Day 156

Day 156

Dont press the self destruction button !

Please do not press the self destruction button. Alcoholism is part of the self destruction button. The inbound self is deluding, the root of the problem of the affair of self. Where is yourself ? Why are you demeaning yourself ? Have you realise that you are the greatest ? Where is your peace ? How can your problems be solve ? Why are you creating more problems for yourself ? I want you to be happy. You are the greatest friend of mine, and I had been constantly keeping you in prayers. You are there for me when I break, there for me when I crashed. I want to encourage you to find your true self. Stop the self destruction, it is not worth the while. I walked that dark path through, I understand and I know. It is really dark and full of tears. You need to find the path of light, the light you will open your eyes and refresh your mind. The light that will let you love who you are. You are my best friend.

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It is a cool and rainy day. I skipped school again today, I have difficulties in breathing. I do not know what happened. Anyway I am fine and good now. Did my work and print-outs for my evening appointment with my client and his wife. I've decided to stay home today after mailing out the little furnitures for hubhub. I've got something new for the smelly hubhub of mine. ^^ hope he likes it. Something he needs it. Whooooo . . . .

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School exams tomorrow, study study ! I have 5 books to go through, although I have not read through it, I am confident ^^

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Baby, have you pass you M9 exams? ^^ I love you love you love you baobei !!!!!! ^^ Muacks. . I hug hug u ! Imaginary-ly. How can I ever leave you ? =) How to not think of you a single day ? Hur hur hur, you are so intruding . . . eeeekkkkkk I poke you ah !!!!

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Go study already =) Boo..oooo *chuckles* Love love.

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I have this weird and uneasy feeling, mmm..... I do not know what is that. Pray in the spirits and let the holy spirits help. I just cant find peace in my heart, it is just uneasy. Probably something happened? I do not know. I remembered 2 days ago,I just started praying in spirits non stop until peace filled my heart. And eventually I received a sms that a friend's baby is in ICU and wants me to pray for the baby.

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Prayers: Father as I pray in the spirits, please help my hubhubie if he is facing difficult problems or situations currently. I do not know what is it, but holy spirits, my greatest helper you know. Help my hubhub, please help and protect him from distrubance issues that arise and give him peace in heart. Lord I love him, give him strength to overcome, give him wisdom to reverse the weapons that is against him. Let me pray for my bao bao. Father let my smelly know, I will never abandon him. I will always be there for him.