Day 312

Day 312

It is coming to the end of the year, the season of sharing and love is here once again. It is marking the anniversary of when and how I met Jesus.

In year 2009, Christmas eve Jesus found me, broken and torn. He found me in a carpark when I was alone by myself. He stood beside me and comfort me as I was giving up in hope. He found me. He spoke to me and told me not to worry about what I've seen and feel at the deck of a multi-storey carpark. He told me that is just the beginning of a great transformation change for a better for the one I love.

I really do not understand what Jesus meant at that time, I was too depress at that time. That that choice I've made, I told Jesus, I choosed to believe in him. My heart was filled with disappointment and why. Hopelessness and bitterness. I cannot understand why is such things happening to me. Why is that man I love doing such cruel things to me. Why can someone be so selfish. This man told me he really love me but doing such cruel things that he knows that is going to hurt me. I really cannot forgive him. I really can't.

As Jesus comforted me and he spoke, told me forgive. Forgive him, I started tearing. I asked Jesus how to forgive? He said, bless him with words. Speak good and bless him this Christmas. I really held my tears and mumbled. I forgive and I texted my love a message of love and forgiveness. I blessed him for a wonderful Christmas while I was crying.

That was the first time I obeyed Jesus despite of my pain.

In weeks to come, it will be Christmas eve once again. A year had pass and I have never regretted following Jesus my Lord whom I gave my heart to last Christmas. Through forgiveness, I gain freedom. I learned to love in Jesus's way, an unconditional love towards my smelly love love like how Jesus love me. I fell so in love with Jesus and I know that I am in the right direction. His grace upon me has made me achieve and breakthrough in life. 

Truly, I have forgotten how the pain feels like a year ago at hubhub smelly's carpark. It is like a memory laspe. The only feelings I have now is how comforting Jesus is when I was left alone at his house carpark. I met Jesus at his house carpark, and Jesus led me into forgiving a pain which now hold no bondage to me anymore. 

This year Christmas marks my first anniversary with Christ, when I was touched not in a church but in a place never expect to be. For smelly left me to cry by myself alone in the carpark, I met Jesus.

Jesus taught me in 1cor13:4

Love is patient, love is kind, love does not envy, is not boastful, is not conceited, does not act improperly, is not selfish, is not provoked, does not keep a reocrd of wrongs.

Thank you Jesus I did it according to the will of God. Through you my savior, I can love my smelly in the way you love me. I can care in the way like you cared for me.

I know and I know father, according to your will my smelly will find you. Father God, you are love. Jesus, you are love. And what binds in smelly and me is you, for you are love.

As I pray, God create a mircale in the heart of my smelly this christmas, let he has an encounter with you. I had been praying so much for him each and every single night without fail. Let your will be done. God I love smelly so much despite of all the happenings around us. Please led him and show him what is life!

Amen

Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs - trailer #1

I really love this cartoon! All kids should watch!!! Especially the gummy bear part!

Deja Vu - Trailer

Any one has the sermon on Pastor Kong preaching on Deja'vu can you lend it to me?

Day 311

Day 311

1. Don't try to evangelise people or even friends who don't have the slight sense of responsibility

That is what my trainer told me.

Some people don't care about protection. But still, I'll try, for you never know that try, I can just get involve in their life to protect and care through my job.

I find this really true especially among my french friends. They don't care and they don't feel obligated in being responsible towards their family. This is true know. Arnld and I often debate over this insurance thingy. There are really people who doesn't believe in life protection at all. The thing Arnld told me, his parents are rich enough they don't need him. He just live for himself. If there will be anything wrong with him, he can just sell off his company. For Arnld, I know it is perfectly fine when you chair a listed company Aligent Technology. If you have no dependents, father and mother are snobbishly rich and you have like 5-10 million assets and hard cold cash sitting in your bank I said you are perfectly fine, yeh you dont need any insurance. But how many Arnld material people do we have around us? Those "er-xin dao" rich people don't need insurance, they need wealth preservation which I am doing for them in my high net worth department. Doing will, setting up trust funds blahhh blahhh thingy. Or do some good for the society like what Mr Jet Li is doing in his Jet Li foundation.

Seriously when I told God, give me the blessings in appointments, I met alot of people who don't care a damn about insurance. They do not even care/ but some they just didn't see a point at this time which I really do not blame them. They just need someone to open up their mind, not to convince BUT to make them see the light in it. As I said, professionalism doesn't makes you a high class durian seller. Don't give products, give advice in life.

I have realised it, anything which is easy, they not from God. God will not ask you to teach an adult ABC or 1 + 1 = 2, all these doesn't glorify him at all. God wants me to meet the tough nuts that is when true professionalism comes in. Anyway, don't make really that tough for me as well too ok Father. Build me step by step because sometimes, I really cannot handle them. Then I will call help * JESUS!!!!! I NEED HELP!!!!! Talk on my behalf to those super difficult clients.

2. Let me ask you a question. Is there anything where you can put $1 but gives an guaranty assurance of $100 in return?

If you want to tell me it is investments, may it  be in stocks, bonds or shares. The answer is NO. Why? Investments have risk. There is nothing guaranteed in investment. Wake up your idea if you think that way.

There are only 2 options when "accident" happens, not necessary like you will die prematurely or something. Take an example: You like got bitten by a stupid dengue mosquito, you are admitted into the hospital for like 7 days. ** Medisave cannot pay all medical bills ok, don't naively thinks they pay everything. ** Up to $250/day only. Medical bills will include doctors roundings, medications, x-rays, boardroom what ever and ever ever scans.

I believe for those who encountered super heavy hospitalisation *wowssss from bills of their grandparents who are ill due to old age understands what I mean. I am sure, you wish that your grandparents had insurance policies that covers their heavy hospitalisation bills.

The problem is, you can only get 1 when you are young and not when you are old and unabled.

My options for the above are :

1)You pay out of your savings

2) You pay $0.85 per day and when " accident"  knocks unexpectedly out to eat off your savings, you push the bills to your insurance company, Nah. .  you pay!

Hospital bills can really be crazy in many times.

BUT / And don't naively thinks that your life insurance policy or whatsoever investment policies covers that cost. THEY DONT!

An example, your motor car insurance dont cover your house. Exactly right. But if you drives your car and ramped it directly into your house making all the damages, ok that covers.

Like this

Ok, so now go and think about what policies do you have. Shooo . . . . . Get to the right policy and know what does it covers ok people! If you need my help in that, buy me a meal and I will assess it for you. I am kidding in fact, because when you read this blog of mine, you are confirm someone close to me. If not you wouldn't have my blogsite address.

But if you know me and I do not know you, you have to buy me a meal. Trust my professionalism & I am not a durian seller.

This sounds really silly but that is the truth. Many people have pain in their knees, but they x-ray their arms. Wrong problem diagnose gives wrong prescriptions.

I don't know why, but in many people which I've helped eventually turned out to be like that before I enlighten them with a proper financial check.

Hereby I have a question to ask everyone of you reading. Why is financial planning a taboo to touch in you?

In reality, everyone fall sick, may it be slight or major, somehow or what, things do happen and they are not within our control. If I've have a choice, do you think I want to get myself admitted to the hospital last year? * Mad, of course I wouldn't, but the doctor won't allow me to get discharge or even walk down of bed. I cannot shower nor can I move around. Blood being draw into so many many tubes, you think its fun? it is not loh.

Now am I right to say that, we cannot plan when we will fall sick. But when we do, we make sure the medical bills don't eats into our savings.

What was my medical bills round up to be like?

SGD$6,000/- who pays? Aviva. How much I paid for my premium? SGD144/year from medisave and SGD240 cash/year. How much am I reimbursed? SGD$6,000/- The point is, I rather be $0.65 poorer per day than $6,000 poorer when I am warded. FULLSTOP. 

If you have graduated from kindergarten you know how to count.

Don't be penny wise and dollar foolish.

** I am certainly not trying to tell you that you must buy  an insurance policy from me or what, I am just trying to advocate the importance of this amazing invention call insurance.

Anyway I don't sell insurance I make just plans for your rainy days. If you call me up to buy a policy, please expect me to say I am not going to sell you a single product before YOU allowing me to assess what you really need.

I don't sell combs to *Botak heads* Baldies do not need to comb their hair lar if you finally realised. If you don't have a need, you wouldn't even care to buy anything. Only get what you need is my motto. Many people do not know what they need, what they want.

If you happens to receive a call from me, don't panick, I will never sell anything to you though I am so super passionate in my insurance business!. What I will like to help, is to let you have a clearer understanding of what you already have and FULLSTOP. My job is to let you know what you have. What ever that comes after that, I am just doing my job in providing a solution.

To be a successful planner, it is not about selling, it is about your valued customers buying what they really need. So as their life stages changes and their needs were met not because they bought something from you but be the one who make them understand and realise their need for you really care.

To my brothers and sisters in christ who reads my blog:

My Revelations are from Ecc 11: 1 when I prayed for my job.

Invest in Life

Send your bread on the surface of the waters, for after many days you may find it.

Give a portion to seven (this seven doesn't mean me by the way) or even to eight for you don't know what disaster may happen on earth. If the clouds are full they will pour out rain on the earth; (thats why orchard flood hhaaaaa, they are not prepared for it)

Whether a tree falls to the south or the north, the place where the tree fall there it will lie (tree falling onto serangoon semi-detached house, poke one hole in the grandson room)

The rest are for me.

11:4 One who watches the wind will not sow; (this verse is for me, stand there and look at wind, so you eat wind as well, no money de! * Jia Chao *Eat grass like sheep)

11:6 In the morning sow your seed, (wake up early and sow your appointment, shut-up go into your Eunos office and call) and at the evening do not let your hand rest, because you don't know which will succeed, whether one or the other or both will be equally good (Go for all evening appointment and stop being a lazy bum)

I honor my new role that will glorify my daddy God, I know and I know that I am in the right place.

I will end my post today with this, No one cares how much you know, until you show them how much you care. Have a great a blessful Sunday!

Jay Chou - In the Name of The Father

I like the MV, very classical. If you listen it properly the start of this song begins with a prayer. Listen to his lyrics and see if you see any light off it. I did. The whole song is a repentance prayer. Yeh, I think Mr Jay really did it well and it pops off the secular world. Lols, New Life Church Taiwan! They have their own wine bar in that awesome church!

Our father in heaven, all glory and kingdom belongs to you till eternity Amen! * That is what it says in the first prayer. Enjoy.

Day 310

Day 310

Thank you for reading my private space. I will make my best to not blog in Chinese or in lingoes for I noticed an increase of readers from United States.

I appreciate friends who tune in my space and followed me on twitters like daily and weekly affairs. Thank you for being with me in times of troubles and in times of joy. The amazing invention of the net and social networking network make us connect through varies channels.

You know my neighbour died last week from heart attack in which he is only 32 years old. He went sailing, drove home and collapsed at my house carpark. He had no history of any heart attack, he just collapsed like that. A young man full of dreams and visions to fulfill leaving them undone. and his living parents who being so devastated for their lost of hope. 

Although he is not my client, I find myself obligated to help in making the death claims for them. Through all the insurance he had gotten, the death claim came up to close to SGD100,000/- Deducting the final funeral expenses of SGD20,000/- he left a sum of SGD80,000 for his parents. His parents had already retired. How long can SGD80,000 last? They are still paying for their flat and his dad is suffering from diabetes. Who is going to pay for their living expenses?

That really makes me dwell into my job being a wealth protector, a life-protector in my job being a financial consultant. What have I been doing 4 years in this industry. He is my neighbour, why haven I approach him and cover up his short-fall in event of income protection and family protection.

His depart made me ponder of why am I in this line, and why am I not talking to people in educating them of the importance of life protection? I've made my decision. Decision tagged along with courage. I've made the decision to knock on the doors of all my neighbours to render my service in helping them to do their financial health check. No matter what rejections I am going to face, a.k.a fear of rejections. I am going to ask.

We do not want the bad things to happen to us in life. But when it comes, we certainty do not have a choice don't we. No one wants to die prematurely, but when that happens, as a responsible son/daughter/father/mother we want to ensure the living are well-taken care of. My job cannot help the families in their emotional wounds and pain of their lost. But I can take care of them financially. Because they have made plans for rainy days and days if misfortune happens.

For myself, I have plannings for my family, my will is written not because I think I am going to die?!? I just want to distribute my assets,wealth to people I love and cared. I do not want my assets/wealth to go to estate laws. For your information, if you have a life insurance policy of more than SGD300,000 where Singapore estate law says there is a maximum of SGD150,000 to be given to each of your parents, the excess will go to estate laws where they will take bloody many many months to distribute the $$. Don't be too surprise if you think the estate government cannot take your money. They can.

Make norminations for your insurance policies people! If not in times of problem arise, like bankruptcy etc, the debtors can come and take your money away if you didn't or you are too ignorant to protect them.  Or go and get your will write-up.

If you are lost in reading my blog, you have no idea what I am talking about, call me and let me educate you.

I had been running appointments lately and I am not trying to be snobbish. I come to this point of not selling what you want. BUT providing you with the solution of what you need. I don't sell products anymore. I think AIA had changed me somehow or rather. I only sell solutions to your problem. If I can't see a problem, what solution is there to GIVE? Nothing.

Met this prospect and he asked for a life coverage of half a million from me, gave me the budget and asked me to do it up for him. I said NO. Gave a question back to him, why half a million? Where does the figures come from? Explain to me. He cannot explain. That is when I come handy. I just access his whole financial situation. I told him I am not a durian seller. I am not a vendor whom you can tell me, hey, I want this D24 durian. I do not sell products, I sell solutions. I have the solutions to your problems. My job is to tell you which area you have overlooked. Fair enough?

Some of my clients said this me : Seven how much do you made from my policy? 

Me: I show you the calculations

XXXXXxxxxxxxxxx

Client: wow quite alot lei.

Me: Ehh.... I think I will rather you include my name in your will than getting that XXXxxxx amount.
If I can choose I would rather want a share off your assured amount of SGD800,000/-
I am only getting less than 1% or maybe even lesser for doing my job and My responsibility is to be there for you and your family till your children grows up and make sure they have education funds. Do you think I deserve to be paid more? lolx.

and they usually ended up buying me dinner or referring people to me.

I have lovely clients, sweet and so beautiful people. Clients who invite me to their house for dinner, who sms me happy birthdays, who assuredly hand their children to me when they are busy. 

If you are one of my lovely client who is reading this: I want to thank you so greatly for allowing me to be involve in your life. 

If you are an insurance believer/ but you are not doing enough to plan for ahead of you. And you do not know what have you gotten yourself into, what have you previously bought in terms of insurance/hospitalisation/savings/investments, Give me a chance to get involve in your life.

Let all of us grow together, spiritually, financially and mentally. 

The truth is I honor my job and I have dignity for my career.

Yes, my motto: So that others may live in times of adversities because I care. I can make a difference.

Day 309

Sometimes, when we faced storms in life, what do we do? The situation is exactly likewise these few days for crazy rain in Singapore. Some running from the storm, some sheltering in an unmbrella, some complaining and etc. I've learn to merry in the rain, and it is pretty enjoyable. When was the last time you played in the rain? When you were that young? where did those joy disappeared to? My point is : In a storm of adversity in life, we can find joy. I found mine, for the Lord says: Jesus is here to set captives free. Free from what? Bondages. What are your bondages? Are them, Fear? Bitterness? Unforgiveness? never ending Doubts? Uncertainty? Hatrate? Worries? Now I can gladly give all my worries to him and dance in the rain of ridiculars adversities in life. I can find joy in amid of troubles, for I realised that the given joy is my strength that brings hope and faith for me to headon my problems. I can headon the storm face to face while enjoying the dance during the storm. How amazing this savior in my life is. Everyday I thank him for the joy he placed in me, which sits in my heart. Burdens in me to move in areas of aspects I can never imagine. Frankly, I am in a stage of a super financial trap situation. But during this time, I can hope have faith and move in a realm that brings financial prosperity. I just know and I know that I know, I will have a wonderful financial burden free christmas. Jesus I trust in you. You will put good in all who loves God called according to his purpose. Jesus as I tithe and offer during my time of adversity you know my sacrafices. As I put God first in my financial situation believing God is my provision, he will provide. Let all the business I've made and proposed be of your will as you pour out your financial blessing into my life. I believe in a 100 fold of blessings, let me be the one who blesses others like how you blessed me. I believe in the financial breakthrough. Thank you father for giving me so many quality appointments and people to meet for the coming weeks. Jesus help me to present and cover all the needs my prospect has in shortfall. + I commit my business totally into your hands, let it be you to make this financial breakthrough happen+ Amen

Day 308

Day 308

I can assure you that the post today is something you have not see it before.

My part time job today,

What's all these on the floor man?

Take a closer look, they are all mini-buns 

Its some chinese customary funeral anniversary thing,

which looks really cute to me in fact. 

Family in prayers,

I like the colours they wore,

all in bright colours,

I am not too bad as well,

I am in Purple track-suit Ed Hardy 

When I first saw the monk,

the first thing that came into my mind in his dressing was

Journey to the West

" Monkey God and his teacher"

Tang Seng Zang . .

Handmade paper houses

if you think this is cool,

they are supposed to be burned in awhile

meant to be for the so-called another world.

Nah . . buy 4D 3009

You got to burn it so the deceased can receive them. 

If you think this is really cool,

let me show you my next job venue

Handmade paper house of 6X bigger! 

 The first one was only villa,
This is Palace

If you think this look magnificient,

I've seen those which are like 3X bigger than what it is shown in the picture.

of the price also many many times more than that.

.

 and after that,
we burn it too . . .

 Super huge fire!

Yah, It is so environmental not friendly!

Lastly . . .

Look at this paper Bentley

Life size.

I really think that my dad is a genius!

He made all these himself !

When I made my own paper infinity pool,

my mum thought that was like badminton court

Sigh **

To me, this is call dying ART!

Just a shoutout

So tired after a long day of work. I am turning in for the upcoming week of Woohooo! Let's meet Vanness Wu next week. Packed filled to the brim.

Let Go and Let God is the thing I keep hearing today.  

Still my favourite

No doubt,

he is still my favourite,

look at his adorable expressions

Were you like him when you were young smelly?

The young little smelly photos I used to see all come with super many patterns deh.

Day 307

Day 307

No Goh Swee Ming = No Go swimming. It's raining ! and I do not have the habit of swimming in the rain thou I find this really romantic to swim in the rain, play in the rain and dance in the rain thingy. But there is no fun to do it alone. Never done it with smelly before, he is always very weak. I am afraid he will fall sick after playing in the rain. ^.^ Then I will kanna everything from his mum for making her beloved son fall ill if that really happens.

I was talking to Alexis during lunchbreak and she was talking to me so muchhhhhh about his 11 month old baby boy Lucus. She was showing me how adorable Lucus is. Lucus looks exactly like daddy, totally a junior replica. From the way how Alexis describes and I when I see her husband Desmond, you can feel the blissfulness of her lovely family.

Alexis told me how much she loves her husband and when she sees the little Lucus who looks totally like Desmond. She is in so much of joy and love. During those days when she wasn't pregnant and was browsing through the baby/kids photos of her husband. She was telling me how much she love her husband. Alexis is 10 years my senior and I really can feel the kind of love she has for her husband.

When she told me about her little boy whom she is so proud of, I can see the joy she has just talking about Lucus. I feel so happy sharing her joy. She said, to love my own boy who looks exactly like my husband whom I love equally much. God is truly so merciful towards me. Sometimes you can see those joy sparkling out from these people I've met.

Daddy God, I want it too. I want to feel life living in me, with me, kick me and move inside me. I want to feel this intensive amount of love born out of me. I want babies with the one I love. It will be so joyful when 2 is perfectly so much in love and have a product of love which looks exactly like the both of them. *Heart Melts*

Truly, just imaginating a baby who looks exactly like the man I love, joy has already filled me to its brim. So happy and so beautiful. @.@ both of my eyes were blinking to brightly and smiling so much already.

All things work for the good for those who loves God, called according to his purpose.

So impossible to have this happening in my life. Out of 10 people/10 said I am nuts. God, you know I am not nuts, I am just waiting on you my faithful father. My faith is with you. 

It is impossible for this to happen to me dad . . . .

But I believe one day, God, you will make my miracle. All things are possible with God.

Day 306

Day 306

I finally catch the final Episode of Fighting Spiders2 in xinmsn-catchup

My console,

even though I didn't get to catch smelly at all this week,

I can catch him on xinmsn.

This week seems unbearably long for me I don't know why.

I catched some screen-shots by the way

I like this

Only the pure heart will see 

and you will remember me

Hahhahaaaaa ~~~

My heart is pure as Gold,

which is why I see,

in an amazing way many can't,

maybe for you have a mixed alloy unhappy heart which is hardened up.
I don't know

But I am so sure mine is :

Pure Gold
which is soft, valuable and everlasting.

Well seriously, I miss him alot

Not going to blog much today,

Goh Swee Ming; my new name for Go Swimming
I find this quite funny

I am going for a swim,

It's 9pm

Pink

The official shoots will be done on Sunday

I am the make-up artiste, the choreographer . . . .

Let us see how the shoots will turn out the be

I trust my girlie photographer, and I trust my own taste and arts sense.

These are self-potraits I cam-whore

^^

Love me!

Love me,

my name is Seven

A Singaporean with Big Dreams.

My greatest Goal in Life is to be a Giver.

I picture

One day,

when I am walking in the a medical centre for my check-up routine,

sees a weeping person for he/she cannot afford the medical treament bills.

I can reach out my hands and give.

Say: Go for your treatments, I will pay your bills.

Day 305

Dear Father, thank you for my smelly, through him; I found you. Jesus, please be with him Everywhere he goes, protect him and guide him to the truth. Let him receive the blessings you have put upon him and not let the devil cheat these blessings away. Let him have the boldness and courage to be a conquorer and emerge victoriously. Be with him always for you are the only who is Able to do it.  I trust in you lord. Grow the seed in him and let him receive freedom. Thank you Father, you heard my prayers, thank you for Protecting my dear friends Cindy and Michael, thank you for protecting the little life in her, may the blood of yours Jesus cover the baby well and protect this miracle little life from all harm. Let baby Michael junior be a well. healthy and beautiful boy full of wisdom and hope. Lastly, let your favour be with my smelly hubhub and your spirit of strength be always with him that he will not give up his dreams As an actor. You believe in HIM just as I do. Let me continue to stay by him in spirits with the selfless love you have Showed me how through Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior. With gratefulness and thanks AMEN. Exalt you high above all else, HALLELUJAH!

Today

What an "old" boring Bible

Let me start this post today with these questions.

1. What If the human soul and the Word of God are made for each other?

. . . . .  and if it is so, link to my 2nd question,

2. Why some find that the Bible is a dull and uninteresting book?

and

3. But some find the Bible to be the most fascinating, engrossing and substaining book in the world?

My boss, as in my business boss once told me this during our work meeting. He said that, the best management book in the world , you know is a bible Seven?

If you're thinking who is my boss, he is the Ah-Beng Terence Kong Director of mine.

I replied to my boss, yeh . . I agree for most of my sales pitch for closing actually comes from the bible. Most of the time 98% Closing rate. 2% still closed but they took awhile longer digesting my words.

By the way 90% of my clients are not Christian ok. I don't go around telling my clients hey dude, JESUS LOVES YOU man, eh buy insurance! I am a believer AND a logically one.

Just rephrase what you've learn from the bible and make it into logical sales principles lar. * Stupid * A few of the analogies I uses. ** Copyright one ok! You go and read up yourself dont copy my sales principles.

1) The Sowing and reaping theory
2) Investment in Life theory
3) You are the Golden Goose
4) The mustard seed theory

All ORIGINALS ok. I don't know how to present them now, I only flow each time I see my prospects and clients.

Back to my topic

Prior to this, I found that the Bible is one of the oldest and most boring books I had ever read or came across. When I first started reading it during Bible College, I was so new is Christ, like 11 months ago, I don't know God and I don't know Jesus. I just know I was touched and I cried when I felt this warmness in my heart when it was broken and hopeless.

I had a mind full of question marks when I read the first few books from Genesis, Why must the 2 daughters make their dad drunk and intimate with their own dad? Major Incest in the bible? And have kids they dont even know should call their dad, Daddy or Grandpa? So many huhhhhhh? and so many why?

I really don't understand.

Why do people in the past have to catch the Angels and bring prostitutes to them? What's wrong with these people in the bible?

I really don't understand.

After the first few days of prayers and worships in bible college, Plus the baptism in water as well as in spirits. I saw my first light and my eyes opened to another realm of things I have not seen.

The Bible doesn't change following our conversion of course. It is still the same bible I am reading but we are the ones who are transformed. You know, there is this amazing God who works in amazing ways.

Usually one has to read a book in order to know and be acquainted with the author. But a Bible is the other way round. We have to first get to know the Author before reading his book.

Otherwise it will sounds like another William Shakespeare to you. You will never understand it. The author of the Bible is God himself, using 40 writers across the world, from the black whites yellow and brown. 6000 years with  39 Books of Old Testaments, 27 Books of New Testament, across all continents.

You have to know that Paul doesn't know Job when he wrote the bible. Paul wrote the new testament of the bible in the Prison lor. 66 books of the bible found in all different parts of the world, the writers didn't know each others, there should be no continuity between them, but all books reveal secrets inter-related to each other. How is it possible when 66 books with no relation gels up so well with each other?

There must be a director behind the scene who directs all these!

Heard of the Scrolls of the Dead Seas, they are the books of the bible babes!

Go and read this lar ---> http://www.sevenbrielleyhubhub.blogpsot.com/ a website I accidentally clicked when I just begin to believe a little bit in Jesus.

By the way this site is abit - OVER la okie. Just hear alittle bit here and there lar ok.

The best thing is you go discover yourself lar, own experience is better than any other research!

How does Isaiah knows about the coming of Jesus? Isaiah died don't know how many centuries ago then Baby Jesus was Born. The whole bible is like a mega Jigsaw puzzle ever. You can never finish reading it. If you have already know the Author personally The word I used is PERSONALLY. I know him personally, Then he will let the bible read you.

Why can't you finish reading a bible?

The reason why you can't because each time you read the same passage/verse/book again, new things arise, they gives different meaning, different Revelation's according to the situations you are facing. You are always reading something new from the same book.

In human term, I have literally finish reading the bible 2 times, but everytime I flip it and read again, wow... Its new to me all over again. TOTALLY.

The story of a little Girl

There is a story of a young little girl who counldn't get the jigsaw puzzle of a map of the world to fit together and was almost in despair until she looked on the other side of the pieces and found they formed a text she knew very well.

It says: John 3:16

When she put the text together, then the world on the other side came out right. Give Christ and his Words the right place in your life and your soul will come out right; it will function in the way it was designed. For Christ and the soul fit together as a hand fits into a glove, as the eye was made for light and as the truth a clear conscience are affinities.

My dearest readers; sometimes when things turned out so wrong in your jigsaw, flip it, it is so close to you. But you've never realised it. Some things may seems so right, but it is the fact of your self-destruction. Don't let lies and deception rob the blessings off your life.

Close your eyes and put your right hand on your heart. Ask yourself,  Are you happy? Can you choose to be happy? Tell yourself, Yes you can ! You Surely CAN! Are you sick in your soul?  It takes courage to receive liberity. Total Freedom of the soul.

I'll teach you how:

Put your hands together and form a cup and say this:

I want to receive Freedom, away from bondages, I can be Happy and I want to be truly Happy. Free my heart off sorrows and pain. Let me receive Freedom of joy from the spirit of liberity who is in Jesus Christ. God, you said, where ever your spirit is, there is Freedom. Let me receive this freedom.

 In exchange for this freedom, please disperse away my sorrows and bitterness in my hands. *Open up your palms and release away your sorrows and pain to him.

I exchange them for your spirit of Freedom. As I put them into your hands Jesus, give me courage and strength to walk I ask. Thank you Jesus.

We can shine and bring Glory you can ever imagine!

* Stay Pretty, Handsome and Cute Always

* Those need to lose weight de, Go and shed some weight

* Those need to put on weight de, Go and eat more Mac spicy.

** I will never allow my blessings to be cheated off ! They are MINE ! , Do you allow yours to be cheated off ? **

Day 304

Day 304

Opportunity in disguise

Does opportunities shoutout to you? Hey there, HEyeeyyyy I am your opportunity! Does this happen? The answer is NO. The Biggest Opportunities are usually the greateast problem in your life. They are always problems in disguise.

The anatomy of Opportunities

1. You need a momentum

You have to be always be on the move people. Something has to happen in your life. You need to keep moving so that will make you in position when the opportunity come.

2. Searching

We have to look for them. Apostle Paul went searching for the disciples of Jesus Christ. He went door to door. Look at KFC, Colonel Sanders he went 95 banks before any banks approved him of any loan. They search.

Walt Disney 3 times bankrupt. Nobody believe in him, not even his own brother believe that he is going to build his kingdom on a stupid mouse

3. Take advantage of his opportunity

When the sun is shining reach for your harvest. A door is of no value unless you go through it ! Did you open the door.

4. Recognising all big things start with small things.

You can find the biggest tree in the world, they begin in a seed in the palm of your hand. When you look into a seed, do you have the sight to see the greatest tree in them? 

5. The harder you work the luckier you are.

When Jesus callout for his followers, they are all working, Peter was Fishing for a living out the sea when Jesus asked him to follow him. When God Calls out for Moses the prince of Egypt he is busy looking after sheeps. When God calls for King David he is busy shepherding. When Jesus call out to Paul, he was busy killing Christians and running down churches. They are all busy, sometimes even when you are doing things for the wrong reason, God knows it too.

Paul turns out the be the builder and founder of Gospel in most parts of Europe. Apostle Paul. You can see his church in Rome.

6. You have to be self sufficient

You have to be self-sufficient, you cannot be a Gold-medalist if you do not train it yourself. You can never Gold medal winner of the Olympic when you ask someone to train on your behalf. Do it YOURSELF! Suck it in and dont be a wimpy man/woman.

7. Go all the way

Don't give up, you may have a wonderful great start. But nothing is complete until it is done. Go all the WAY! Jesus went all the way, whipped -> stabbed -> humiliated-> Put to shame -> crucified -> died -> buried -> went to Hell -> Fought the Devil -> receive Victory for you and I -> and then he Resurrected.

He didn't walk down the cross like that :

Hey, I'm already dead, ok because I am the son of God, I am dead, but I can walk down the cross myself. Hellow People!!, see how cool am I.

He has to go all the way and finish like how God planned. We have to go all the way according to God's will to emerge victoriously. You know God says I am going to be a multi milliionaire.  Thou I am not now but I believe in his promise. I am not going to Stop until I hit that mark. I am going to outreach in nations, touching lives, building homes for people. I am not going to stop until I do it. I am doing the job of Jesus in protecting Lives. I am, and I honor my prestige JOB IN  THE MARKETPLACE to serve God Protecting Families, Investing in Life, and Giving my whole Life to Jesus so he can my hands/feet for his purpose to Love people.

I am definately in the Job God wants me to be in. Protect lives through Insurance. Protect your family because you love them. Invest Life and not death. Invest in Faith and not in Risk.

8. Overcome all obstacles

Tackle your problem, and be an overcomer. Your problems are designed to bring something out of you that you cannot do it any other way. The problems that you are facing now, is going to bring  the Giant off you. The opportunity of a life-time only depends on life-span of that opportunity.

We are Giant slayers and we are mountain movers. and if you are waiting for perfect conditions to get things done, they are never going to get them done. The best learning stage and discovering the greatest in you, are opportunities disguised in the biggest problem in your life. They are your biggest blessings!! For if you decide to let these problems be unsolve, you just let the greatest opportunity and blessings walk off your life.

Make your choice now my friends and love ones. We can live a life full of colours and purpose. You can create dreams even at the age of 65 like colonel Sander Mr KFC. God wants to shine your world bright. There will be difficulties and problems along the path we walk. But God can reverse all situations and make all problems your greatest opportunities.

How many of you will want to know this great God who is always by own side? You can say this little prayer with me.

Dear God, let me experience you, let me see the light that will shine my path bright. Jesus, today I want to invite you into my heart. I want to leave all my problems into your hands. Let me see what you see, I want to recieve my blessings from you, walk with me let me see all my blessings of opportunities in the problems you put ahead of me. Jesus, let me encounter and know you more from today onwards as I am saved.

Be blessed. have a wonderful Sunday!

Ps. Thank you Pastor Phil for such a wonderful sermon message. I am so blessed by your words.

Pss. Maybe my private space is long forgotten in your memories, and you no longer flip into it anymore. You no longer frequent them as well as you used to do. You no longer read them anymore. Well, Smelly, you are so burdening in my heart and I just love you so much. But I guess I am the last person you will really listen to.

God you used me to touch and make a difference in the life of many others. Yet you gave me the toughest nut and biggest problem ever to crack. The man I love the most. I have to remind myself of the message I wrote today. The Biggest problem is the greatest opportunity of Blessings in Disguise. 

I wish I could choose a better alternative, but God told me No. This is the best. Eh but I cant see them at all... Then God reply, you'll know it when the timing is here. Jesus at the back saying : Just trust me lah. Relax.

I will bear the cross

I will bear the cross. It is never an easy task being a Christian. The walk is long and the walk is full of challenges. It get really difficult in times where we go through thunderstorms and varies waves of hardship. But God is faithful, he will protect your heart with songs of joy even thou you are going through the worst period of adversity. He said, there will surely be difficult times to come, but do not get anxious because he is with us. The best part, you can feel his pressence with his warmest love staying by your side to guide you out of your situation. We can trust him. Like a father, who allows you to fall, but always the 1st to wipe your tears and pick you up everytime you fall. It is really heart warming. I love you God. I feel you all the time. In joy, in saddness, in trouble and in success. Always you are there so faithful and loving. THANKING  YOU WITH MY EARNEST HEART. Grateful to you who gave me a new transformed life to restart my wrongs to zero and live a new life to serve a great purpose. Never holding of any pain or regrets ever again in my life. For, you hold me beside you, guiding all the Best things that can ever happen to me. Thank you for your everlasting love for me.

Day 303

Day 303

I was reading a book from Rob Thompson, of the Road to Excellence. It is a management book. I recalled reading something on carrying the load that you are not suppose to ?

If you've me for awhile, you would have realised the highway of life I used to lead. I seems to have this greatest enemy in my life call Money. I really do not know, how did I actually do that ? I can fly off Singapore anytime I like in the past. Fly on good air-ways. First/Business class in times too.

Take a private jet, be a co-pilot and fly along the off islands. Those trips were truly amazing, for just a short while in fact. They are incentives trips from some friends who truly loves me and wanted to see my smile during one of the darkest moment I used to had last year. I get picked up by their drivers when I travel and stayed in one of the most expensive villas while I am with them. Showed me to their horses, go mountain trekking and riding one of the most difficult horse ever.

During those trips, I had really good coversation with those friends who really take good care of me. They are like big brothers and sisters who often share well advices with me. They told me, happiness can never be traded via money/wealth/social status or a rich lifestyle, for they cannot bring you happiness. They told me this : Dear Seven, throughout this week you've spent with me, living a highway of lifestyle, breakfast served in your room, living one of the best first class treatment I can ever gave for you, how do you feel? Happier? I replied, I am really grateful but my heart feel no joy. It is still raining in me. 

Thats the point she said; no matter how rich a lifestyle I can give you, material/exclusiveness, joy has to be from within. I love you for you are like my younger sister, I want you to be happy. You will find no joy when your soul is weeping in you. Find your own joy and seize it no matter how difficult or challenging or even viewed impossible in the eyes of others. You know where you joy is from, don't let anyone, any situation or any principality take this blessings away from you. If you need to forgive, you have to forgive, if you have to love, do it.

Then end of last year, I went travelling with hubhub to vietnam. Although we didnt stay in the best villas, have my own drivers, nor do I special privilages as I travel on their night trains and peeing in super smelly toilets, didnt shower for 2 days as we were travelling around. I had so much of joy. The week of Vietnam trip only cost me 1.2K for the both of us. But it is my most memorable and happiest trip ever in my entire life. 

With compared to the trip I went with Yan where we easily blown more than 12K at least within 3 days all the first class treatments. 

Travelling needs motives as well, some people travel to escape in life while some for a greater mission. Last year was the year I did most of my travels, I wanted an escape last year from darkness. Thou you maybe happy in trips you travelled, but eventually those happiness are short-term. You will still have to get back to reality and come face to face towards your own problems. 

I find that I can never lie to my heart which is why I stayed true to it. It will be easier if I can hate and choose to runaway. My life took a turn when I accepted Jesus and he taught me how to have to true courage to face love and not runaway from it.

Now I no longer travel for leisure. I know no-one will ever give me those feelings of joy like I can ever had during my trip to Vietnam with my smelly. Only do I travel with Jesus my lord for Missions around the world. This is the only Joy that pars-up. The only motive when I travel for humanitarian trips or prayer meeting trips is to seek breakthrough in prayers with giant meeting groups and an increase of faith when Jesus uses me as his vessel to touch and change lives of people.

Maybe one day, when I am back in tong-ren village in china, on missions to xinjiang or dongbei. I do pray to God, that one day you will be one of the few volunteers with me showering the love of Jesus to people who never ever experience how the love of God should feel like.

Travelling trips are never the same again. Father, you will use my hubhub one day right... when the timing is here. Father, continue to protect my smelly, guide him and walk with him. Let him hear your voice as you call out to him, guide him on a track of life in blessings. A life filled with joy and light. My boy is strong, he is courages, he is faithful, he is loving, he is humble and he will find you himself father as you guide him towards you.

Father this is the promise you gave me, you said, through you Lord, he will find the real him. And through you Lord, he will find me.

Gotta go, serving in the ministry and Pastor Phil is here today. Going for my celebration like I do everyweek, to somewhere I call home. Home with city harvest church. 

Day 302

Day 302

I woke up this morning and told God during my morning devotion, Father will I have a wonderful wedding with the one I love? Daddy God replied; of course! But I asked who? An image flashed across my mind. Then I checked with God again saying, Dad, you said that the yoke shouldn't mix, he is a non-believer dad! God replied in a funny way, watch me and it was Isaiah 54:17 No weapon formed against you will prosper. I went.... oh.... and I went to this verse on the same book Isaiah 55;7 while he may be found, call him while he is near, let the wicked one abandon his way, and the sinful one his thoughts; let him return to the lord so he will freely forgive.  Ermmm... and it says; My words that come from my mouth will not return to me empty but accomplish what I please and will prosper in what I send it to do. You will do it, go out and reach his hands in joy and be peacefully guided. This love is made by the name of God and it is an everlasting sign that will not be destroyed. Erm, ok, who else can I trust other than my faithful Father in heaven! In man? No no, man can disappoint you BUT not God !!

And . . . .

When I see my buddy having those sarcastic comments over fb with his wife, I really wondered, why does he get married. Husband and wife shooting each other on fb is really so sad man! People, PLEASE don't GET MARRIED to him/her if you don't intend to face him/her everyday for the rest of your life! You ARE Torturing yourself and YOU are antagonising the other party!

My buddy wanted to be a responsible man by getting married and be a father of his child BUT ended up antagonising himself and his wife. Responsibility need to be consistent if you have not realise that. There is no way to be responsible for 2 months, irresponsible for 3 months and so forth and on . . . . . A marriage is not child's play.

A marriage is a new walk sharing of lives together, sharing the same heart, walking hand in hand no matter how difficult the situation might turn out to be. If you do not intend to do that for your other-half, you have no rights to accept or propose a marriage. For you will end up blaming the other party when things goes wrong, end up looking into faults when things are not ideal. Minor imperfections in a marriage without a strong foundation of Love can lead to crazy pile-up of destructions.

That is why, I choosed to trust God in my husband, my marriage, and my future. God will strengthen them through many many stages, which will be when the day my husband ask for my hand that we combine our hearts as one. Our foundation of Love is built so strong by God that nothing is going to break us apart. When 2 hearts combined as 1 with the rope tied through Jesus Christ, we know that is the marriage God gave. In every challenges ahead, we will level-up, challenges, level-up again !

I pray for a husband

Father, shape my husband according to your heart, shape my husband to be a leader who leads, shape my husband according to your character, he is strong, never a coward. He is faithful and he is kind. He is a man full of integrity. He is humble and he knows how to care of people around him. He is always full of surpises for me, he is always filled with love for me. A man who is positive and holds the power of strength through your spirit. He is my shoulders to share my burdens, he is a real man shaped personally by the hands of yours Father. Amen.

Myself

Father I pray that you shape me up too. Shape me up to be kind, a heart to love and guard it up from bitterness. A heart that is always giving, a generous woman that will always bring my husband proud. A strong woman who is never give-up to adversity and challenges, a woman of the new generation who support my husband in encouragment and wisdom to plan for the family. A woman who cooks well, and runs the household well. Faithful to my husband and always caring towards my family. Let me commit my whole future in your lovely hands.