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I broke down in tears as I kneeled down and prayed hard to my father in heaven when I was in school today. It is my 4th month in Bible school. We learn about unforgiveness and bitterness. Being true, there is no unforgiveness nor bitterness in me. But I realised I felt someone elses unforgiveness and was crying to lord on her behalf.
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It is amazing for:
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I am not crying for myself. I am crying for someone else. I prayed to God to lift the bitterness and unforgiveness in someone's heart. I do not know why, her image just keep invading my thought in which I finally obey God and prayed for her. She is someone's mum.
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As I prayed from the start it is ok, just normal prayers but eventually my tears keep flowing, my heartache so much and I feel her. I felt the kind of agony and pressure she was going through, my cry became worst after the Holy Spirit let me encounter her past experiences. The love for her son which is the reason why she live on. I cried even more. I felt so much sacrifices she made, so much, so much! Her son is her everything!
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Father in heaven as I prayed with all my heart and soul:
You hear my cry, and you feel my tears.
Please put your mighty hands into her fragile heart and take away all her bitterness,
take away all her resendment,
take away all offences and unfair judgement people had and did to her.
Lord my father,
please deliver the pain she kept in her heart.
Stop her bleeding and dont let her reherse over and over again in her mind.
Heal her!! God my lord.
Heal her heart!
Heal her brokenness in life,
heal the hurt,
fix her accumulated broken heart.
Lord in heaven
I obey you father, for you told me to bless her and pray for her,
love her and lift her up in my prayers.
Lord you will do amazing wonders in her life,
for nothing is impossible for you to do.
If there will be chances of seeing her again in my life,
I will hug her tight and tell her,
God loves you,
Your son loves you,
and
I love you too!
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