Day 170

Day 170

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When I start observing people,

walking in and out of church,

you see happy faces with a happy spiritual man,

you see happy faces with an unhappy spiritual man inside.

You see the broken hearted,

you see the brokenness in people,

you see spiritual babies,

you see spiritual matures giants,

Age doesnt goes with wisdom,

Age doesnt goes with physical maturity.

There are more than a million and 1 things to learn about people,

to see through their outer-covering and listen to their hearts.

It is the 2nd time I saw Ed,

from the waves he sent,

he is a broken man.

I've learn to feel the spirit-being in people,

you know,

sometimes I can cry for a stranger who suffered from brokenness,

my heart will just ache and start crying and tearing for that person even I do not know him or her.

I start praying in spirits for that stranger.

How weird that is right.

Some nights during spiritual prayers,

I will breakdown in tears I dont know why.

maybe I am crying for a friend who is suffering,

or

maybe it is you, . . . . you or . . . . you?

I dont know.

I just find this spirit being super amazing,

I never thought I can felt so much as if I am living in that person's shoe and you just start praying for that person.

This is the mystery of praying in spirits,

I dont understand what am I praying,

you dont understand what I am praying,

only God knows.

It is just a weird and funny language I mastered.

A language no-one understands except God.

I was praying one day,

and someone told me that I was speaking in Greek.

How amazing when I dont even understand what am I praying about.