.My speaker for today Peter Wagner;
Learned alot from this man above today. He is 80 years old and as fit as a fiddle ^^.
Dreams . . . .
It is good to have dreams and it is okay to build castles in the air. You can build castles in the air, and strengthen it with foundations of pillar later.
My simple dream : A dream which seems to be as easy as ABC to many. But to me, it is almost like impossible to achieve. Yes, I want to be a mother, a graceful and understanding wife, a wife who brings support to the man I love, A wife to bring warmness to my family man. I want to be a great wife to the man I love, like a lamb and a Lion at work. I am task in leadership anointing, I know how will it be like for my career and ministry. I saw it this morning, I know I have a greater task to do in educating the layman. I see myself in public speaking and seminars but well, Life will never be complete with my assigned task of a family woman. I can't seems to shake the man I love away, he is just planted so deeply into my heart. I can't possibly interchange this love for another male species. Even when another male species come heeling after me, I cant bring myself to like them, needless to talk about loving them. It seems like I am cornering myself into a dead end to my dream.
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I can't bring myself not to love my hubhub. I have to withstand critics of people scolding me stupid for loving someone who is not worth to be love even till today. Some people even taught me to hate him, disconnect from him, stop praying for him. He only knows how to get you into shit. But in times doing the right thing means being different from what the majority are doing. It takes alot of courage to continue loving him, praying for all goodness in him and doing many things without him knowing. My God sees it and I am just doing what God tells me to do. Back this man up even when criticism arise, speak up for him when others slanders him even when people scold me for being stupid. I did what I was told. Sometimes this is what happens, when someone can't do it, they try to condemn. That is human nature. Sometimes people cannot understand why am I so forgiving, how did I do that? How to forget the past hurts and lead such a joyful life. Because they are not willing to give up pride and they dont have the courage to bless the people who hurt them before, in their heart, the resendment is imprisoned.
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My physical is small and skinny but Look what is inside. Can you see the capacity of my heart? Can you see what is my heart made of ? It is made up of LOVE, FAITH, HOPE, JOY AND PEACE. I may look weak and small from the outside, but I am strong because I have the courage to continue loving this man and praying for him everyday. I have the boldness to continue loving him even he is not by me. That is what I am made of. This is my Love for him.
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Prayers: God I pray for protection for my hubhub, protect him when he drives, protect him from harm. God cut away his procrastination and make him a great man of great works. I love him.
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Had many friends on my prayer list today : I prayed for you guys and God will shine gifts in your life.
. Melissa you're on my list ^^ Holly you're on my list ^^ Mervin you're on my list ^^ Xiaoli you're on my list ^^ Mervyn you're on my list ^^ Ting and husband you're on my list ^^ Janet you're on my list ^^ The girl whom I dont know her name'only met her once at his place, you're on my list ^^ Daddy kong you're on my list too !! ^^
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I did my longest prayers today : Time to sleep now. Its 2am in the morning.
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Hubhub: One day if God decided to let you take a peek at my prayers folder, dont be too amazed with the amount of prayers and blessings I've sent in to God with all my heart and soul for you ^^ Love you never lesser.
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