Day 53

Day 53
I was at Sharlyn's place this afternoon and we watched 2 touching stories which I really love. This 2 stories kept me thinking.
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The 1st movie we watched; A true story of love and loyalty. Hachiko A true dog's story. This story really made me tear. And the bronze status of Hachiki is still seen at Tokyo's Shibuya's station.

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Hachiko waited 9 years for his beloved owner's return. But he never return. The owner was dead. 9 years is a long period of time in human years, if it is compared to the dog years, Hachiko had been waiting 63 years for a promise he had for his one and only beloved owner's return. To Hachiko it is his lifetime.

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They were discussing about will this happen in human? In which a man/woman loving just a single person for a lifetime? Jamshed said, it is possible, like his parents, seeing his mum holding papa Jamshed's hands tightly before his operation and tell him that she loves him with all her life. At a moment or so, I am thinking that it might be possible. I'll tell you the answer 30 years down the road to see if I am still waiting for the love I've never gotten hold of it at all,. To a delicated man whom I do not understand why do I love so much. No one has the answer for it, so do I. ^^ I have the love and a promise which is always taken granted of. Like how my heavenly father taught me, I do not blame my hubhub at all, not because I do not have the power to, I choosed not to. ^^ Seriously, falling in love is a such a great feeling but that being robbed by my hubhub, he robbed away the power from me in falling in love with someone else. Sometimes I think about it, I feel like I'm being so badly cursed by his hurtings.

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Just like this MV I have always love from SHE.

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The 2nd movie ; It's Complicated.

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The movie its complicated seems like myself 2 months ago. In which my role was switch. A bizarre relationship I had with the man I love. I used to pity myself back then I am always forced to accept situation created by him. He bring me up and leave me hanging. But now I no longer do, it is blessings as well to say prayers for that someone I always love, and continue loving him in another way. I am fortunate in a way I have a faithful god who speaks to me and lift all my worries. Without my hubhub and those situations he put me into, I will never realise how great my lord is and how god create miracles in my life. My lord gives me peace, a rich and forgiving heart.

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Time for prayers

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Prayers: Had an upset stomach, I thank god that I am feeling so much better. I pray to lord for him like I do everyday. Praying for his well-being, pray that he finds his path, find that narrow path which leads to his peace everyday. Although majority would have tell me, its the greatest mistake of me putting my love in my hubhub, but well I know him, understands him enough, I love him enough which is why I have never blame him. Maybe he is right, I may be the person who can ever love him that much other than his mum. ^^ Love him and nights. I really miss him so much even though I know he never will.