. I spent the rest of my afternoon stoning and "Lao Saiing" . . . . Practically i was awake for the past 24 hours. I finally fell asleep, dead deep sleep. Awaken up by mum and urged me to get the tickets for the movie this evening. I forced myself out of the bed to get ready for my family movie day. It tirring, but it is worth the while, not because of the movie but a night out with my family.

Later part of the evening, i headed towards redhill to catch my hubbiee up. Its painful not to hug in 2 days in a row. I can tell that he wasnt feeling very well. For the next 24hours i spend my time looking after him and taking over the chores he is suppose to do. I spent my evening hugging my hubbiee and massaging him hoping to release his migraine. My heartache when i see him suffering and i really hope to see him well soon.

PS (H) you know who u r: Let it go . . . and i believe you will be happier. You deserve someone better... He is crap and i hate him because its so unjustifiable for u. Dont cry for jerks like him. Sigh ah . . . jialat lor u . . . be more rational lar... its so super unlike u.

And i think i shouldnt be caught up in that kind of situation anymore. . . something all of us didnt expect. If something like that happens again . . . pls excuse me... or gimme a DS-light or something to keep me occupied.