Day 307

Day 307

No Goh Swee Ming = No Go swimming. It's raining ! and I do not have the habit of swimming in the rain thou I find this really romantic to swim in the rain, play in the rain and dance in the rain thingy. But there is no fun to do it alone. Never done it with smelly before, he is always very weak. I am afraid he will fall sick after playing in the rain. ^.^ Then I will kanna everything from his mum for making her beloved son fall ill if that really happens.

I was talking to Alexis during lunchbreak and she was talking to me so muchhhhhh about his 11 month old baby boy Lucus. She was showing me how adorable Lucus is. Lucus looks exactly like daddy, totally a junior replica. From the way how Alexis describes and I when I see her husband Desmond, you can feel the blissfulness of her lovely family.

Alexis told me how much she loves her husband and when she sees the little Lucus who looks totally like Desmond. She is in so much of joy and love. During those days when she wasn't pregnant and was browsing through the baby/kids photos of her husband. She was telling me how much she love her husband. Alexis is 10 years my senior and I really can feel the kind of love she has for her husband.

When she told me about her little boy whom she is so proud of, I can see the joy she has just talking about Lucus. I feel so happy sharing her joy. She said, to love my own boy who looks exactly like my husband whom I love equally much. God is truly so merciful towards me. Sometimes you can see those joy sparkling out from these people I've met.

Daddy God, I want it too. I want to feel life living in me, with me, kick me and move inside me. I want to feel this intensive amount of love born out of me. I want babies with the one I love. It will be so joyful when 2 is perfectly so much in love and have a product of love which looks exactly like the both of them. *Heart Melts*

Truly, just imaginating a baby who looks exactly like the man I love, joy has already filled me to its brim. So happy and so beautiful. @.@ both of my eyes were blinking to brightly and smiling so much already.

All things work for the good for those who loves God, called according to his purpose.

So impossible to have this happening in my life. Out of 10 people/10 said I am nuts. God, you know I am not nuts, I am just waiting on you my faithful father. My faith is with you. 

It is impossible for this to happen to me dad . . . .

But I believe one day, God, you will make my miracle. All things are possible with God.