Dy 243

Day 243

曾经

曾经我为了你放弃了自己

曾经我为了你忘记了自己

曾经我为了你什么都愿意

只要有你。。。。。。。

如今

如今我因为你找到了自己

如今我因为你找到了梦想

如今我因为你我学会了爱

如今我因为你,我找到了最真贵的你

也只有一个唯一你

Hairstyle can change the whole feel and appearance
1) The curly dolly
* This is not the barbie doll look, my barbie doll look is very kua zhang de,
super super big eyes and skin texture will look even more porcelain than this thou my complexion is not that awesome

And my sports gear,

when I jog early in the morning, or when I roller blade at night

Every woman can be at their best,

depending on how diligent you are in maintaining it.

For myself,

Gaining weight bit by bit,

Exercising and diet are really important.

Milk, Banana, natural proteins - fish, egg Carbohydrates - potatoes, rice are essential.

Both gaining weight and losing weight requires hardwork.

Nothing comes easy.

As long as you are determined to see the outcome,

nothing will come in your way when you tell yourself,

I will do it,

I will never Give Up in my walk of 'perfection'

I will do it,

even I have never succeed ever before in my 26 years of Life to be more than 45 KGs.

I will keep on trying and maintaining it till I am done to be at 48 KGs

Till I finally force my way through,

probably I can start publishing a book for skinny people like me to gain weight in a healthy and beautiful way.

If I can do it and learning on workouts on how to put weight on the right places,

and losing weight at the rightful areas,

I think my book can really sell.

No surgery needed,

you just need some hardwork.

Just give me a few months. . . .

Getting weight gains on the right places.

I want the spirit of excellence in all areas

Body.Mind.Soul

and
 you know,
life cannot be better without looking damn solid,
feeling freaking confident,
being fully spiritually pumped up each day,
and
working at your purpose,
 running for your dreams as if that is your final dash in life.

That is what God has put into me,
Dreams, Vision, Faith and the best things that will be happening in my life if only I focus on his promises.
God said: Ask according to his will and it will be given to you overflowing when you seek, believe and confess in faith Jesus is Christ.

Encounter it yourself people,
until then you will understand my feelings
and
know why I love Jesus so much.

People will not care how much I know about Jesus until I demostrate the love of how much I care.

P.s: Baby smelly, I love you, I thank you and I appreciate you in all ways. I am never there to demean you nor to hurt you. Thank you for being angry at me, for that workout the best out of you. I am always praying for you, every single night without fail. Hoping that one day, you will grow to experience the kind of love I receive from the lamb of God Jesus. I pray that the grace is always sufficient for you to overcome every single challenges you might face. Baby I love you and want you to do really well in life. Be joyful and understand that I will be here with you in whatever circumstances you encounter or face. We've grown so close to each other through these years of thick and thin we share. We share a very different and difficult walk in our love life with compared to other couples out there. Because I love you so truly and want the best for you, deep in my heart I have never grumble a single bit. You have seen me through and fully understand what I am made of. All my heart and honesty, I want you to make the best out of your life, because my greatest joy and contentment is seeing you walking your dreams. I will be there for you giving and never demanding, supporting and never mocking. Because I care :)

Love you always, your smelly skinny ^^