Day 322

Day 322

In my shop again today ^^

Camwhoring before I stepped out of the house

Last night I searched some old photos

This is the best quality I can get,

crawling with my pacifier along the bar-counter in my house

Till today I can still remembered the taste of my pacifier,

you know something,

our taste-buds has wonderful memory,

they will never forget taste and feel.

 Dad and boyish me at our Hong San Walk house

I grew older

Love to swim, even when I am not swimming I want my favourite swan float.

At that age, I am able to swim laps already.

Looking at my tanned skin tone, you know I swarm alot when I was young.

At the Bukit Timah House I used to stay,

horribly, my auntie looked so scary.

My sister saw this photo yesterday and commented my auntie looked like a revengeful chinese ghost.

I guess I am an attitude kid since young.

I have the totally *heck care* look

I am the kid who squarting down,

* Chou chou !, the ah-mah squart was there since young *

1989,

the heck care look again.

I am happier with my parents than other adults/uncle aunties in the family.

Frankly speaking I dont like them (uncles/aunties) at all when I was a kid.

I only like my 3rd uncle because he will bring me to the drains to catch fishes.

Changi Airport 1988

Mummy!

With my pacifier again and a curious looking kid.

I am stuck with my pacifier for many years, my only friend at that time.

You can see how popular Louis Vuitton bucket bag was even at 1988.

I was in a coversation with mummy last night when I start digging out our old photos.

Mum said, you are a different kid since young.

You are very bold and you are a kid who will not cry.

I was such a curious kid that I will always get lost when I was out with my parents when I was young. I will wander away in my own, look around and usually out of 10 times we were out,

9 times I will go lost.

Mum said she will always find me walking around at age 5 like nobody's business looking around and I am someone who isn't afraid of anything.

I guess we're boarding a plane

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I am such a funny kid.

That instant, I got lost again that year in Thailand 1988.

I remembered I got lost in the hotel, where I just sat at the hotel lobby sofa and waited for someone to pick me up.

I tried looking for my parents along the hotel corridoor but that was a vain search,

all the doors looked alike.

I haven learn to read numbers yet at that age.

I have fantastic memories.

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By the way,

I used to be from the Gifted kids programme.

I am just lazy in many many ways.

Dad dont like me to be in the Gifted programme which was why I was withdrawn.

Dad said: a kid should behave like a kid and have wonderful childhood.

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My memory has the capacity to recall memories of incidents far back and reads it like a book. I can recall the whole incident and react the scene with lines. Therefore don't try to test them. I can fully repeat what you've said many years ago without mistakes.

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Dont test my memories book.

But that didn't happen when it comes to studies.

I need to good teacher, being a visual and audi person.

I can remember movements and speech,

but not words.

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Selective memories too I guess.

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The Prayer counter

4618

Buy lottery.

What are these numbers?

They are my prayer counts. I does them almost everynight before I sleep.

Four Thousand Six hundred and eighteen times

praying for blessings for someone I hold so super closely to my heart.

Each blessing I will confess a thousand times.

I pray for his diligient in work. I confess a thousand times,

I pray for him to care more for the people around him confessing a thousand times,

I pray for his responsible character

and many many other things.

This is his individual counter with all my prayers count.

The more I prayed for him, the happier I get,

the joy from Jesus Christ my First Love and savior never fail to add joy into this heart of mine.

Each time I finishes a thousand times of confession,

My Jesus will say: Well done daughter, you've obey and walked my will.

The sermon on the mount wrote,

pray for your enemy,

pray for the one who once hurt you.

I did.

It was really difficult from the start when I have to pray for him.

But now, it has been a year.

I witness his changes,

God really answers my prayers when I does it according to his will.

If you haven pray for your selfish gains,

God will answer your prayers.

I told God,

Father, Let the man whom you placed in my heart to be a happy and responsible man.

I asked God how.

And he told me to intercede prayers for you smelly.

Because I prayed for you in a selfless way.

God is blessing me so much that I can't stop thanking him from.

Thank you Jesus,

I really love you so much Jesus.

*Genecia, now I truly understands how much you love Jesus

2011, Jesus I want to love you even more!