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Day 228

Before I start:

**PS: I forgot my favourite boy's birthday, he heyyyyyyyyyyy me so long and I still didnt thought of it. Sooo Sorrrryyyyy my such long time best buddy since my youth. Really busy these few weeks. I only remembered my hubhub's Birthday. Opps . . . You yi xin mei ren xin. (Seven don't lie de) But you know Jiejie got love you de right MingShun !! :) Thank you for being there for me when I needed you :) Thank you and Happy Belated Birthday Arvin Ho mq hor!^^

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It was Daddy Kong's birthday on the first night I returned from Dongbei, I met him up after ages. My guide my leader whom I is constantly inspiring me in the things he does. He is my shepherd other than my spiritual father Pastor Kong Hee. . . The Kongs Family . .  hurhur. . . He is a role model for me and my future husband should inherit his character, his power, his focus and determination. Probably I should take my queue number and wait for his son Christian Bubu to become a man one day and propose to him. He will surely get some good genes from Daddy Kong. Nah ~ ~ He is Bubu.

He is 5 years old now,

I will wait till him turn 21.

hahaaa ~~~

Alot of craps and funny stuffs to talk about in fact.

Anyway,

both Daddy kongs believes in me,

have faith in me,

and they see all my hardwork.

I say and I am really working real hard for it.

I build my own future,

create my own condition to walk my future.

I am not afraid to walk,

but really excited to see it come to pass.

Although I dont see it now,

But my faith will bring this to pass.

In joy I will reap,

because I sow in tears and hardwork of sweat.

I walk my own future,

a future full of happiness, glory and love

For my beloved hubhub,

I pray for your future to be in joy and happiness,

I sowed in tears on your behalf,

may you reap in abundance of happiness and fruitfulness.

I wrote a note to my dad,

I remembered when I 1st learn how to walk

you encouraged me and walk with me.

I remembered when I 1st learn how to ride a bicycle,

you held me tight and prevented me from falling,

I know each time I fall and hurt myself,

your heart aches,

Each time I cry, you weep in your heart.

Even when I stopped crying,

your heart is still weeping.

When I was in my youth,

I rebelled and broke your heart.

When I had my first bf,

you scolded badly me because you wanted to protect me.

I was naive in my youth,

I did alot of things that broke your heart,

I said things that hurt you,

yet you never give up on me,

you stood there for me even you said nothing.

When I was home late,

you stood by the doorway and waited till wee hours despite of your tired work in the day.

When I needed you,

you are always there,

although you are a traditional naggy father,

You do not know how to put love in words,

all your love turns into scoldings,

but I know you did all for my good.

Now I am a grown-up,

I finally understands all your hardwork,

All the love you have for me,

all the unspoken love you have for me.

your love for me is more than words can speak.

I love you so much Dad,

so much, so much,

I am so grateful for all the things you did for me and sister.

Let me be your provision Dad,

I love you dad, always and always.

Thank you for being my Dad!

Delicated to my beloved Dad who is always a SuperHero in my heart.

and

Thank you Jesus and my heavenly father,

you taught me how to love my dad as much as how he loves me.

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