I do not know if the question on his Facebook is intended for me?If it is so,
my answer to his 1st question is : I am always here, around the corner of his back. Sitting patiently waiting around the corner praying for his well being each and everyday. Hoping that one day he is ready to pick me up again from where we left.
2nd question: I am considered to be fine I supposed, still trying very hard to cope life without him around me. I don't want myself to be a burden to him, I don't want him to face me feeling a burden to his life.
3rd question: Happy? I do not know if I am happy, he is rounding my mind today and for many infinite tomorrow to come. I do not have the courage to call him at all. I tear when I miss him so badly but deep down my heart, I will be glad and smile to see him well and happy.
Although my greatest wish is to hold his hands till old and grey,
strolling down the usual path we took from the LRT station to his place,
singing with him as we walk,
him lying beside me, twisting my long and grey hair before bed.
*smiles*
Its just a wishful thinking of mine.
I don't dare to tell him straight to his face and frighten him off.
I know, he is afraid to receive the amount of self less love I can give,
he is afraid to hurt me.
Its okay.
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