The cuddle

I am really grateful for the help you gave to help me stand up on my feet again.

Knowing of your mind bothering dead knot you had for years,

my heart cant help to ache.

I am not at the right position to comment as I am suffering the same dilemma as you do.

I get so painful to see you being unhappy especially last night.

I couldn't even get any sleep on the familiar bed i used to lie on.

My tears just rolled on,

I turned and look at him,

my heart just quench,

quenching on the amount of pain he is facing,

deep in me, I was pondering over what can I do to clot his open wound for years.

Simply I just cant help to reduce any agony you have been facing for the past years.

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Like what I've told you last night, and I am really thankful that the thought of help was given to me with your pair of warm hands.

In fact,

I just want to get my mental health back and thanks for the care you offered.

It is extremely terrifying when the mental mind is playing tricks on you.

Things get blocked up,

you get frighten over the silliest noise you hear in the middle of the night.

It not fun and I am not kidding to be shivering alone in the night where you have got no one to turn to.

Well

I am really thankful for all the things you did to make me happy today,

I hope I will not be taxing on you.

I am equally concern about you on the other end.

Although we went back as how we used to be,

but at the end of the day,

what I would really want to see,

is not you trying your best to make me happy again,

but

yourself being happy.

Definitely I won't want to see you to be in a struggle to make me happy.

Probably that is what "love" is all about.

Good night again and * a kiss on his forehead to wish him well *

Like what I've told him.

Time will speak the truth for itself.