Just need to be honest and truthful to myself.Without the superficial acts.
Because my heart wouldn't lie.
I still feel great around him.
Comfortable, heart-easing, familiar.
When he hugs me,
strokes his fingers on my head,
it warms my heart somehow and I really do not know how to shake that feeling off me.
He ask me to date someone else.
I wish I could, but I just feel so damn weird,
holding a pair of hands which doesn't belongs to the familiar him,
or kissing someone new.
Erm,
I just do not know how to accept it.
Try falling for someone else?
The question is:
How to fall again when you didnt even get up in the first place?
There're just too many why and more why in my mind.
Nevermind,
I'll just concentrate in my work, pick up my hobbies in oil paintings and ceremics.
What will happen, eventually will
:-)
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