Tuesday

I jumped out of bed in tears again this morning.

Heartaching kills.

Argh Shit,

I am late for the training.

I swaggered my lifeless body to the bathroom and keep the tap running.

Finally after much struggle I was done with shower.

I looked into the mirror and start to talk to myself.

I squeezed my slim like face and cheeks,

10% of the outcome is not within my control,

90% is.

I need to cheer up and I smile to myself.

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Get changed

Hail a cab

head towards valley point.

I peek into the meeting room.

I took a sigh of relieve,

Its Steven and not Mala.

Hahaaahahaa,

I walked in,

and VARMAN !!

and Varman goes SEVEN !!

Shhh . . not so loud, dont let Steven hear it.

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VARMAN

He got so excited when he sees me and I am so happy to see Varman after so long.

I suppose I wont be able to catch him up any sooner as he just took up a 1 yr contact with Mediacorp.

Paywise, definitely not as good as our line,

but its the high exposure we reckon.

I pat his back, I am so glad for him.

He got nominated for the best actor award with some old timer actors.

He got so excited, grabbed my phone and set an alarm on my phone to catch him on TV this weekend.

I told him, its great enough to get nominated and I will definitely give my fullest support.

You are the man VAR.