Day 100

Day 100

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I will not take it, unless God says I can, for he is my guidance, my saviour and he reigns in my life. I will wait patiently, for God will give what is best for me.

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Thanks Melissa ^^ I fully understand what you mean ^^ hugs. I will abide in his words and be a vessel for God. It is God who taught me how to love, forgive and continue loving.

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Day 100 and loving this man with all I can where I understand he is still uncertain. He is still rocking from side to side. But it is alright my hubhub, I will be always there for you, loving you more than you can ever imagine. Heavenly father place you in my heart for a reason and does the same to you for a reason as well. We are one love that both of us cant comprehend. We can never explain why I love you so much and why you love me till today.

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We fairly have equal great candidates flashing in and out of our lives. Why we didnt fall in love with them ? Dr Ju is definitely a great fine man. A young and successful doctor for his age who asked for my hand. In fact I have this dream to get married to a doctor and this came true. But my heart is not moved at all despite of all the things he did. I dont love him and rejected him from the start. In fact God can take you away from my heart, and make my dream come true. But that didnt happen. God secure you so tightly in me, and told me to press on, wait patiently for his instructions and I am going to be fruitful.

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When I pray to God, you came into my mind each and every time. I command to bind my distractions, cast away the devil. But you are still there lingering in my mind. After so many weeks and months, God made me understand that you are not my distraction. You are my strength, my strength of love, my strength of faith and my strength of believe. For each and everytime I prayed for you hubhub, I believe in you. I pray for God to make you even better each day. I do not ask for any returns. This is an unselfish love God wants me to attain and you are the one to encounter these.

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I never imagine I can do this to someone like you, who bashed me emotionally like a rollar coaster ride over and over again. ^^ But true enough, I didnt love you any lesser.

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亲爱的宝贝；我真的会爱你好久好久，我不知道好久最长的期限，可我知道它最短的期限是一辈子 :) 能够用一辈子去爱你也算是一种幸福吧。对你那种满满的爱而走完这辈子，相信不是每个人都能拥有的。我想我算是幸运的^^

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Prayers: God made me work as you move. ^^ Be there for my man when he face uncertainty and deadworks. Loving father, speak to him through his heart, for he who will recognise your voice one day, will find that; the day the decision he made gives peace and serene in his heart, is the voice of yours. I love him and love means wanting him to be good and happy in all ways even when I am not by his side. Grace

。有一天你会明白的 ^^