Flying my misses and blessings

Daily misses and blessings to him as usual.

Loving him wholeheartedly each and everyday of my life.

He is my life and I will continue to send my blessings to him eachday.

Although I didn't get to see him,

hear his voice or text message.

I am just learning to love him in another way,

in a way he will be comfortable and happy without feeling any pressure from me :)

I am heading to Kyoto next week,

hopefully my package is done up so I can fly off either next Monday or Tuesday.

I will be travelling alone but I don't think I am lonely at all.

My heart is always filled with my little precious hubhub,

his smile and laughter,

his hug, his smell :)

I will bring my love on for him,

I do not dare to even think about seeing an outcome this lifetime with him.

But it is okay,

I have to accept that it is destiny.

He will never be replace, never be forgotten,

and his place will never be taken.

He has taken my heart in whole and my heart is too small to fit anyone in it anymore.

I will still want to meet him in my next life.

In the meanwhile,

I just want to see him happy without any compromising commitments towards me.

In time to come, to see him fufilling his dreams while I continue my blessings towards him in a corner he wouldn't even know.

But it is okay.
我有一种很强的感觉，

我会爱你很久.

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我会从京都为你祈福，

祝福你开心，建康，快乐。

给你满满的幸福。