Day 338

Day 338

With this cooling weather for many many mornings,

It seems a difficult task to get up early in the morning lately.

* Sometimes I wish I can cuddle with smelly in this kind of weather and sometimes not.

It is always a very contradicting feeling with smelly,

with such weather and with such a smelly,

the 3pm story is going to repeat itself.

Oh . x.x .no, cannot allow that to happen.

Cannot allow ourselves to fall back into that rotting stage anymore smelly.

We have to be better in life.

I miss the hugs

I love hugs, especially from the one I love!

Tight big hugs. and Koala bear hugs.

I am having a wonderful time snuggling in bed with an extremely delicious indulge in my dreams lala land.

Had a wonderful dream last night dreaming of a I am a student.

Went to a prom-night,

by the way, I have never been to a prom-night

Guess who is my prom-night partner.

lolx

That Burnei guy below.

Super tall and well-built guy

Ta-dah

hahaa . . .

He invaded my dreams.

Everything in our dreams can seems so real, warmness, realness and feelings of course.

But

In real-life he is never the guy of my fantasy anyway, I dont know how did he get involve in my dreams.

But feel good too,

in real life,

I dont get that much of hugs,

in my dreams at least I do.

Totally indulging in my lala,

I even missed my alarm that went off at 6.30am

Missed the smses and watsapps

Until my phone rang in the Nokia tune.

I rolled out of bed and pick it up.

It was L.K,

he called to wake me up.

Didn't expect his morning call though.

Still managed to chat with him on the phone kind of a little that early in the morning.

What is this man made of ?

* One thing,I really admire all the pastors/full-time church staffs ; They are all like superman and wonderwoman to me.

Especially the Pastors.

Totally submit and I surrender to them.

Their life of commission, if you've ever travelled with them before, you will really "Pei fu" till kns.

Oh yah, cannot let Perry they all know that I am going out with him.

If not I'll get ambushed.

There is nothing going on with us merely friends,

I will also kanna ambush.

Especially when he is someone highly anticipated by so many.

I will get left right centred by dont know how many people will to speak so highly of him.

I will turn into Ninja after that.

I can imagine that scene if the pastors know about that,

everyone will be like looking at me.

Quite scary in fact and I dont want such attention.

That is one of the reason why I keep rejecting him for a movie date.

Many people will feel that watching a movie is no big deal.

But I am really super selective with the people I am watching movies with.

You can name them with 5 fingers.

1) Holly

2) My chou chou

3) Zhong

4) Arvin

5) Myself

But I just cannot watch a movie with anyone else.

I will feel so uneasy, which I will rather watch it alone.

That is why, I never or seldom participate in group movies outings,

cell-groups movies,

or whatever.

Unless REALLY REALLY Bo Pian.

and yah

my bed theory.

No one can sit on my bed needless to say lie on them.

I am super particular about bed as well.

I almost screamed at the top of my voice when my cousin came and almost sat on my bed.

Heng he didn't or I will change bed sheet already.

If I allow you to sit on my bed,

you are someone really special.

Wah if you sleep on my bed,

you are confirm someone I love.

Lolx I have alot of exclusivity

I am exclusive and do are my belongings.

Feeling sleepy already,

I want to get hug liao in my dreams.

Good night.

I feel I should read Derek prince tomorrow,

We Shall expel demons.

I am falling into a delusion in my dreams of hugs.

God : I miss smelly very much. When will you enlarge him? Increase his capacity? And stretch him?

When will I see the end product and rejoice with him of his success?

I dont want to be like father Abraham wait till 100 years old neh.