Day 251
Yet another day had passed. I am here wording my thoughts in this private corner that belongs to me. I can never stop thanking God for giving you as a blessing in my life. From the day I met you and thereafter falling in love with you with conditions which eventually grew into a mature level of loving you without any conditions. I thank God for all the things he prepared in my life, I thank God for breaking me through you my love. That was when I invited Jesus Christ into my life and it was him who taught me how to forgive. God forgives my debts through Jesus who carried the cross and died for me. For all the wrongs I've did. The love of Jesus in my life has been overflowing, to conclude that is it the humanity form of *this skinny Chou chou* now who loves you baby, or is it Jesus loving you through me? I can't possibly answer that question.
I am not that generous, I am not that forgiving, and I can't possibly be doing all the things for the best of you that hurts and kills me. I am an extremist and I arn't that forgiving. Because I am 100% human being. Someone who knows how to hate and knows how to plot and kill.
It is really unexplainable why and how do I nuture all those pain, still loving you so selflessly. That is not me at all. How can a normal human being abandon all those hurts, be that generous to do what is best for you even after all the shocking bombs you've created in my life.
It is Jesus, his love towards you baby. As I accepted Christ into my life, he works within me. I can never have the heart of Jesus unless he lives in me. I can never love you anymore if not for Jesus who loves you. When I looked into the plan of God, I cannot believe the truth of how wonderful this God is working in my life and in yours darling.
God made us met, make us share our lives together. God uses you to break me up into pieces so he can pick me up to restore me to his purpose, to encounter him personally, intensify me up, mould me again and create a new me through Jesus my redeemer. Now I am experiencing the overflowing love of Jesus in my life, so I can touch you with this love of Jesus, to be always giving and never to demand, to love you like how Jesus will, the selfless love. That was when, you experience the unexplainable love you have for me. Why me? Why? I am nobody. Not a princess nor a queen. You do not have an answer, neither do I. God is the one who grows the love in us. This love is from God, no principalities, nor angels, nor human, nor devil can take it away.
The day will come when the love of God swept into your heart, you will experience what I experience, encounter what I encounter directly with God through Blood of Christ who mend the broken relationship between me and God. In times when I messaged you that God loves you, and I love you too. It is really true that God really loves you very much. If an imperfect human like me can make you feel so loved by me, what more do you think God can do for you. How much more will you experience from Jesus himself personally?
Like what Pastor Kong posted on Twitter :
God is better than AnyPost, FedEx and UPS combined, because He DELIVERS ON TIME, ALL THE TIME ... :)
We serve the same Boss who is Jesus Christ, I give thanks to all the great spiritual fathers in my life who grew me closer and closer to Jesus. All the pastors who touched my life so greatly, Peter Wagner, AR Bernard, Ps Phill, Cho, Kong, Bob, Ming, JPrince. The man of God who laid hands on me, Pak Roy, the president of Lippo Group. He is the man who leads me into convergence of the spirit of Excellence. In the eyes of God the apostles are the mouthpiece of God, and we are all body of Christ, Jesus's hands and feet.
May it be the Charismatics churches City harvest, New Creation, FCBC, or the Methodist, Evangelical, Presbyterian, Catholics. We serve the same purpose in our lives. To be fruitful servers of Christ, fulfill what in placed in our lives. The day I see Jesus, he will say: Well done my friend, you have delivered all the promises God placed in you.
For all Christians, a well-done in God is worthwhile in our life pursue towards excellence.
Always blessing you with all the love I can give for you lovely, for I really care, I want to give the best things I can ever give to you in my life. Such a wonderful fine man I see in you, you are really lovely in all ways. Knowing you and loving you is the best gift ever God has put in me. Others might not see it. But I do. God does, Jesus does as well. Because we have great faith in you, and we truly see what you are made of.
Thank you Jesus, I can never express in words or speech how grateful I am towards you and how much I thank you.
I am not that generous, I am not that forgiving, and I can't possibly be doing all the things for the best of you that hurts and kills me. I am an extremist and I arn't that forgiving. Because I am 100% human being. Someone who knows how to hate and knows how to plot and kill.
It is really unexplainable why and how do I nuture all those pain, still loving you so selflessly. That is not me at all. How can a normal human being abandon all those hurts, be that generous to do what is best for you even after all the shocking bombs you've created in my life.
It is Jesus, his love towards you baby. As I accepted Christ into my life, he works within me. I can never have the heart of Jesus unless he lives in me. I can never love you anymore if not for Jesus who loves you. When I looked into the plan of God, I cannot believe the truth of how wonderful this God is working in my life and in yours darling.
God made us met, make us share our lives together. God uses you to break me up into pieces so he can pick me up to restore me to his purpose, to encounter him personally, intensify me up, mould me again and create a new me through Jesus my redeemer. Now I am experiencing the overflowing love of Jesus in my life, so I can touch you with this love of Jesus, to be always giving and never to demand, to love you like how Jesus will, the selfless love. That was when, you experience the unexplainable love you have for me. Why me? Why? I am nobody. Not a princess nor a queen. You do not have an answer, neither do I. God is the one who grows the love in us. This love is from God, no principalities, nor angels, nor human, nor devil can take it away.
The day will come when the love of God swept into your heart, you will experience what I experience, encounter what I encounter directly with God through Blood of Christ who mend the broken relationship between me and God. In times when I messaged you that God loves you, and I love you too. It is really true that God really loves you very much. If an imperfect human like me can make you feel so loved by me, what more do you think God can do for you. How much more will you experience from Jesus himself personally?
Like what Pastor Kong posted on Twitter :
God is better than AnyPost, FedEx and UPS combined, because He DELIVERS ON TIME, ALL THE TIME ... :)
We serve the same Boss who is Jesus Christ, I give thanks to all the great spiritual fathers in my life who grew me closer and closer to Jesus. All the pastors who touched my life so greatly, Peter Wagner, AR Bernard, Ps Phill, Cho, Kong, Bob, Ming, JPrince. The man of God who laid hands on me, Pak Roy, the president of Lippo Group. He is the man who leads me into convergence of the spirit of Excellence. In the eyes of God the apostles are the mouthpiece of God, and we are all body of Christ, Jesus's hands and feet.
May it be the Charismatics churches City harvest, New Creation, FCBC, or the Methodist, Evangelical, Presbyterian, Catholics. We serve the same purpose in our lives. To be fruitful servers of Christ, fulfill what in placed in our lives. The day I see Jesus, he will say: Well done my friend, you have delivered all the promises God placed in you.
For all Christians, a well-done in God is worthwhile in our life pursue towards excellence.
Always blessing you with all the love I can give for you lovely, for I really care, I want to give the best things I can ever give to you in my life. Such a wonderful fine man I see in you, you are really lovely in all ways. Knowing you and loving you is the best gift ever God has put in me. Others might not see it. But I do. God does, Jesus does as well. Because we have great faith in you, and we truly see what you are made of.
Thank you Jesus, I can never express in words or speech how grateful I am towards you and how much I thank you.
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