Finally

Finally I realised,

realising how much you are worth in the heart of mine.

Days without knowing how you are makes my life uneasy.

I do not know what have you done to me?

You told me that I will know it someday when I type on a Chinese sms to you back dated many months ago.

But I just know that I love you as much as I love myself.

Huahua told me that you are not going to get serious with me,

I didnt take it to heart.

He told me that you are just fooling around with me.

I do not believe.

How can you be fooling around with me for the past 9 months?

He told me to fool along with you,

I tried to,

but

I just find myself falling deeper and deeper into you.

I just want to love you.

Love is not complying on how much you are willing to give for me,

not complying on how much I am willing to give for you.

I just know that we are happy.

At least for the past months and days we spent.

We are not going to build it on how much each other give,

but to know that we are happy at the end of the day.

So wanting to call you,

but I do not have the courage,

I'm just afraid that you are going to reply me with a cold shoulder.

I am still so glad that I got to know you.

The one I am looking for.

I do not know if you are actually putting on an act or are you true,

I just want to love you as how I used to do as before.

To scratch your back,

massage your hands,

give you a full body massage,

look forward for the dinner you made.

And you to call me your Baobei.