Jolene

(Sorrie for some reasons, blogger just cant publish my pictures up)

I've known Jo for many years and she is my direct Boss when I was holding my first job.
She was the company for my trip to Langkawi.
She is a cool and daring lady I should say,
sincere and straightforward.
We suppose to go on island hopping on the second day of our trip,
but the rain just induces the both of us to be tucked in bed till noon before we decide to go for some horseback trekking along the mountain trails and coast line.

Horseback ridding along the trails were fun but damn tiring and resulted in stiff backs.

Anyway it was being remedy by the 2 and a half hours massage at our resort.

Riding onto propeller jet driven by co-pilot Mama Jo.

Its a scary experience as, the jet take off with enormous trembles,

hell god, i thought we might just crash,

It bumped 2 times before the jet officially took off.

I was bitching and yelling through the mouth piece where I was wearing.

It is impossible to communicate without our headset and mouth piece as the little private jet is just so freaking noisy with roaring engines and the noises created by the propeller.

The jet allows us to fly for 400km and I was practically looking 90 degrees down at the Langkawi coast line when it tilted.

It was pretty scary as there is only 1 safely belt and it just gives the feeling that you may just fall off the half open windows anytime.

Another disgusting feature is that you just keep on sniffing the fuel burn out there is no airconditional or whatsoever filter in the jet.

After all its an experience I've never tried.

Its a long day and we finally setter ed along our private beach watching the sunsets with our beef steaks dinner.

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The night fall,

its time for massage and night market shopping along the streets.

Tourist stuffs as usual,

wooden Balinese stuffs like bangles, earings, blah blah blah,

handmade photo albums which reminds me of my dearest gift for me when he was at Bali last year.

Nothing makes gift material for my hubhub as I just feel he have seen plentiful of those in Bangkok and getting anything for him seems meaningless.

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At the balcony of our resort.

indulging in food again,

oh by the way,

Mama Jo is a big eater just like I do,

we have the same petite size the only difference is that I am 10 years younger than her.

We had lobsters, crayfish, satay, mee gorang . . sinful supper I should say.

Smoking away and catching up about our lives,

problems we faced, may it be single [ me ] or married [ Jo ].

Jo just said something to me which i feel its so damn bloody true.

You will meet that someone,

feeling unusual,

you freaked yourself out to realise OMG,

you are thinking to face this particular person for the rest of your life.

Thats what happened to Jo and Lex 10 years ago.

Although disagreements arise,

but somehow each of them know,

no one is gotta give up.

At the bottom of their heart they knows this is the hand I would want to hold on to till I am old and grey.

He flashes through my mind instantly,

and I was telling Jo,

well what I feel may not be what he feels.

I may stay determine in a way,

but somehow I just wouldn't know when would he decided to give us up again.