Day 339

Day 339

If you are wondering what are the days on my post. They are the number of days my chou chou walked out of my physical life.

Something will happen on Day 390, I dont know what. It is just an impression.

Time flies, it is another Chinese New Year. My 2nd chinese New Year without chou chou.

Really miss my chou chou.

Holly called this morning while I was still snuggling in my cosy cot asking me out tonight. Everyone is out in pairs, I go and zou bo eh. Miss my chou chou. Daddy God I don't know la, I just want to be an obedient child, likewise yesterday I was talking to L.K. Hear God voice and act promptly.

Then L.K said, no wonder you never call me. God didn't tell you to call me right. Which is true. God didn't. God only impressed me to said a few pointers to him to bring him back to the basic of a child-like faith.

L.K is a very bibical man, a theologian I would say. Maybe after this year I guess, I will enrol myself into Theology school in Trinity bah. Not sure if I can handle those kind of theology but I really want to go in-depth into the bible.

When I saw the book of Isaiah on LK's car. That book totally took me away I almost wanted to tell him to give it to me. But that is his assignment and I cannot just snatch it away. The book of Isaiah is a book I wanted so much to unravel its Revelation upon me. I had been reading and reading and reading so much on the bible. But I really dont understand what does it means.

And the book of Ezekiel. These 2 books. Seriously and so seriously, the bible is so amazing!

Was out yesterday with L.K shopping for Chinese new year goodies along at the hiding place and half-way house. He is doing counselling for prisioners therefore his ministry of blessing the yellow ribbon project brothers and sisters.

Rushed down to Ooosh to give bak Gua to Kong Hee. Met Koh up and I went to Reunion dinner with Hua Zhong they all. They are organising some I don't know what. Then tell us, bring partners. I look at Zhong, there ~~ my partner pointing to him. If he will to bring a Thai gf I will kill him. We're super buddy lar. Cover each others back. He knows fully what my situations are.

After Lao Beijing, Zhong sent me to town and I took a bus down to Chau'le something to meet BBG211, I love my BBG211. Every single one of them. Reunion dinner. Truly we are like a family praise God.

And expected also, I shouldn't have went ot Ooosh with L.K. * Rolled my eyes * I should have anticipated Perry and Sherry's reaction. and Pastor Kong Hee thought I am L.K's wife. Rolled my eyes even more.

Anyway, Happy chinese new year to everyone! May we reap in abundance this year as we continue to sow into lives of people, people that God care and people who God wants us to touch. I Love you Jesus and I thank you for everything in my life.

Jesus please increase in chou chou's life. Increase in his potential and decrease his fear. Increase his love for you said, true love has the power to conquor fear. My fear was conquored because You my Jesus showed me what is true love. That true love is you my redeemer Jesus Christ.

Amen. Jesus, thank you for my beloved chou chou.