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今天上演了"千言万语" 的前转"私会党"。看见了好多朋友也看见了好久没见到的伍妈妈。在人群中也看见了宝贝，头发长长，穿的一身HUGO BOSS西装的宝贝。又是一次的演出，可是这一次的演出可是不一样的! ^^ 我最疼爱的宝贝!
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Its pretty funny and Richard kept poking at Holly when Joshua appeared. Anyway, I guess my baobei has a weird brother Joshua who will always speak weird stuffs. The moment he saw me, he asked why am I there, did LY invite me, does LY knows I am coming and he darted his eyes. He certainly know nuts about Nero Linguistic or human psychology. He is indirectly telling me I shouldn't be there or someone I shouldnt see or something wouldn't know. I just do not like the idea of him knowing nuts about things and treating me like someone retarded or something. Seriously Joshua needs some PR lessons and higher EQ classes.
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I am happy sitting in my own little corner doing my great goals, continue to love, care and praying for his well-being. Care for him, provide him with a space, a heart he can trust and a pair of hands for him to reach out for. Time will show evidence of what is true and how much I love him.
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After the Gala, the Foo gang headed down to Chua's Restaurant, Lo'hei again. They started questioning about hubhub's stuffs with me. Thanks, Mr Sng has all my questions answered. Hubhub came down looking miserably tired. * Sayang him la * I don't know man, my hubhub and I just have some kind of chemistry I do not know how to explain about. It may be familiarity, love or I dont know what. Maybe towards him, I am just an ex-girlfriend, but towards me I wanted him to be the man I can grow old with which I know that will never cross his mind. Ok, thats the past and I should not hold such thinking anymore, he wouldnt hold my hands and grow old with me ^^, its ok, I can grow old with him right inside me, my heart ^^ *Some readers will feel so upset on my behalf , no worries man, I am not unhappy. I've accepted things I cannot change. I made my choice to be blessing him behind his back and to stay quietly by myself . It is the effect of loving him ^^ my heart cannot stop loving him. Ok I am cursed.*
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Anywayz, Its really nice to massage my hubhub and to rub his head to relieve his headache. I know he is tired. He did ask isnt my hands tired massaging him? I didnt answer but my heart did; If the objective and focus of the massage is to ease your headache, I will tell my hands not to stop until you feel better ^^ I wanted to hug him in fact. But I know I shouldn't and didn't. Hubhub and I have this special unspeakable feelings. Just the 2 of us know ^^ I believe we have been through enough to know each other well enough and he knows it all. ^ so do I ^
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Prayer: Please take away the headache my hubhub has and give him a good night of rest with peace. I love him and god please protect him from all harm. I just have this simple heart to care and to love him. To have a place here and to give him a tiny space to understand I care/love regardless of time, I am always here for him and I will always be loving him.^^ Nights chou chou.
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And something RANDOM : The richest man in Singapore is dead and the 2nd Richest Khoo family in Singapore appeared at the GALA just now, Mr Khoo just donated away 5.5 million or something. Disgusting rich. And I am so motivated to move up the ladder by creating my own wealth.
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