Sunday, August 15, 2010

Day 227

Day 227

Our heart has a memory.

Our heart is not just another organ in our body, in fact our heart has memory. Our mind is really powerful I dont deny it. But it is our heart that keeps all the emotional memories. The storage of our feelings and emotions. This is a memory of our feelings. Experience of heart will never fade even you had a memory lost. Your heart has memory.

Love is the part where it stores. Love in your heart creates these memories. Happiness and saddness, joy and grieve.

Take an example of a brain dead coma patient. Do you know that, their heart is beating, their brain is dead, but when emotions touches their pumping heart, a brain dead coma patient will tear. Although their brains are no longer functioning. Their heart is, and your heart has a memory. It is when love creates power and miracles.

Do you know that it is not our brains that feel, it is our heart which does the work. How amazing this heart is. Which is why in a living person, the mind and heart is constantly at war. Your heart tells your something, but your brains tells you not.

It is wise that we should not fall into any extreme. Don't be too much of a brain freak who has no emotions for real happiness or saddness, and also don't be too much of a heart freak as well because you will turn into a weird person. Balance it!

The reason why the holy words always teach me, guard your heart and protect your mind. That is totally true. You can enjoy happiness, be logically, be successful and be happily in love. Who says you can't?

Don't try to convince yourself this is impossible because you are not brave enough  to face your challenges, don't try to convince yourself that this cannot be done because people around you are not receiving this. Don't try to convince yourself you cannot do it because you are afraid of uncertainty. I don't accept that as an excuse.

In many areas I am really weak, I cannot handle so many things, nor am I a superwoman like most of my students or parents addressed me. I am vulnerable, I confess that I am weak, that is why I need God. I am not perfect but I keep trying, I never give up. I always tell them this, I am weak, but I never give up, I have never given up in my goals and visions. No matter how difficult situations turn out to be, I will never look down, I will keep my vision focus, I will not give up. When you humble yourself infront of God and tells him to help you, he will for sure hear you and walk with you.

I had a great wonderful sermon yesterday by Pastor Kong. Awesome one, how I wish you were there. I dropped my love ones a sms told them that I love you :) Pastor Kong told me to do that. Truly from my heart, I confessed I love you. I dare to, I can show, I can do, why should I be afraid to tell show my love towards family and my love hubhub? My mouth speaks what my heart says, my actions proved I love my family and I love you. You have long became part of my family and I have never regretted putting you there.

Even though there was once you told me, your home is my home. But towards me even that house do not linger any pressence of mine anymore. But be sure, my heart will always be a home you can rely on no matter how time will fade. To protect, to shelter, to forgive your wrongs, to be attentive and to be affectionate. In anytime you feel weak or vulnerable, I will never mock but to care. My father say, true love cast out all fear. I love you and I have no fear in loving you so truly. When 2 come in agreement, there is power and this power is virtue.

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