Day 342
Here's it. Remembered I blogged about a burden I had days ago? On Day 340, feeling so much of burden in my heart. I am like seeking so much the past few days and praying for what is it to come. Everytime before I bear off fruits for the Lord, this feeling comes into me, I just couldn't stop praying in spirits.
If you are a fervent reader of my blog, you will see all the ups and down, dying and Resurrection.
Dead -> Cry -> Obey -> Joy
Dead to a certain act, maybe jealousy, hatrate, bitterness, pain, unforgivness, blah blah u know what lar.
Cry because it is painful to face our fear, it is painful to cut something off our heart.
Obey when we listen not to our mind of heart which is always contradicting us but to God's instructions. Tune into God's channel.
And by large, even non-christians have the ability to hear God's instructions and voice. He made us, all of us of a different personality and character, each living human has a part of God. It is just undiscovered.
God can appear in so many forms. You just haven realise that voice in your heart belongs to a Father in heaven. He is guiding you all along. Since young, since you got lost and since when you dont know what to do anymore.
He is always there, but you haven recognise that was him.
Just like when Mary Magdelene saw the resturracted Jesus walking out of the tomb, he thought Jesus was a gardener.
And then after obeying, He rewards us with joy and peace in our heart we cannot explain. Peace and joy is an extremely powerful tool to recognise God's will. You know you're on the right track. Situations seems eeekkkk but God's voice says: Well done, my daughter. I happy enough already. That 4 words from my Daddy God; My Good faithful child.
Then it goes over and over and over again. Each times these process repeat itself, you grow wiser each time, in strength and this is a process of how God cut away naughty parts in our heart causing obstructions in our life.
Which is why there's a saying : Brokenness is Power.
If you are a fervent reader of my blog, you will see all the ups and down, dying and Resurrection.
Dead -> Cry -> Obey -> Joy
Dead to a certain act, maybe jealousy, hatrate, bitterness, pain, unforgivness, blah blah u know what lar.
Cry because it is painful to face our fear, it is painful to cut something off our heart.
Obey when we listen not to our mind of heart which is always contradicting us but to God's instructions. Tune into God's channel.
And by large, even non-christians have the ability to hear God's instructions and voice. He made us, all of us of a different personality and character, each living human has a part of God. It is just undiscovered.
God can appear in so many forms. You just haven realise that voice in your heart belongs to a Father in heaven. He is guiding you all along. Since young, since you got lost and since when you dont know what to do anymore.
He is always there, but you haven recognise that was him.
Just like when Mary Magdelene saw the resturracted Jesus walking out of the tomb, he thought Jesus was a gardener.
And then after obeying, He rewards us with joy and peace in our heart we cannot explain. Peace and joy is an extremely powerful tool to recognise God's will. You know you're on the right track. Situations seems eeekkkk but God's voice says: Well done, my daughter. I happy enough already. That 4 words from my Daddy God; My Good faithful child.
Then it goes over and over and over again. Each times these process repeat itself, you grow wiser each time, in strength and this is a process of how God cut away naughty parts in our heart causing obstructions in our life.
Which is why there's a saying : Brokenness is Power.
Why do Christians pray in spirits ? aka. praying in tongues.
Frankly I dont understand what I am praying for either. It is a connection that connect you to another realm of things. Well, we will not be able to see what is ahead of us, what kind of situations is there. But God knows. Which is why He sent his own breath who is the Holy Spirits. Holy Spirits is the spirit of God. The spirit of God wants us to pray in spirits to prepare us spiritual for a new challenge which is for us to bear off new fruits. Amazing and wonderful experience. In tears and in joy.
In tears, grateful that my faithful Father is there protecting me and loving me. His love is so real, especially when you hear him talk. Wowerful!
In joy, the holy spirits send bubbles to your stomach and you just couldn't understand where such joy come from. Like me now, I cant stop laughing in a way. The joy is so great I cannot contain in this weak physicial body of mine.
If I haven mention this in my blog, human is made up of 3 components. Body, Spirit and Soul. The human body cannot comprehend why the Spirit is so happy and joyious, the Soul which is our mind comprehend and explain it through hearing God's word, analysing situations, showing you how the holy spirits works. Then bang! You fall into that realm that your body rejoice as well dancing!
That is one reason why when our spirits says: No, dont do that, that is not good. Our body defy. May it be in alcohol, in lust and in whatever kind of comfort. Then our mind will come in (soul) to justify for our actions in analysing it and creating an excuse or whatsoever kind of theory to back up what our body does wrong in.
Which is why in christian walk, we strengthen our spirit with purification of the words, hear God, and see His true intention in our lives. God is never there to judge us, or condemn people. If he is that, He wouldn't have made such an big effort to send his Spirit, His son Jesus to clear our sins on mount Calvary on the cross.
Jesus died and restructured meaning, in all death we may see, it is a begining of life. The restruction. We are given chances and choice for a Restoration. Restoring us back where we fell off. Restoration may incur pain and heartaches and many many other symtoms. But after that snip and cut, chip and hammering. You emerge better and closer to be like God our Father. Like a plant to bearing fruits.
God's breath and spirit are fertilizers. His words are farmers who will cut your branches that doesnt bear fruit. Before any fruit is bear, there are changes, challenges and intensivity of pressures. Cutting and snipping, then Pop goes the fruit. The fruit is able to multiply and the cycle goes again.
Love you so much Jesus. You certainty knows everything. Inside out of me. I was so amazed by all the things you do. I really wondered how you know things, plan and execute it. All things that happened, that make me feel, even to the messages I sent, they trigger effects of your cause and will. Who is the one who directs all situations?
Take this as an exampled.
Met the guys up, drank, talk to mel, called Arvin. Arvin make his choice to not meet us. If Arvin decided to meet us up, I will not have met up with Luoyi. Sang KTV, I sang Jai-ho. Richard buzzed me, went down to butter factory. Luoyi called, I was in butter. I went to meet him. Had the longest prayer ever for him. I was so tired then, also dont know what am I talking about mumbling beside him holding his hands. But I suppose that is part of it. Because that action I did holding his hands and pray is super so De'javu, and De'javu means you are on the right track of where God put in it. Pray until I fell asleep.
And then the next day, my burdens are instantly lifted.Max man! Max till Bao *explode! Happy Till Bao diao also. Super duper max happy till in everyone I meet I want to buy them dinner! Although yesterday I seems so shag... Haaaa, of course shag lar, you try to cry 3 to 4 hours non stop. Ai sey, darn shiok now. Really and really! Nomnomnom, I am going for a shucktie buffet!
Jesus, you are so steady lei. Heee, I love u!
Love you so much Jesus. You certainty knows everything. Inside out of me. I was so amazed by all the things you do. I really wondered how you know things, plan and execute it. All things that happened, that make me feel, even to the messages I sent, they trigger effects of your cause and will. Who is the one who directs all situations?
Take this as an exampled.
Met the guys up, drank, talk to mel, called Arvin. Arvin make his choice to not meet us. If Arvin decided to meet us up, I will not have met up with Luoyi. Sang KTV, I sang Jai-ho. Richard buzzed me, went down to butter factory. Luoyi called, I was in butter. I went to meet him. Had the longest prayer ever for him. I was so tired then, also dont know what am I talking about mumbling beside him holding his hands. But I suppose that is part of it. Because that action I did holding his hands and pray is super so De'javu, and De'javu means you are on the right track of where God put in it. Pray until I fell asleep.
And then the next day, my burdens are instantly lifted.Max man! Max till Bao *explode! Happy Till Bao diao also. Super duper max happy till in everyone I meet I want to buy them dinner! Although yesterday I seems so shag... Haaaa, of course shag lar, you try to cry 3 to 4 hours non stop. Ai sey, darn shiok now. Really and really! Nomnomnom, I am going for a shucktie buffet!
Jesus, you are so steady lei. Heee, I love u!
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