My funeral

Weird enough I dreamt of my own funeral,

Its a simple funeral wake,

I saw myself lying in the coffin, wiped with a smile.

I know I had a peaceful death.

Weird enough I looked thru the glass window,

I was pretty young.

I see alot of people in my wake,

litterally everybody,

some with kids and their husbands (I saw Weiping's husband lolx, some unknown face dont ask me who)

Its gotta be a long list if I will to name everyone out.

they are not smiling and they are not crying.

I didnt get to see my parents in my wake,

probably in my dream,

they are already awaiting for me in heaven.

One by one they walked up to the mike and say things about me.

I was viewing everything as if I am invisible.

I hear every single word each of every dear friends said and I am really touched.

Even the quiet one Arvin spent a good 2 mins speech about me.

I teared when I was asleep and realised it when I woke up,

I remembered this speech clearly and it was given by Johnny.

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_ Johnny said: :) I got to know her @ Zouk, she was only 20. Remarkable I am now at her wake after so many years. We keep in touch and she is indeed a treasure to many of us. I cant deny that she is so true and generous. I will always remember her smile and the K9 teeth she has. It is difficult not to dote someone like her. She is always so thoughtful, not to gain any respect but sincerely wants people around her to be happy. Lets make a toast to Seven, with her favourite beer.

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didnt expect that Johnny did appear in my 'dream' funeral.

And Chile Summer my dear accountant whom I got to know through Fannon.

The whole group of them were there,

sounds like a party more than a funeral it just that everything is so cool,

my funeral is theme dark purple and black.

My Sister finally took over dad's business and she did real well with her own concept of gothic and memories of the last journey, no super sad songs but my favourite song from De'sree.

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I was looking around my own funeral in search for him,

where the hell was him,

why was he not at my funeral?

He finally appeared within my eyes,

dressed in black suit and dark purple tie.

I followed him as he approached my coffin.

I watched him looking at my dead corpse through the window.

He stretches his hand and touches the glass.

He tighten his lips while he looked.

I cried when I see his eyes turned watery.

My dearest please dont be sad, I was crying and telling him at the same time.

He just starred at my corpse,

he said 3 words which broke my heart instantly.

I am sorry.

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This is just a dream, a dream which makes me cry when I looked though my dream diary. This is only a minor part of it. There is continual episode for this funeral dream, I dont know why. I am a weird person who dreamt of weirdest stuffs in life. But its ok, they make me grow as in my dream everything is so freaking real.

A dream which makes me reminisce of people who left me and one dearest who is almost gone, that was when I learned how to cherish .

This makes me remember how I cried when I saw my friend being cremented many years ago after she suffered a fall.

To all my readers, ya. . . really do treasure everyone around you, especially your family. If you guys alway feel that your mum or dad is nagging too much, well just take it for a fact. Likewise I will never talk back to them, at least this is the minimal I can do because I really love them so much.

I always believe,

one will not tear during a wake unless you realised you haven done enough,

but its too late.

So dear people, remember to tell ur mum and dad you love them always ok. And to treasure all the friends and people who loves and care about you.