Day 43

Day 43
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In general

Another busy day at work. I thank Tammy for helping so much in my documentation. Love Tammy, its so great to have Tammy back.

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Its a Lion world

I find that I am attracted to Male Leos. Leos are amazing charismatic and really special. They give a special Aura to attract me to them. They are either my buddies like Huazhong, special individuals like my Daddy Kong and Arvin, my love Luoyi.

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The kind of brotherly love I have with zhong, the unique thinking and mindset we share especially when we are in the same trade. We encouraged each other and help each other out in our weakness and strengthen our strength.

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A mentor like love for Daddy Kong who is always there for me whenever I needed him, may it be in work or emotional anchor. He always put out my strength and anchor it out. A special kind of doting love for Arvin, in which you just want to dote him. He is a special nice boy to me and I will alway want the best for him. Well, this fine boy is there for me during my dark moment, turning point and I will never forget him. He encourages me and he never let me down ^.^ He is someone really special to me.

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Lastly my love, I do not need to speak much about him. Actions for him speaks so much louder than any language. My love for him is in actions. My love for him is caring, concern, faith, forgiving and the willingness to love him for all the love I can give to tell him that I am making him the last man in my life. During the time when he was unsure, I kept my faith strong, during moments he hurt me and pulls me deep down into the valley I do not blame, during the day he truely say sorry to me, I forgive, during his weak moment, I stood strong in believe . . . . . . . . I suppose that is the knowledge of love. The love that I will not give myself to others but to continue loving him alone by myself.

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Enough for tonight. I need sleep.

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Prayers: God I pray for good health in my love, I pray for a breakthrough in his work. As long as I can, I want to pray for him each and everyday. I am willing to pray for him and love him everyday as I walked on without him by my side. I do not need him to be thankful nor to show any gratitude, my love for him is selfless. Good night. Today I miss the way he hug me tight when I penguin walk on his feet, to pluck his brows with him lying on my lap and to *pink him ah* . I know this love for him will last me for my lifetime.