Day 245

Day 245

In times, you just have to cry out to God and scream " HELP ME! " and God will save you with his righteous right hand.

In fact when you meet up with many Christians, they are really bubbly, so cheerful, full of hope, faith and positiveness. Neither do you know when we sow in tears and cry for help when we come to God. Some of them really behaved so perfectly that you can't seems to find any faults with them at all. But neither do you know what seems calm and perfect has its underground crazy current gushing beneath. It may be their failing businesses, broken family or some other issues that they are facing the impossible. But we trust for God who resurrected Jesus Christ the ultimate sacrifice for us can resurrect anything. God can resurrect relationship, broken heart, a failed marriage, a dying business, bankruptcy and even a failing body.

If my father in heaven can Restore and make alive my family relationship, heal the relationship of my arguesome fire in my parents, he can do it to your parents. If my father in heaven can re-ignite the love and harmony of my family and between my parents, he can do it to your family. If my father in heaven can unite my family members and make us pray in agreement he can do it to you.

God can make your impossible a possible!

Dear friends, in times of trouble or I should rephrase it, in times of my troubles and cries when I was with my brothers and sisters in Christ, we held on tight and walk it through not by ourselves. It was Jesus who held us together and brought us through mountains and walk on storms. I am not able to reveal it to you my friends because you will never understand why am I putting such a strong faith in my heavenly father. He is the lord who tells me nothing is too difficult for him to do. Therefore I look into his promises and walk in righteous under his Grace that produces such faith.

Because I encountered, and I witness miracles in my life you can never feel when you are not me. Things which are impossible in your eyes or feel ridiculous in your logic are my breakthrough faith in God who delivers me. My father have did impossibles over impossibles situations for me, that is why He is who I trust. His Grace is sufficient for me to overcome. His love for me cast out fear. His blessings upon me says it is impossible for him to reverse it because I believe in him.

Many nights I cried in his convanant, cried under his wings, telling him I am burning out . . . . confess to God that I am weak, I do not know how, please set my directions in my work, in my financial and path me the plan of his. God is always faithful, and his love for me is enough. He will wipe my tears and transform them into blessings. God can never shortchange you. I keep sowing and sowing, even when the secular world thinks it is impossible, but God says my faith will make it possible. I continued sowing, and work for my harvest day to come. Many night I sow in tears, I sow with all my heart, I sow for the harmony in my family, the peace in my parents, I sow for the career of my smelly, I sow for my own businesses and my debts to be cleared. I just have to commit it all up into my father's hand and continue to work hard with my job and business. In exchange, God gave me a bubbly spirit, confident, joy and peace to wait for my harvest to ripe and be fruitful.

I was once like you, thought that tearing in church is crazy. I denied God's pressence even when he touches me. I don't believe it. But trust me, there will be a season for it. When the holy spirit come sweeping you like a wave of fire, you will totally understand how I feel.

Till this point of my life, for circling around the wilderness for so many years, I finally found my direction, a direction of purpose, a walk of faith, a walk that will bring me far in life. A breathe of God that woke me up to tell me, my dreams can be done in reality. I will walk this faithful walk under the amazing grace and mercy of my father in heaven who is forever protecting me and watching me along my best pathway of life. There is no more fear even there are many difficulties to overcome, there are no more worries for my father has prepared me to face all challenges ahead, for he is always with me.

Jesus I love you.

Amen