Dawn's bday celebration

I just ....

I just want to see him happy,

I went back to the temple. . . .

not to return the wish the of my health but to see him happier.

With or without me in the picture,

i just want him to be happy.

He told me that night that he is happier.

I knew i had to return my wish.

All along,

I just want him to be happy.

Silly but true.

I am really glad that he decided to give the last bet on us.

Whether would there be an outcome,

at least for the moment we know,

we are happy and filled with what we felt for each other.

Love

I do not know when will love die out on us one day.

But I really do cherish each and every second of time we spent.

Even when we remained silenced,

i know love really do exist.

Even thou one day when unfortunaate happens again,

i can tell myself. . .

I've loved with all I can without regrets.

说好的幸福呢...

Delete

It is an extremely painful process to start with by deleting all the messages he sent one by one. From how he confessed that he miss me, how we felt so comfortable hanging out with each other, how we start to have mutual liking, how he said that he enjoyed every moment with me, call me his gal, named me his wife wife, tells me that he will always fill my heart with him (which he really did), how much he misses me and cant wait to see me again, how he look forward to the morning calls I gave, those appreciation when I travel all the way down just to sing with him, how much he wishes to hug me to sleep . . . all these ended up and changes into loathe when he snapped his finger and chooses to end it . . and it is agony on my ends to pick up the bit and pieces of pain he left. I have to transverse that amount of love and misses to eventually nothing when I see the word deleted from the screen of my cell phone. My heart is aching furiously for every deleted message. There is nothing I can do to stop my tears. I finally stopped and I am sorry that I just couldn't do it anymore.

也许。。。

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也许有一天，

我和他再一次见面的时候，

我已经是个老太婆。

还是一个人，

见到他我还是会哭。

他很特别，

应为他教我什么是真正的爱。

他告诉我，

有一天也许他会后悔。

但我知道，他一定不会。

因为我不会让我爱的人后悔。

我一直都会在那里，

默默的等。

静静的掉泪。

可是，没关系。

这是我的选择。

我已经不可能让别人进入我的世界。

因为我会让时间来证明我真的会爱他很久。

我也许会用一辈子去等。

可是，没关系。

应为他曾经对我说过，

他下辈子还要遇见我。

也许下辈子换你等我吧。

I dont have a choice

I do not have a choice and I was left alone,

standing and crying in the rain.

I plead you to not harp on my pain.

As I can no longer handle this pain anymore.

I will not bother you anymore to make you loathe me even more each time.

Its just too cruel for me to handle.

You reaffirmed me that I can love you but pushed me into the burning hell without any signs of warning and forced me to accept that everything is over.

My company for the week in Japan

Episode 10 now . . hurhur hur . . Night is never lonely but filled with laughter.

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Comments: The on-passing train which vibrates and always makes me thought that there's an earthquake. I'll be back tomorrow, I miss you so much . . 2 full weeks.

Osaka flyer n Osen

The red face after Osen look

The pair of wedge heels I got myself today
Okay,
I'm heading back to Singapore tomorrow :)

The Osaka Flyer . . Much more conducive for couples with compared to the Singapore Flyer.

I finally caught him on sight,

and he is on top of a vending machine.

Sigh, no big big poster

Osaka Flyer from far

Shopping @ Hankyu Umeda

Minamikata station is just 2 stops away from Hankyu Umeda,

On my way to the shopping trip.

The stuffs I've got today bombing 40,000yen today,

apx 650 SGD

Anna Sui Key holder for Wendy mama,

Glamous Tote for Joze,

Clothes for myself,

2 tops,

1 dress

Wedge heels,

7,180 yen
Summer collection,
3,175 yen
Everyone's wearing that,
so I just got one for myself as well.
The skincare below are the bomb i guess,
on and off I splurged around 10,000 yen for skin care and cosmetics,
considering rather affordable if compared to Singapore.
10,000yen = 155 SGD,
Leading brands in Japan,
Shisedo, Kose, Kanebo, HR and Majolica Shisedo
Those little stuffs which occupies my night.

Nail polish, manicure pop up art, hair mask,

eye mask, face mask.

I strongly recommend the Shisedo eye make up remover,

Two thumbs up,

wash away all waterproof mascara without any smudging.

2100 yen for a big bottle.
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Heading back to Hankyu Central tomorrow,

too many shopping bags today,

no choice I gotta head back to the hotel before the office crowd gets off @ 7pm.

I just cant get enough of the shoes and fabulous clothes.

Am heading back to Osaka this July again.

Who's in?

Flights + Hotel <>

Buzz me.

Am so in Love with Osaka ~~!!!!

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PS: Received a call from hubhub this afternoon when I was pondering over whethe to have Teppanyaki or roast beef for lunch. Miss you lots my hubhub :P, I think you will Love Japan esp on the 8 storey department stall name Hankyu Men. The fashion there is delicious! with fabulous shoes selling at 2500yen and your favourite hats, caps . . . . but I think you've got enough of those. So am not getting you any. Ya and the black sweater u had, Gu Jun Pyo has a similar one as well . . Lets head on to Korea someday soon :)

我发现一个秘密

我发现了一个小秘密，

我是那么的爱你，

我不再在乎结果，

我只想留在你的边，

在你需要我的时候，

我能握着你的手。

至少，在你成功之前，

我能一直给你鼓励。

我不能帮上什么忙。

但我想让你知道，

我一直都在。

一直都在同一个地方，

希望你开心，幸福。

Day 3 Kyoyo- On d Streets Part 3

Those are restaurants facing the river

People reading, relaxing along the river bank

Clear water flowing through the river

Side alley of Kyoto street

I just love the side alley,

not crowded with people,

quiet and its so clean on the streets.

There are ample of smokers in Japan,

yet, its difficult to even spot a cigarette butt.

These are all individual restaurants

The smoking area facing the river,

cool right.

Kyoto and their famous lanterns

I find this interesting,

Its a bike and bicycle park.

Look at the streets,

so clean . .

Day 3 Kyoto- Shrine Part 2

Kimizuodera Temple @ Kyoto,

The same old one I used to visit 7 years ago,

now, I am back at the same spot,

wishing and making blessing for the people I love.

Nothing have change other than the weather,

It was winter during my last visit.

Weather in Kyoto today is 27 degrees,

I am glad I am equipped with my Dior sunblock of 50 spf

Say cheese to the familar place
Blessing for my beloved hubhub written onto the wooden plank.
Blessing him in career, fortune and happiness :)


The shops on the uphill before reaching the temple.

Shops with interesting handmade ceremics

This is another Buddhism temple I couldn't remember its name

It just look very peaceful

and quiet

Day 3 Kyoto - Part 1

Am on the train ride to Kyoto,

I took the normal express train rather than the shinkansen,

price differences, 4800 Yen and 320 Yen,

thats the difference,

Shinkansen will take about probably less than 20 mins to reach Kyoto Station while normal express train takes about an hour.

I chooses the normal train ride, and i took a picture of the kids above,

independent Japanese kids,

I think they are barely 7 years old and they know what to do.

I remembered myself walking home one day after school at 7 where I was suppose to take a school bus back.

The adventurous me lied to the bus driver and told him that mum is picking me up instead.

I walked home from school and got canning from mum when I reached home.

She said it was too dangerous for a kid to go home themself without an adult.

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I realised I have that kind of character since young,

thats probably the reason why I am here alone in Japan :x

Taken on the moving train.

Self camera whoring again,

sigh, what a waste that my Sony DSc is not with me,

otherwise my pictures will turn out even better.

All these pictures are taken off my HP.