Oppression

Tears encircling my eyes and I was trying to suppress it on my way home.

I just kept very quiet when he is doing his lecture 'again'.

I know he is tired and stress up with work.

I just bear and tolerate as much as I can although what he said is utterly unreasonable and hurting.

I just sat very quietly at the back seat without a single word just because he is my father.

There's a sudden impulse to open the door and get out of the car when it stops at the traffic junction.

The feeling of being heavily burdened, mentally and physically.

I know I can only turn into myself.

I am so lifelessly drained.

How I wish I can just erase myself from the world,

I am not blaming on anyone,

I just feel like crap.

* Sleep well and tomorrow will be another crap day *