Day 40 - 41

Day 40

I woke up feeling so super damn tired and headed down for music lessons with the kids. Fatigue is killing me. After music lessons headed down to Ooosh and meet up with Dawn. I am impressed that Dawn is so energetic thou last night was a late night.

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We sat down for coffee as well as to know more about each others life. Learn words about SOT and finally I left without fulfilling the promise to swim at her place. I am so damn bloody tired. I slept at 10.30 on day 40.

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Prayers: Today I pray for the serene and peace in Stacy. God Please path her life and show her the way. Take away her worries and bring more love to her.

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For him. On day 40, I want god to bless him financially. Take care of his finances like how god handles mine. Bring him opportunities which contributes to his finances. I love him, never lesser each day.

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Day 41

I was late for meeting. 15 mins late. I felt really bad about that and I drafted an email for everyone which says:

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Dear all,

First I would really like to apologise to everyone for this really bad habit of lateness in meetings. I have no intention of being disrespectful to my unit mates. For this really lousy habit, I am not going to say more, I will turn words into actions.

I totally agree to what Joey says, "The ones who turn up on time for meetings are the producers, the ones who never come or perpetually late are gone within 2 years, usually with little production."

I am a fucking good example as I fall into the category of lateness, with productions which really sucks for the past 2 years in the job. I didnt do as well as I can. I am just slacking away. I will break my cycle this yr 2010 to be the eagle, not some chicken who try to console myself with Excuses. To strike away my stupid lateness behaviour and to be a producer to the team, to be a strong branch to the tree. Time to stop giving stupid excuses but to really put bread on the table.

For team mates who are in the same category as I do, Its time to break the cycle and make a change.

I dont want to get awarded for the most holiday award like I did last year! *awarded by Elwin kong, The only award I want to look at is MDRT in 2010, and Paris in 2011. I am determined.

We are Eagles !!
With Regards.

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I got alot of feedbacks and support from my team mates after this email. Thanks to my fellow warriors! Heart felt.

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Thanks to Wing San for her sharing our MDRT life-time member. Heartfelt.

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Left office and headed down to Cindy's place. My lovely lady is making my nails gorgeous! Yeah! Here they are:

Everything is so nice. I love my nails ! She generously stick on 20 beautiful swaroski crystals on my nails and beautifully done up with acyclic coating. She made the effort to draw up the flowers on my nails. My fingers actually freaked out with I put them into the UV ray thingy Cindy asked to put in. Michael was laughing by the side when I did that big action. She is so professional. We can do business together. More details to be talk about, its a venture we're coming together into. Taking one step at a time.

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.Anyway, Stay tune, my boutique is coming up. Gorgeous clothes will be coming. I will talk about my coming shop design, I found a great place! God bless, cheaper rental and much more. Crowds! I will do all the marketing and get someone to carry my shop brand. And Thank god and faith that We obtained so much more supplier! LADIES just stay tune. I have a few shortlisted lady celebrities and media well-knowns, I pray to god they will just help me out for free hahaa !!! .

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For work updates: One step closer to MDRT YEAH !!!!!! Get ready for my blaze Daddy Kong. I love to be a Financial Planner !

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Prayers: God please bless my him like how you bless me with ! Faith and more believe to bring him higher like how god lifted me up! Love you always my smelly chou chou * doing the chou chou action with 4 fingers* and nights!