Day 197

Day 197

Seriously I am getting kind of bored over my hairstyle

Sometimes I have it tong, sometimes I have it straight

But still : I want to change it,

Change it ! Change it !

Hahaaa . . .

And I have so many movies to catch;
Can you imagine I missed IPman and Karate kid.
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I had been so busy,
God I want to watch movies.
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and this ^^

Day 196 Part 2

Day 196 Part 2

HALLELUJAH! God you are the top reader of my blog, omipresent, you are everywhere! You answered my prayers! The promises you gave never come back void ! You just plan everything for me, my time and my everything ! Thank you for listening, I should say: reading my blog. You lifted me up instantly. Tomorrow, time is planned so nicely by you father. I will not miss anything ! Time is in your great hands. YOU ARE AMAZING ! I do not need to miss school in the morning, I do not need to miss my meeting, I do not need to miss attending my shop, I do not need to miss BBG, and you gave me bonus somemore, a cheque to be collected.

Instantly you filled joy in me I could stop laughing and singing praises for you lord ! I was walking to the bus stop and I just cant stop smiling. Holy Spirit you fall on me when I was on the bus, this bubbling joy in my tummy, I just wish that I could laugh out loudly. I really cannot control my laughter when I was on the bus. I instantly called Holly hoping that she can hear me laugh so people wont think that I am crazy. Indeed she was laughing with me for no reasons. Crazy . . . but so happy. Heeeheeee, I love you GOD!

Thank you father, I will be able to do the task by you ! I will raise up a company of disciples for the Glory of God ! Thank you father!

Day 196

Day 196

I need you God, So much !

Today my Lord said: For the word of the Lord is right, and all his work is trustworthy. He loves the righteousness and justice: the earth is filled with the Lord's unfailing Love. We wait for Lord and he is our help and shield. For our hearts rejoice in him beacuse we trust in his holy name. For he is the lord that rescue you, we can hope with him.

Father in heaven : Glorifying you lord for the Sales you brought into SunVale Avenue for I commit my business into your hands. Holy Spirits please intercede for my uneasiness in my meeting tomorrow, bible school and the commitment I have in my ministry. Father I know that you are stretching my capacity for your kingdom because you are sending me back to the youth from next week onwards. I am scared father, please add joy into me, I really do not know if I can handle it. Give me my conformation. I really do not know how to handle so many things in one time. My insurance business, school, Sunvale Avenue, music teaching, my ministry in hospitality outreach, overseas missions and youth teaching. God, it is not my strength anymore but yours be done! It is impossible for me, but possible with you God. Please help me father to guide me through my work to be done in your kingdom that glorify in your name!

Lord: How am I suppose to run a completely new youth company ? It is so sudden, but I know you have called me to do so. My meeting with captain Ronnie is so sudden, you planned it father. Lord if this new company is from you, guide me and teach me how to run it. Let me penetrate into the youths. Please teach me how I pray father.

Day 195

Day 195

My love life is planned so carefully by my Father in heaven

Other than loving God wholeheartedly and loving people fervently, friends and family questioned about my love relationship. I am talking about the Eros like of love in the opposite sex. It is  normal that male and female attracts. You ask me why I cannot get a new boyfriend? Not because I have high demands for my other half it is because God is guarding my heart for no hurt or pain can harm me. Guarding my heart so well that I know he is molding the best man for me. When time is up, and the transformation is fully done up, my father in heaven will lead him to me. I am so definite and trust fully in my Father. He creates and did amazing miracles in my life how can I not believe it.

Let me share this prayer with you: By the way this is one for the many many requests I made to God.

In early march 2010 I ask God for this:

Here's a prayer I prayed for you when I was weeping for I do not know what to do with you anymore. I told God, I am not in the ability to change him, to transform him, please help me. It is impossible for me to handle him and to change him. But with God everything is possible.

God replied and asked me, are you sure you want me to change him? For when I do things in my will, that is going to be painful on your side as well as his ends. Do you really want me to do it? Are you going to be obedient and do things in my will. I said yes father during difficult times, let me hold on to Christ for he will give me strength. The deal is done, I received and thank God. I prepare for the coming trials that is on its way.

This is when the transformation starts to take place after Asia Conference in May, things are no longer in our hands of control, my father in heaven controls the whole situation. Pain and sacrifices start to take place. Cries and wailing when I want to be obedient in God to let this plan come true. In a way or another towards me, it a WoWWwwwww, God is moving. Moving in areas I cannot imagine, in situations God puts you and I in. That is why when you the smelly tells me, this is not what you want and you are out of control. Of course you are out of control ! God is in charge man! The reason I smiled, because I know God is in charge of this whole situation. God wants to change you in his way. Accept it, there is no way you can run away from it. Until you changed and transformed in the way God wants you to be, ermm you will be in this state and you cannot escape from it.

P.s smelly: You will find even more absurd situations coming up in your life. You will be broken again, melt and reshaped. We are like the chess piece of God in his plan, you will go through it with my father who loves you never lesser than how much he loves and care for me. God loves you that is why he discipline you to walk a rightful path you will see it in the future. He is planning for every blessings you are going to receive. The time will come when you conquer Goliath, strong and strengthen in all aspects of your life you can stand on mountain high and walk on stormy seas. Be praying for you always, for love is given by God our father. 

God is always faithful and his promises to me never come back empty. That is the reason why God has placed me in your heart and you in me. He is constantly guarding our hearts so in time to come when the transformation is done for both of us, we will still love each other. If you ponder over why you still misses me so much, why do I still misses you and love without any conditions. We have no answer for it in our own human wisdom, we have no control over it. Because God is guarding you and me closely in his arms monitoring our progress. When you asked me what if your itch backside behaviour doesn't change, it is not a problem to me anymore you know, because when God transform you fully to his expectation this will not exist.

You have to understand that I am not waiting for you smelly, I am just being an obedient child waiting for the instructions of my father in heaven. My father in heaven ended our conversation in this : Listen to only me your God and in the promises I gave. Human wisdom is foolish in my sight, how foolish to trust words of a blind man for directions when he cant even see and do not know where he is going? Wait for me my child as I love you so much, I will deliver the best to you! Hahaaaa !!!!! God exampled you smelly as a blind man hahahaaa !!!!! The time will come blind man ^^  the blind man will start to slowly see. You will see it and testify from your heart.  

Praise you father in heaven, you are real and great ! There is only one God, that is you my father. I have never vision my path so clear until you found me God. When I rejected you, mocked at your people and worship other gods, there you are still loving me so much and caring for my needs. You are still so faithful in your love for me. Deeply in my heart, you truly touched me, with all the gratefulness and glorifying you Lord in Christ name Jesus. Amen

  

Day 194

Day 194

Firstly I give thanks for the greatness of people among my life working in excellence and joy for the kingdom of God. Let us shine in this Babylonian culture and impact the followings in our law of cultural mandate.

We are in the times of harvest, lets harvest success.

Human being are born of creativity, a mind of their own. In times we ponder over situations and we judge. We condemn and eliminate. This is the common mindset of people. In many areas of our lives we blame on treatments caused by another person we do not deserve, we live in hurt and brokenness off offences or hurts we do not deserve. In a common human wisdom, we start to hate or condemn. We talk bad about the person who used to hurt us badly. It is the corrupted world that we live in, that is why our mind are perverted. We keep committing wrongs we shouldn't be doing and pushes the blame onto the past offences others did to us. Worst of all is self-pity and blaming on oneself.

Before my old self died with Christ during my water baptism, I always considered myself stupid, a biggest fool for loving the man of my life. The whole situation reversed itself  when Christ created a new self in me and I am constantly grateful to god for that smelly who appeared in my life. I felt so blessed to have him, I rejoice every moment God puts him into my mind.

Some people find it difficult to love because they were once hurt so badly by love. They chooses to close their emotions up to prevent getting hurt.

How grieving to see people around my circle to laugh when their heart were weeping, how saddening to see my people who had long forgotten how to receive joy from within and out. Joy is an emotion given so freely in your life. How can you even forget how to receive it? Why do you need to force yourself to laugh when you  are unhappy and your heart is cast by darkness? Why do you have to lie and hypnotise yourself to be happy? Sadly, that is what most people does.

When I touched Cine L and held her hands ( someone whom I am constantly reaching out for ) my spirit felt for her. I was weeping in spirits for her. I pray to my father in heaven that God will bring her to me this Saturday for the arrangement at Cafe del'mar. I prayed for sister Valencia too I hope that she will be there too. Joy is given so freely to us, why do you choose death ? We have a choice, I chooses life. I would really want to take the great opportunity to share my conversion.

During my counselling session, I met people who tells me this : Seven you cannot understand how I feel, you will not understand how hurt am I. How can he do that, he betrayed my love and trust, why he does all kinds of things to hurt me. I hate him. How can you tell me to forgive him? You don't understand the things he did to me.

Certainly God plays a huge part in my counselling area for his kingdom that I can closely relate. He let me grow in him, broke me up, guide me, healed me and filled my life with utmost joy, care and love.  That is who I am now! Readers who read about how I have grown intellectually will know. Now I counsel broken lives, broken relationships, broken families, broken marriages, mother and child reconciliation because I have not rejected love. I love people fervently and I love you.

I am no longer judgemental or am I out there to condemn. I do not eliminate but I restore. I am  constantly trying to rescue broken relationships and aid in the restoration of family unity. How happy to rescue a couple on rocky marriage. How wonderful to see relationship reconcile.

I am just an ordinary person, behaving in an extraordinary way because I understand the meaning of giving and loving. Being extraordinary in an ordinary way, and being another plain Jane in the planet earth who has her great heart to give.

I had been weeping this morning in prayers for many of you, joy is freely given but why so many of you didnt see it ? This birthday, I prayed to my Father to give me the greatest present of all, the joy in your heart, the peace in your mind and the laughter which is from your spirit man. 

I know I will receive it, Happy Birthday Seven ; you will receive your greatest gift of Joy on this 26th Birthday. Hahaa . . .  I love this video ! I am part of the involvement. In fact I am more excited to celebrate City Harvest turning 21 than me turning 26. You will never imagine how much I love God and love my people! Seriously I really surrendered, and apologises to God, because ME used to be a crazy MOCKER of City Harvest is now Loving this House of God so MUCH!

Day 193

Day 193

Hope, Faith and Love. The greatest of all is Love and love comes from God our Lord. For all that matters I give thanks to God for all my brothers, sisters in Christ and my spiritual father konghee. I give thanks to God for rising Pastor Kong and using him so greatly, for is it Pastor konghee who taught me how to Love and give. Heart warming to be in the house of God. A house filled with love from the youngest to the eldest. Yes, they are my spiritual family. We are a family. I really dont know how describe my feeling towards this family. It is just too wonderful to describe. I do not know how to express it or tell you how great it is, maybe one day you will understand how I feel when you found God yourself.

Dancing and singing in church celebrating life every week

Life is really Wonderful and Amazing when you are with God.

Brother Bryan our backup vocalist, miss having fellowship with him ^^

Praying for unity and strength in our life

Praying for the overcomer spirit to fall upon us, strengthening the will in God.

We are the Head and not the Tail !

We will always be the top and not the bottom.

When I pray in the name of Lord, you are the common name in my prayers,

I pray that God lift you up in every difficult situation.

I pray to God to Guard your heart and protect your mind.

We pray for healing for the sick and elder fathers in our church

Testimony sharing by ah-xin of FIR.

Dr AR Bernard sharing and teaching us on All Growth is a Process,

how relationship, truth and time revealed

First, Then and Finally, how we grow and strengthen in trials as well as level and Grow again.

How do we walk in the promises of God, rejoicing even we are in sufferings.

Cheering and breaking through intimidation because we won victory in freedom,

Christ has redeemed us.

We are a family we love each other

We pray for each other,

we pray that the power of God be with us,

strengthen us,

make us, build us, create a great character that withstand all challengers in life.

Thank you Father in Heaven for giving me City Harvest Church.

Thank you father for putting Pastor kong in my world who changed my life.

Pastor's mum I call her Auntie mag came over and gave me a great hug and told me,

thank you God for you Seven; you are a wonderful child of God.

God loves you and I love you too.

The service over the weekends ended, fellowship has just began

I love my cellgroup!

Allan gege and shirely @ Alcovo opened by Sister Sharon ^^

David, he was blown-away in church while he was being adminstered by the words of God by Pastor kong

I walked David around the church and showed him my job ministry in church in hospitality

Allen gege and his encouragement, he looks familar? He used to be an artiste in TVB ^^ now he runs flyer entertainment for brother Eng Han

 

 Shino is the DJ of the night ^^

Lets celebrate life in Christ

Shirely is so cute, she shouted Hallelujah and Cheers to Jesus Christ!

Hahaaaa . . . . . .

^^ P.s: I love you always and you will never be foresaken in my life .... You always know that you are the precious one in my heart. You always will  * smiles * I love you ^^
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Good night and let us welcome joyful Monday !!!!!! Waking up each day is so wonderful, living the present God plans, thank you father for your love gift every single morning I opened my eyes.

Day 192

Day 192

Overnight prayers meeting ! I just reached home and started blogging at 4am in the morning. Prayer meeting ended at 3.15am. Experiencing God is awesome! The wonderful family of CHC. Thank you father bringing me to seek your face through this wonderful Church City Harvest. You gave sanctuary to my heart and taught me wonderful things I never knew in the past.

You never fail to bring me into tears of joy for the love you have for me. I can always rest in your arms and your encouragement never fail to touch me. You taught me how to love and to give. What a wonderful experience to know you father ! 6 months in City Harvest set my greatest turning point in life. My life is never the same, for I see my light and purpose God you created me for. Glory to be with Jesus Christ who redeems me. Thank you Pastor Kong for helping me, discipline me, healed my pain, and to help me conquer things that I thought is impossible for me to achieve. Thank you for pointing me to God. From Glory to glory I will shine for the kingdom of God for being the salt that flavors and the light that shine on mountain high !

我相信这份爱，有一天你会明白，你会看见，你会体会。一份时间带不走的爱，一份永远都不能被取代的爱，一份用牺牲而保存的爱。

我是施凯琪。

一个简单不过的女生，

但

也是爱你最多,
而每天祷告:
要你幸福的一个平凡人。

Day 191

Day 191

Smelly and Dr Juls

I copied these randomly from someone's album.

I think that travelling to Jerusalem this October will be so cool and exciting,

but it is better said than done.

How to leave Singapore for about a month?

SOT5 will be travelling to Jerusalem, Greece, Athens this October.

Walking and feeling the walls of Jerusalem, on the path off mount Calvary,

the cross our saviour bears for us so we can be free from Shame, our wrongs, unworthiness, illnesses, bondage, pain and hurts.

The blood he shed on mount Calvary so we can be righteous again in front of our heavenly father.

He had conquered death and is sitting on the right hand side of our father in heaven.

Walking into water baptism in Jordan river where Jesus was baptise by apostle Paul,

walk the wailing walls.
What a wonderful experience.

But well, its ok.
There is a time for everything.
I will just wait for my turn ^^

Day 190

Day 190

I missed bible school soooo much !!!!! Had been a really busy week for me. School exams here I come. I miss the early morning praise and worship so much, I miss my BBG TEAM 5 ! An eventful Thursday as I trust in the Lord. I want to worship you Lord!

Today's business Sales = Zero

But I am not upset about it. Sales goes up and down, there is nothing to be worried about. Everything has a record, low and high. I broke the zero mark today. . .  hhhaahhh, time to breakthrough my sister's highest sales record of 1K sales in a day. Gogogo !!!! I love my life and I love selling insurance, I love teaching music, best of all I love you God and I love you too silly ! And I will try to love being a Salesgirl for the time being until I pass the test God you set for me. My sister will faint when she sees my sales these few days. That means she wont go for long buying trips anymore.

I am not going to miss BBG tomorrow, I will close shop early for BBG. God is in charge I have got no fear. I cancelled the Taiwan mission trip, air tickets are crazily priced at 700 bucks. Mission trip will be postpone till after I graduate. Meanwhile coming month, I will be travelling with Richard to Jakarta for viewing of my manufacturing line in up-scale market fashion. Hope that in  Sept I will be heading to the Korea manufacturers. Be back very soon for another product line I am negotiating with my brother to see how can I launch this. See how things goes, probably Sun vale SPADE will be in the market soon. Last quarter of the year I calculate.

Thank you father in heaven for being my guidance. I am really amazed with the businesses Richard runs. Talked alot with his just now, remembering last year we celebrated our birthday together. I still remembered I bought him a pair of Hermes cups. A year had passed time flies and wait for no one. He talked about me, my life and of course my relationship with the smelly. I didnt comment much but just said that both of us have different focus right now. He nudged my head and give me a rolling eye look. Hahhahaaa . . . . Then I switched my topic to Sebas, he came down to my shop and look for me yesterday. He came down with Pak Sun the piano teacher I recommended for MF to get her permit into teaching in Singapore. . . . . . . .

It really nice catching up, and will catch up with the gang next week for a decent dinner for mine and Richard's birthday.

My connection chain today, dinner with cindy and michael, they came down to my shop to look for me,

How I became good friends with them?

Smelly --> Andy --> Cindy/Michael

Then Richard C

Smelly --> Rich Sng --> Sebas --> Fulala --> Richard C

lolx. Majiam food chain.

Ok Good night

Day 189

Day 189

My letter to Father in heaven

Father in heaven you will never put challengers too great for me to overcome. Your grace is sufficient for me. I just have to focus of Jesus my lord for he will guide and lead me along. My father in heaven you are constantly monitoring my progress to walk into the promised land you said you will give it to me.You never fail to stretch your mighty hands to protect me when I am crying out for help. You always rescue me in times of need. How foolish I was in the past when I mocked at you lord, yet you still love me so much. You never fail to bring me into greater heights each time challengers arise. Walking with you in righteous is difficult, but father hold me close to you, the power of endurance, I will never let go your hands.

God you did it again and again, helping me and protecting me in times of need so I can rejoice in your love even during crazy storms. I trust in you father. Miracles over miracles you did it again. Thankful for your grace and grow my faith in you lord. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains, raise me up so I can walk on stormy seas. With you I am not afraid, walking in your will, I recieved all the wonderful promises you gave freely in my life.

You gave me a song to sing, my life, your song. I know that my name is written in the lifebook you hold tightly in your hands. I am a blessed child of yours to work in your kingdom, to shine among people. With your might I WILL SHINE! Till the day I fulfil my purpose you delicated me on earth, I know when I see your face father, you will walk down from your throne and tell me, Well Done my child, my faithful bore slave in christ. There, tears of joy will flow where I know my purpose is done.

Father I pray that you shine in his life too, walk him and show him to the great promises you had in his life. I saw them lord for you revealed it to me. I raised my hands and praise my lord thanking father on his behalf. My father has a wonderful plan for him. Not only him but the people around him as well. For whatever you ask for, God not only give it to you, what God is giving to you is always in abundance and in excess.

How wonderful to serve this rich father in heaven, you know when you ask him for $2000, he gives in excess in 100 folds. I asked for my parents retirement, their salvation in christ, our financial income. Lord replied and provided me with my business. I received and greatness to be with my lord in heaven. He told me I will be the provision of income in my family, have faith and all shall come to pass.

Day 188

Day 188

Relying on God and loving Jesus is the best thing ever in my life! Relying on our father and walking under his wings is wonderful and great! He loves me so much and wants me to succeed to be his daugther of excellence, the cream of crops. His love is amazing and his everlasting love is always so heart warming.

I saw the testimony of Sammi Cheng, she found the love of God. Thank you lord for the amazing grace for touching each of our celebrities brothers and sisters in christ. The new salt and light in the showbiz. Be the salt that purify and the light that shine on the mountain! JiaYou ba ^^ see you guys in Taiwan soon in my mission trip. I want to hear their stories with Jesus, how Jesus lead them in the showbiz. I heard it from Alisa Danielle, FIR, Vaness, Sun . . . . We are to shine on with God. Shine the showbiz brothers and sisters. While I jiayou too to shine it on for the marketplace! Lets Jia you together and shine for God's Kingdom!

A little corner of mine: 在一起的真正目的， 不是找到一个可以成全和接受你一切完美无缺的人，而是找到一个可以与你分享和接受你一切缺陷不足的人!

Day 187

Day 187

You want to give me the best present this Birthday ?

If you love me, I want your hug!

I asked God for 200 Birthday love hugs this month!

I've received many more hugs of love and appreciations today!

Thank you for the love gifts from attribute!

TGIF last Friday was a Great Bang!

Glory to be with Father in Heaven!

http://sunvaleavenue.blogspot.com/

Spread your love and joy,

greatness and happiness!

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I've received so many calls from the police station,

I seems to be the Good Friend of Grace already,

a female police officer of Tanglin HQ.

Its so funny when we talked over the phone, regarding a theft case.

XL : Your HP created a big hoohaaa dear!

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In Church

This is the song which made me teared crazily!

Lord, greatest thanks and love to be with you!

You raise me up God,

I am strong when I am on your shoulder,

You raise me up God,

to be more than I can be!

You gave me light when I am in darkness

so,

I stand on the mountain,

Walk on stomy sea,

find strength in you

and

be more than I can be!

My reason of why I am always so excited as a church goer?

I experience God's grace and wonders everytime I sees him face to face!

He brought me up and heals all my brokenness!

Hear my personal testimony in time to come as I preach,

get touch by my journey with Jesus Christ of how he redeemed me,

the unworthy me.

My life is changed when God's amazing Grace touches me.
Praying in tears every night, thanking my great heavenly father,
for reconcilating my family,
bringing harmony to my parents,
love and peace to everyone who comes near me.

Giving thanks Jesus for healing me when I almost killed myself,
teaching me how to love my parents and sister more than I can ever have.
Teaching me how to forgive and to continue loving like I was never hurt before!
Loving him fervently even he is not by my side anymore, for I recieved the great promise my lord gave me.

My God taught me not to trust in man,
but trust him the Lord,
for nothing is impossible for him to do.
Opinion and feelings of people will change but the love God has for me never change.
He is the same father yesterday, today and forever!

God said to me everynight without fail for two who prayed in his name,
and ask everything according to his will and he will for sure do it !
No promises will come back void to him.

Day 183 - 186

The week of Freedom

Great to be with lord where we gain liberty! You have no idea what I are the tremendous awesome happenings I had for the week! Shout out : AWESOME! !!!!!

Major deliverance in Bible collage! Wondering what spirits were I set free off with Mike Cornell ? Spirits of ulu things. I was cast out of the followings :

1. Spirit of Pride
2. Spirit of Arrogance
3. Spirit of Lust
4. Spirit of Witchcrafts/divination
5. Spirit of generation curses
6. Spirit of tiredness
7. Spirit of deep sleep
8. Spirit of fantasy

5 days a week, I manifested, viomited unknown stuffs, shaked like nobody's business. God was with me. Freedom is great! Lifted from the generation curses! How long do I have to suffer from generation curses? NO MORE !!!! Out of my life!

One word Amazing!  

Day 182

Day 182

I like this picture ^^

I look so cute in that hahaha !!

Jet black hair looks good on me too!
I am beginning to enjoy all these self photo taking sessions!
It can be pretty fun too!
I am going to wear this for my campaign tomorrow!
Time for some rest.
Last day for Deliverance in Bible school !!!!
FREEDOM is MINE !!!!!

Day 181

I Day 181

I have no intention to walk into zouk. My intention was to treat dinner and to thank Michael and Cindy for the kind gesture they had for me during my stay over that their place for playing such kind hosts during Asian Conference. But eventually I walked into Winebar, saw Chee wee and Kelvin, sat down with them. Eric came down and we were talking about this : What is romantic?

Lolx, I said: My ex is a romantic guy for he loves me. He did the greatest things for me and I thank God for that. Daren was there listening and was smiling, of course he knew who I am talking about.

I told God in my heart as I walked into Phuture as Lydia dragged me along. I saw him, and my heart pounded faster and faster. I acted as normal and didnt reacted as how my heart reacted. Deep down, I saw the man I love and sacrifies so much for. . . .

Seriously, the moment he hugged me I melted. The man I stayed on for, how can I melt for him. God bring him on for the best I prayed in my heart. He is not mine anymore, for God I have commited him in your mighty hands please protect and help him along! God I love him, and father you love him too! He is intended for a greater purpose, his potential, his greatness, please unleash that in him I prayed when I pat him on his back. We committed ourselves with Christ as our witness, WE will BE the head and not the TAIL!  Do the work you want in us.

Lord, my father in heaven, you are a fervent reader of my blog, you've made all my dreams come through! For every promise you gave me, it will never come back void. Lord my father, please! as I prayed, Guard him and protect him. For all my prayers I send every single night, my tears and cries, Lord for your grace is sufficient. Lord shine his path and take away his worries. Not a single night I slept without thinking about him, and you know it. And you know when ever I think about him, I will pray to you for God to protect him.

Father do your will as you delivered your promises. I believe and trust in you. Entrusted my beloved love into your mighty hands, do a great work in him I prayed! I just sincerely want the best for him.

Thank you lord, I've already recieved more than 30 hugs for my birthday month! And they know it is my birthday month, they are not strangers, Thankyou auntie Mag, Shirley, Doreen, Angeline, Evelyn, Brian, Petrus, Meifang, Audrey, Xueni, Ashley, Sherry, Joanne . . . . . . .  Thank you! I love you my brothers and sisters in christ for helping me so much! For being there for me during my difficult times, when I cried, when I struggled. Thank you for praying for me!

Day 180

We're using this bunny ears for our Lets be happy Campaign

And this ^^

is how I look like besides selling Insurance
Be a Maniquin

I like the steamer ^^ Pink colour de ^^

Let our Lets be Happy Campaign run ^^

Hahaaa . . .  I am a happy salesgirl ^^

The joy of our Fareast Stretch !

Post 179

Day 179

Thanks Ting for the reminder.

It is my birthday month ^^ and I am asking for my birthday present from everyone of you guys of course! Hahaha . . . Give me a Birthday hug this month! That is what I ask for. Hugs are so important in life. It is valuable! A hug of encouragement, a hug of appreciation, a hug of passion love, a hug for misses, a hug for you are important in my life. 100 hugs this Birthday. This is not really that difficult isn't it :)

I really give thanks to God my lord. I had a dream last night. That reminds me of hugging. Remember each and everytime I sees him. We never fail to hug each other tight even during the later phase of our relationship. A hug to tell each other that you are important in my life and hugs that say I love you. We do not have shallow hugs just for simple actions. Those hugs we used to have are all genuine. I've lost my authority with him, as I no longer stand in that role anymore. I have always enjoyed hugs in all ways with him front hugs, back hugs, whatever kind of hugs. :) It is so heart warming. Although I am skinny and I seriously don't portray the I am so huggable but I know as I miss his hugs, he misses my hugs too.

Don't forget your hugs people to friends and love ones who you care in life. Hugs are really important. Fulfil my Birthday wishes. So I receive more than 100 hugs this birthday month. This will be my best Birthday present 2010 for age 26. I love you lovelies. I give thanks for everysingle of you angels God placed in my life.

I give thanks to my City Harvest Family for showering me with so much love I could ever imagine! I give thanks for all my dear friends, I am so grateful for every single one of you reading this now! I love you guys and I really appreciate everything you have done for me, in words and in actions.

For SunVale, I give thanks for my wonderful family who has been so supportive. I give thanks for my sister who has been running so hard for our business. Above all, my father in heaven for giving such wonderful Revalation of running my plans in putting his promises into acts.

In SunVale, we give before we receive. The slogan for our Shop and for all our staffs. Giving starts with me, Give a wide smile now! Beauty is in each and everyone of us! Your attitude and smile are your greatest assets. Why hide it?

You know SunVale is not just a physical shop. It is a place of experience when you shop with us! We want to build self confident in every single soul who enters our shop. Be blessed. You are unique in the eyes of our father in heaven! Love yourself like how God loves you!

My lord reminded me to be the light and salt of the earth. I pray to my father in heaven that he will bless the business of all my neighbours in Fareast level 3. Sunvale will be a great cheer of everyone! Everyone will feel happy to visit us! Be the light on the hill which directs, be the salt that adds flavours in life, be the salt that purifies hearts. Grateful for Lord who shines my life bright.

Day 178

Day 178

I am amused by this message a stranger sent to me on facebook.

10 things you shouldnt tell a woman about.

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From xxx:

hi .good evening !!!!!just back home from work . tired ,watching world cup now .(1st: I dont need to know how is your world cup.) how yr day ?everything arite ?drink more water . .. .sorry and sincerely sorry and need to tell you something truly before we move on is that i a total stranger to you .. . .. can i get to know u as a friend ?let me intro myself to you..... andy tian yi . sg chinese guy , age 24 , ht 172 , wt 61 , staying woodlands area,working.single ..abt my character.... down to earth , soft hearted, tend to always try to put others ahead,don know how to lie and don know how to be cunning but now a days realised sometime have to be hard and firm in making decision so as to protect ourself .. don smoke and don go clubbing (2nd whether you smoke or club dont really concern me) ...sorry i just a normal looking guy, prefer simple,easy quiet life n peaceful life.quite a aggressive guy when it come to work .me is a taurus guy,left handed , blood ab+ .. (He even tells me his bloodtype?)will you mind i younger than you in term of age ?( You dont need to tell me I am older).don like to stress over matter .. sorry .i need to tell you something true .. i don have much friend due to busy work.. hope you can give me a chance to know you more. .sorry i on the move during work so can only reply back your message after work and back home in computer. this job can give mom more allowances (3rd: You dont need to tell me about your mum). . very sorry to disturb you .hope next time can bring you go out eat dim sum and also eat nice food like soya bean (4th: Soya Bean ?????? nice food?????) . .do sms me at 82226779 if possible . . .hope next time can bring you go eat .drink more water . sorry .one of my friend wife just pass away , only 25yrs old . (5th: Does your friend had insurance?) she have a shot gun marriage , after which she have stroke and have to give up the baby in the stomach (6th: Why do I need to know she had a shot-gun marriage ).then she rest at home all this while .out of sudden she pass away recently.(7th: Totally no link) sometime realised life is too short ...(his story come out on newspaper few days before . ) (8th: I dont read newspapers?) we must treasure everything we have .sorry . am bit down on mood due to this incident.hope next time can bring you go out eat (9th: Bring me out and eat???? because you are unhappy? Arghhh dots and more more more dots?...).rest well and rest early .raining . remember to bring along yr umbrella when you go out (10th: Bring umbrella when I go out? How random!!). . .drink more water .sleep well . (And how many sorry do you have to say in one message?)

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I really find this message very funny. It sounds more like a match-making agency letter which I didnt sign up for. Apologise I am not mocking, I just that this is really funny !!!

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And I haven been cam-whoring since I bought the bunny ears. Mmmm . . . Argh, I am too busy, I seriously miss my self cam-whore sessions. Maybe I will be free-er on Monday Afternoon lolx. ^^, Yeah! I am going to Universal Studios with kong. The Taiwan trip delayed again, alot of people dropped out from the mission trip to Tainan. But Its good, So I can see David 2 weeks later ^^ Grandpa David will be here soon ^^.

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My daily prayers for you didnt cease:

Whenever I think of you, I will slow down my steps while I walk and pray to father God, tell him to bless you, and has his hands on you to protect you.

Day 175 - 177

Day 175 -177
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I am extremely busy with what is coming up for me in current.
I've missed 3 days of school and BBG on Thursday.
I really felt bad about it.
But Daddy God is always encouraging during all my quiet time with him.
He will never fail to remind me of his promises.
He will never fail me.
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I am constantly in prayers and keeping my heart close to my daddy God,
to let him guide me in this unfamiliar retail business I am in.
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Lord my father in heaven,

you know my heart,

and I understand that you are constantly preparing the best for me.

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Father guard him too.

For lord you will answer my prayers for I ask for the best for him according to your will too.

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Thank you Father

Day 174

Day 174
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I broke down in tears as I kneeled down and prayed hard to my father in heaven when I was in school today. It is my 4th month in Bible school. We learn about unforgiveness and bitterness. Being true, there is no unforgiveness nor bitterness in me. But I realised I felt someone elses unforgiveness and was crying to lord on her behalf.

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It is amazing for:

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I am not crying for myself. I am crying for someone else. I prayed to God to lift the bitterness and unforgiveness in someone's heart. I do not know why, her image just keep invading my thought in which I finally obey God and prayed for her. She is someone's mum.

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As I prayed from the start it is ok, just normal prayers but eventually my tears keep flowing, my heartache so much and I feel her. I felt the kind of agony and pressure she was going through, my cry became worst after the Holy Spirit let me encounter her past experiences. The love for her son which is the reason why she live on. I cried even more. I felt so much sacrifices she made, so much, so much! Her son is her everything!

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Father in heaven as I prayed with all my heart and soul:

You hear my cry, and you feel my tears.

Please put your mighty hands into her fragile heart and take away all her bitterness,

take away all her resendment,

take away all offences and unfair judgement people had and did to her.

Lord my father,

please deliver the pain she kept in her heart.

Stop her bleeding and dont let her reherse over and over again in her mind.

Heal her!! God my lord.

Heal her heart!

Heal her brokenness in life,

heal the hurt,

fix her accumulated broken heart.

Lord in heaven

I obey you father, for you told me to bless her and pray for her,

love her and lift her up in my prayers.

Lord you will do amazing wonders in her life,

for nothing is impossible for you to do.

If there will be chances of seeing her again in my life,

I will hug her tight and tell her,

God loves you,

Your son loves you,

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I love you too!

Day 173

Day 173

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If you love your work and what you do.

It no longer holds itself truely as just a job.

Instead it becomes the reason you wake up everyday,

that passionate meaning and devotion.

That dream that one day you woke up and becomes your life.

That passion will continues to live on for generations in manifold forms,

in return creates your own legacy.

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My Revelations for the day

National Treasure

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I am glad I watched National Treasure on TV5 today. As I watch this Movie for the 4th time, I receive a message God puts in me. This is the 1st time I had so much of thoughts after watching this movie. I saw his grandfather putting his hand of impartation onto Benjamin Gates to search for a treasure everybody believe that it is a myth. As he seeks truths and walks on with denial even from his very own father telling him: There is no treasures Gates. But Gates didnt give up. Everyone doesn't believe that there is a treasure map behind the " Declaration of Independence ". Gates proved it to Rachel that there is. The secret behind the " Declaration of Independence " is a clue to the treasure. Following one clue after another, Gates strongly believe in all the faith he has. Even when the last clue ended, they landed themselves in a chamber everyone view it as a dead-end. They consoled Gates that, it is the end and the treasure were taken away. Gates didnt give up for his faith and believe. He will find the treasure. Just when hope and dreams dashed. His faith holds the key and unleashed when everyone gave up hope. He found the treasures hidden for century and untraveled all the clues left by the wise men.

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Dear all friends,

Where is the treasure in your life? Have you realised that the treasures in our lives are intangible. They may be your dreams, your hope, your love and the kind of life you want to live. During moments when people denied you, it may be even the person who is the closest to you who puts you right down. Are you willing to follow your dreams? It is not going to be easy. Are you going to walk through it. As you walk on in trials and difficulties seeking clues over clues, gaining faith over faith. Even when you cannot see light anymore and people around you are consoling you since you have walked so far but ended up in a dead-end. ARE YOU WILLING TO SAY, NO I BELIEVE AND I CONTINUE MY WALK! Are you willing to claim what belongs to you? Are you willing to say, YES I will walk on! I will reach my treasure. You know eventually when Gates get to his treasure, he has a great friend with him, he has his family and he has his love with him. The main characteristics Gates has, he shoulders all sacrifices, a man who stood like a man of responsibilty. Are you on your right path? Because true successful people are not only great in their successes in dreams. Because they are true, for they walked a right way of life. They are rewarded with the people he/she loves who shares the great joy as one. Here's my question for everyone of you guys. For these people they are willing to work on the best for the people they love. Amazingly guess who are the people who come into my mind? Kelvin Sng and Michael Ang. God will only reward the righteous with peace and joy with riches of wealth. Maybe not today but you know they are on their way to tons of blessings. So if you are not going to walk through the tough righteous way and choose an alternative way to by-pass it. Eventually these trials you choosed to by-pass is going to accumulate in the later part of your life. Think about it, what you are going reap and harvest is eventually what you are sowing now. It is a simple sow and reap theology.

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My christian walk in challenges:

For me, I picked my choice. I claim my future. I will live it ! No matter how difficult it will be, I do not have fear. For a faith-filled heart eliminates all doubts and fear!.! I will reap goodness of Joy, fulfilling future and in blessings of wealth because I have the faith, the never ending love mixed with strong courage. + Ample of hardwork! Because I sow faith in sufferings, I reap faith in ample. For I sow love in tears and sacrifices, I will reap love in abundance. I sow blessings, I reap multiplication in folds. My life build on the empty cross Christ had redeemed me from, Curses will never prevail nor repeat and she will stand strong with Christ who fly with her in the sky !

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I am looking forward for my mission trip to Taiwan in July and my Nov 5 days trip to Pastor Cho's Korea prayer mountain. I know no matter how busy I might be, God will give me a way, Father will lead me to a path he wants me to be in. Thank you my father in heaven.

Day 172

Day 172

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How wonderful my Sunday is !

Nothing beats a heart full of joy and fervent love!

*Singing*

I will fly highhhhh. . . High into the Sky !!

I will sing loveeeeeeee. . . oh with you Christ !

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My father say Love cast away all Fear in life !

Yesh!!!

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Teach teach teach,

Loving all people wholeheartedly,

loving God fervently!

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I mend 2 broken hearted and 2 broken dreams today.

2 more souls added to my lifebook in heaven.

I not only sell insurance,

I sell them dreams, hope and wonders of blessings !

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I can never imagine myself being a counsellor,

It is not my intention to make you guys cry in public,

my intention is to make you live your life and claim the beauty in life!

People just start tearing when I reached their heart and my words of love and care administered to their brokenness.

Many times, they dont even know why they tear.

I realise I no longer sell insurance,

what they bought from me is a beautiful dream they once forgotten.

The power in my speech that touches straight into their heart!

That is the wisdom God bestow to me.

I do not need to know you really well,

but because I have this heart to love and dare to love,

I reached your spirit being inside you.

That is why,

my words touched you.

This is wisdom.

Day 171

Day 171

Keppel marina golf club with my cell-team.

It is a wonderful fellowship.

Thank you everybody!

Fireworks again!

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Always watch fireworks with you guys!

I thank God for each and everyone of you guys

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A Lord's Prayer

I give thanks to my lord, father in heaven for all the wonderful and great things he bless in my life.

I give thanks for all the miracles he gave so freely and abundantly in my life.

I give thanks to lord for his grace which is always sufficient and is constantly leading me on.

Givng thanks to father in heaven that I lead such a fulfilling life full of love and never hurt anymore.

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My Thanksgiving and prayers for hubhub:

Everytime I think of you,

I give thanks to my God.

Whenever I pray, and make requests for you with joy,

I know my father in heaven is taking great care of you.

I have no worries for my lord the heavenly father is constantly looking after you.

My heart is totally at ease.

I know my lord will continue his work in your life till the day Christ Jesus returns.

I pray that your love will over flow more and more and that you will keep on growing in

knowledge and understanding.

For I want you to understand what really matters,

so you can live a pure and blameless life till Christ returns.

You may feel that what I am talking right now is more than absurd,

but wisdom will pour greatly onto you one day and that is when

you will see the great promise my lord in heaven is putting in your life.

Dont be discourage when you meet Goliath in life but keep pressing on for I am always with you lifting your spirit up in my fervent prayers for you.

For I cannot lie nor deny you have a special place in my heart.

For I left and commit you into the hands of my faithful lord.

I have no more worries in my life.

For no one will knows you better than Lord our Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end.

I thank God and praise lord in Joy,

for you are the best blessing God has given in my life!