It is just this weird feeling where something is wrong. The feelings arn't right. I do not know how to barricade or elaborate. The feeling is not as initimate as how we used to have. Why? Although action increases, commitments rises. But I am least of all convinced?
I hate it when he texted me in a club and realising that I dont reply to it anymore.Because he does that to many others as well, I am just one of the many. Whats the difference? I hate it when he say sweet promises to me, where most of the sweet promises he gave in the past never come true. So what is the probability of it coming true? Maybe one-fifth or less to a hundred. I hate it when he kept quiet and think about his lies but nothing really convincing comes out of it. Yes, there's least amount of trust in him, because there is no conviction at all. I just feel no better at all. Yes, I am paranoid and I hate this feeling. The basic trust factor is so way-off. Ask me, do I trust him, the answer is no. Sad but true. and I really do not know what can he really do to gain back the trust?
ARghh. . Fuck it. . Have a fun evening with Fulala they all and have a good laugh at my stupidity.
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