Day 260

Day 260

Allen Gege's 45th Birthday

Tanjong beach bar

My love Spiritual family

Jamshed is really funny, he probably just like to show off his chest hair!

Yeah, I am talking about you Jams!! xoxo!!

Me, Allen Gege, Jon Chan, Jams, Chris and Des.

Desmond is really cute: I find him so funny when he told me he wanted to go for a swim ^.6

So I told him: Eh desmond, I thought you can't swim! xoxo

Holly and Desmond can shake hands be friends.

Salar, camera man waiter ~~

How can I forget hunker Perry!

Really can't tell he is like 52 this year?

Happiness and joy had made all of us look really young!

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Day 259

Day 259

If you are wondering why am I still awake at this hour when everyone is sound asleep? I've just returned home after work. YES, 5am in the morning. Thank you Jesus for being with me. Thank you my dearest friend Holly for helping me out the fixing the re-launch of my shop. Thank you Sister and Halim for working with Sun Vale Avenue till this late hour.

Without the strength of God I can't possibly be done with what we intend to do today + bonus of fixing up the dressing room as well. All the DIY drilling and hammering, the cuts and wounds on my hands are definitely worth it. This re-launch is in its final stage.

Seriously, I start missing public transport after driving for many days. Home -- > Payar Lebar --> Town --> Office, it is so tiring to drive. Yew Lee metals had been seeing my face for many days. The ladies were like .. Eh Girl Powers are here again today, for my sister and I were the one dealing with their fixtures.

I will post the pictures of my brand new image of my shop up when it is ready. Ludy came to Singapore to visit our store, one of our cooperate partners in merchandise. She told us, when RIP CURL launches in the Asia market, their first store were in FAREAST PLAZA. She is really a wonderful nice lady who encourages us and gives us contact of our cargo ships and furnitures of make easy orders. She is an Ang Mo running the Asia Market. Glad to know her as one of our partners, and selling merchandise under one of their leading brand  XXX * Secret * you guys will know when everything is done up ^^

Dunlop street outlet will be launching on the 20th Sept with our merchandise @ Zirca as one of our cooperating partner.

Building up My proposal for cooperate events, weddings, parties etc. will be out to elevate this branding we have.

I really thank God for all the online orders, bulk wedding purchases that brought in Sales for my shop even we are like close for 2 days in a row for revamp. In a week to come, I am preparing for Christmas cooperate Gift packs in proposals. My job comes in place with marketing while sister will run the inventory. I guess in time to come, our office have to be set up to take care of the online orders. I thank God that we have a readily availiable office space in Toh Guan.

If you are thinking that Sun Vale Avenue is just a shop in Fareast Plaza, think twice, For my sister and myself do not dream small, we have God with us. God = Think Big and make it Happen!

Thank you father and Thank you Jesus for helping me. Let me rest well in your arms tonight. Amen

Day 258

Day 258

Today Father said this to me: Unconditional love is not based on performance or even whether is it returned. It does not contains jealousy nor resendment. It is a love that continue to give eventhou when rejected and hurt. It is different from conditional love. It is when someone offended you with things you do not deserve, you are still blessing the person with love, care and understanding. Always bless and never to think bad or speak bad. Bless with all your heart instead of cursing with your mouth and thinking in your mind.

I kneeled down and pray to God, please help me develop this faith in the love of Jesus. The Agape love, for God you are my rewarder. When I sow the love of Jesus, I will reap the love of yours God.

Graduation Leftovers

India Classamate

and

they shot a damn ugly picture of me with the back of Pastor Kong

He is really damn cool,

80 years old uncle Billy

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I am proud of myself

Thank you Jesus for making me proud of what I did through you lord !

Firstly

I cut myself real badly while fixing up my shop,

the pen knife just slip through my index leaving my whole index swollen,

It is painful even when I drive.

But this cut is definately worth it!

 But Thank God,

my shop is fixed up and we are re-launching it.

Wooo hoooo !!!!!!!

.

Whenever I achieve a small breakthrough,

I thank Jesus for being my hands and feet,

my mind and heart.

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Spirit of Excellences

Sometimes I really feel that anyone who marries me will be so blessed.

I can

Cook pretty well now

Wash whatever

Fix toilet bowl

Wash car

Just learned how to drill

Fix the lights

Repair

Fix wardrobes

I am learning how to change my carwheel fr the boot when I have the chance

Do house chores

Wash a dog

withstand hardship

Knows how to

Swim

Cycle

Make you laugh 

(Who can be unhappy when they are with me, seriously!)

Play a piano and violin

learning guitar right now

make $$

grow $$

I am

Caring towards parents

Genuine

Real

Understanding

Kind

Spontaneous

Forgiving

Patience

Love God, Love people

not bad looking

Sensible

Considerate

wait wait . . . the BEST thing, I dont lie!

It is tiring to lie and I cant stand testing my memories to remember lies after lies.

For those readers who knows me long enough and well enough will know,
I used to be a perfect liar,
because, I will remember every single lie I've said,
which means it is really hard to find loopholes.
Every lies that comes out of my mouth in the past,
will tally what I've told in the previous lie even 2 years ago.
Scary right,
but nah. . . .  too tiring for my memory to remember all these junks anymore.

What men can do, I can do,

what men can't do I can do it too.

Sorry I am not trying to be sexist towards my male readers.

I am just wanting to do all the best in my life.

I am really happy today and satisify

But I know when it turns tomorrow,

I will always realise that I have not been doing enough yesterday.

This motivation spirit is the Spirit of Excellence.

Always better each day

Thank you God, after receiving your spirits of excellences,

I am never satisfy with where I am now,

I keep wanting to do more,

learn more,

and

achieve more

Care more,

Love more,

and

Do more

What I do today, determines my tomorrow,

and what I sow today, I will reap in time to come.

I sow faith each day, and I will reap the faith

but

If I sow a lie today, there will be a day I reap my enormous spun up lie with shame and contradiction

therefore,

we have a choice.

I've learned to always choose blessings rather than curses.

 That is why I choosed you SMELLY HUBHUB!

You will understand what I mean one day,

you will know it and know it.

How much you meant to me,

my dearest blessing God given to me.

Dont doubt it, that's you *chou chou*

You will know it someday when the season come and why do I say that.

Good night baby,

let us focus in our work,

not only a multi-millionaire

but

someone rich from the outside as well as rich from the inside.

God just threw me an enormous Goal through my sister,

Something from God is NEVER Small !.!.!

Self-regenerating business in 2 years time.

I am speaking in my heart, Woah . . .  Jesus! I am holding on tighter onto you to make it true.

I cannot work on my own strength anymore because it is really . . . .  too impossible to be done
But Jesus you will do it for me.

Never leave me Jesus, I am yours to use for you to fulfill what Daddy God wants me to do.

Day 257

Day 257

Father,

I don't feel that good, maybe that is what we call insecurity. Insecurity even he doesn't belongs to me in the first place? It just don't feel good at all . . . . what do you think? This shall be call bonker right? Nuts for sure. I am tired after leaving my shop at 12 am fixing everything with myself and sister. I forget about my dinner and it is way overtime to have it now. Time for shower and stop letting my imagination run wild. I've forgotten that I left something behind unclear and unclean of. Because that feeling of hurt kept of hounding me, scary horrified feelings. If I can remember how does it feels like and it keeps on lashing on me, I should have understand why and know what to do with it. I've did it not long ago and I'll do it again. The release of bitterness and cries, the undeserved and pain.   

I just left a part of my heart uncleaned of " I thought it was forgotten" bitterness, and that shouldn't be my stumbling block. That it.

Day 256

Day 256

Nothing can stop your dream! In all challenges that arise, my father said, it is only the beginning. Never stop believing and dont allow criticism to harm you. If criticism had any real power to harm, the skunk would be extinct by now.

No person, no circumstance, no setback, no carnal opinion should come hindering in your way. I was told never never to give up in what I want, and what I asked from God. Let it be my convanant with you God, that the promises you gave me. The SOT promises you gave and the career outlook vision you gave. Let me look at Jesus and continue walking. In times when I hit on  transgressions, or offenses, let it be you Jesus that carry it for me so I can continue my walk with God no man can touch as I go on with my dream.

Act not on words of the human but the words Revelations from God's words. Trust in him for he will multiply and take care of all his children who loves him. 

I remember in the bible when Jesus walks on water.

Peter sees him from far and thought that he had seen a ghost. But Jesus said to his disciples, It is me! Peter saw Jesus and shouted, It that you lord, tell me to come to you and I will. Jesus replied: Come Peter. Peter got out of the boat and start walking towards Jesus on the stormy sea. He kept looking at Jesus as he continued walking on water. 

BUT When Peter realised he is walking on waters, saw the waves coming, and the current, he got afraid and starts to drown. He shouted: Lord save me! Jesus walked towards Peter and hold him up. Jesus said: Why do you have such little faith? and help Peter back to the boat.  

In times when we ask Jesus to come into our lives, through the encounter and experience, we focus on Jesus. That was when we are like Peter walking on waters towards Jesus. Our Goal is fixed, we look at Jesus. But somehow as we continued our walk, storms of circumstances arise, fear comes in, doubt and questions bumped us right up. We focus on the wrong things. We start to look else where, may it be untrue critics, gossips or things which happen to distract our focus from Jesus. We stray our eyes off Jesus, we get angry, we doubt and that is when we start to drown, we shout to Jesus, Help me! Jesus will always come to your rescue each time you call for him. He is faithful even when we are unfaithful. He is faithful even when we have little faith. Because Jesus is God and my father God loves me. Jesus will re-create and restore me back to ways I've stray to be right back on track whenever I call out for his help. He calms my noisy heart, so I can hear his voice calling. I can clearly receive his instructions and move in the right direction once again, remembering there are 3 things, Hope, Faith and Love and of the greatest is Love. 1Cor13:4. When there is Love, it comes Hope and Faith. Hope in God to see his plan, Faith in God to receive what he has plan for you.  

Towards me Christianity not a religion anymore,  it is my intimate relationship with Jesus, my father and child relationship with God, my guidance and comfort with the holy spirits and my personal breakthroughs in life throught Christ who strengthens me. 

Today I pray, Jesus, continue to walk with me in my life, be my hands, be my feet. Carry my burdens, with you, I am not afraid. Let me bear the cross and walk with you. Be your disciple for it is you who lives in me.

In a calvinitics point of view, it is God who plans, He has solutions for all your problems even before you knew this problem exist. He is holding on blessings in your life for you to choose, blessings or curses. Sow blessings in tears, you reap multiplied blessings in joy, Sow curses, you reap painful curses and learn your lessons in tears. Father for today I sow my love, my blessings, the greatness you are putting into my smelly. I know lord, he is my blessings for you are the one who constantly reminds me. I trust in you God, for you and the beginning and the end, the alpha and the omega. You will work out the best things for me.

There are things you cannot do God, You cannot lie and You cannot be unfaithful. You always keep your promise. Let your kingdom come and your will be done. Thank you father. Remember the SOT promise you shown me. Dont forget ok!

Day 255

Day 255

I am angry,

I realised I have anger,

I will get angry,

I will get jealous,

I will fume up,

I will feel pumped up and feel sour.

I do not know why I should.

Frankly I just do not feel good about it.
I am really uneasy and mad about it

I think I am
Nuts and really nuts

NUTS!!
NUTS!!!!
NUTS!!!!!!!!
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.
.
Siao ~.~

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I realised I owe Pastor something,
I better get it done right now.

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You told me about the son of Jacob, who is Joseph,
the attitude to love.
The attitude to give.
Father I choose to give.
I choose life over death.
I choose blessings over curses.

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Father as I pray,
your kingdom come and your will be done,
on earth as in heaven.
Give me my daily bread and guard me from temptation.
I ask for a peaceful night of rest, for myself and for my hubhub.
Guard us as you walk with us faithfully
Protect us as you monitor our progress.
Love us for you never fail to do that.
Be with us as you are with Moses.
I will never let you go Jesus,
you are my strength and my perservarance.
Thank you Jesus,
I know it is you, carrying me all the time when I put my all burdens into you hands.
 My finances, my career, my family, my love and my life.
I belongs to you Jesus
Thank you for you love.

Day 254

Day 254

When God ask you, do you want the best and finest things in your life and live in joy? You replied YES!.!.! The next thing to come, prepare for war with the Giants. You will never emerge a victor if you don't even dare to pick up your sword and put on your armour of Faith to receive. Pick up your sword and God will fight for you. This is my walk of Faith, my walk with God, I believe, I speak and I receive.

I am really flattered today, I heard someone saying : The girl in that shop is really cute lets go and see what they have. When I converse with them and they asked for my age, they freaked out, knowing I am 8 years older than them.

Cute young ladies, sold them some tube dresses :)

And one thing, I realised I do have the tendency to attract lesbian crowds and their partners. Nothing bad, they are just really cool people and you can get really frank with them.

I was tracking my statistics readership views for the month of September

535 - Singapore

135 - United States

83 - Canada

10 - China, HK, India

12 - Germany, Israel, France

Now I know why I received comments of don't know what kind of languages, looks Spanish to me. But sorry I don't understand a single word you've wrote.

Today, someone asked me what is the meaning of ad-hoc, I should just show this to him: www.dictionary.com and I really do not like any traditional MCP thinking "man" to tell me that girls shouldn't roller blade at night.

Anyway, it is only MONDAY and I am feeling so excited to fix up my shop tomorrow morning! REVAMP ! REVAMP ! REVAMP ! It is only MONDAY and I am so excited to fix up my room.

Steps to follow to clear up room

1) Clear all the book on my Piano
2) Clear all the Gifts by hubhubie
3) Put all into the cartons
4) Get the movers and make go my piano to Siglap terrace
5) My piano has found its new owner
6) Shift my wardrobes
7) A specially made wall shelf for the beautiful items by my so precious smelly
8) Drill my newbook shelves (My new bedroom library of book finally has its beginning, friends who borrowed those motivational book, devotional books, prayer books . . . . time to come back to mama)
9) Transparent shoe rack
10) New SS bed
11) New dressing table
12) A sofa bed for my guests to sit on, (Sorry lar, I am weird because everytime my friends who visits my room I made them sit on the floor, my own bed is forever out of bound)
13) Wine rack
14) New wall stickers


You girls will love my new room ^ Wink winkk ^ You girls are going to love my room, my new sofa bed will make room for any girlie stayovers.

I am really certain that it will be wow-ing ^^ Eeekkk I am excited to even imagine it. I am doing it up to have a studio like feeling, so when I camwhore, it just seems like a studio

We can do facial together, face mask, eat strawberries, bitch, camwhore, (I have crazy nuts of bunnies ears, cute headbands, anyway I just have nonsense for camwhoring purpose) 

My concept of colours and ideas

That is why my piano has to make shift

Well, I will have something more than this, warmer, more lightings,

more colours and beautiful custom made wall stickers.

My room is not as big as the picture,

but at least it managed to place 2 wardrobes, a dressing table, a writing desk, a piano and a single bed in.

No Queen size bed for me, No space therefore I can only have a super single.

Those sleepover nua- queens and princesses, you can have the sofa bed ^^

I can't wait to see my new room.

This makes me feel super uneasy now when I see my un-revamped ROOM!!

My Baby ulu smelling nice smelly --> hahaaa ~~ That's long name I cooked out, you must come and see it one day when I am done up with a nice nice room ok ^.^

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Day 253

Day 253

By craigmod photography

This is really beautiful

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I went for my primary school gathering today,

mummies and kids.

Some turned into plump aunties and some hot mummies.

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Seriously, I will never make myself a hag,

10 years, 20 years, 30 years or even 40 years down the road.

I am determined to be a super hot even at the age of 50.

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I think my Xiao yee Carin is really hot even at the age of 39

If you are still freaking hot at the age of 39,

you will be sizzling hot at the age of 49, 59, 69 . . . .

because you will rather die seeing yourself as a hag

This is just a mentally of your self excellence,

When you have the spirits of excellence,

you want the best in all areas.

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I want be a hot mummy one day,

maybe that day will really come,

one day . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Being hot is easy, it is controllable variables,

you just need to work yourself up to be at a top notch form.

But being a mummy for me seems impossible.

For the impossibles,

leave it to God.

For the possible,

let me live the spirit of excellence.

Just continue to make me feels like dying if I didn't uphold this spirit of excellence.

This helps,

therefore this spirit will continue work on my determination and glory over glory of breakthroughs

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How wonderful God is for me to feel like murdering myself,

feel damn sorry for myself and feels really want to strangle myself when I didn't do those things I intend to do.

Thank you father,

Thank you my greatest helper holy spirit,

Thank you my greatest love Jesus Christ.

I love you trinity

Father,Son,Spirit

Thank you for guiding me to achieve the spirit of excellence in life

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Good night

I love you Naughty :)

Day 252

Day 252

It feels like . . . .

It feels like yesterday thou it had been a good 3 years.

It feels like during those days where my heart flutters when I see you.

It feels like those days when I misses you so much and can't wait to see you.

It feels like the 1st few weeks when we started dating,

It feels like I've just met you . . . .

It feels like the way I just fell in-love with you 3 years ago.

I just fell so deeply in-love with you all over again.

How did you do it?

Baby you are so amazing.

It just drives me crazy for missing you, where you were just in my arms 24 hrs ago.

Wow . . . .

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Had a really long day today,

an early day tomorrow to help out my dad in his factory workplace,

business is really brisk,

and back to shop tomorrow night to do new layout.

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Rest well for the night,

I will have to really try hard to shake you off my mind naughty to get my rest for the day.

What did you fed me with, you are crazily addictive.

*Piak*

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Back to reality and stop day-dreaming about you smelly

 

Day 251

Day 251

Yet another day had passed. I am here wording my thoughts in this private corner that belongs to me. I can never stop thanking God for giving you as a blessing in my life. From the day I met you and thereafter falling in love with you with conditions which eventually grew into a mature level of loving you without any conditions. I thank God for all the things he prepared in my life, I thank God for breaking me through you my love. That was when I invited Jesus Christ into my life and it was him who taught me how to forgive. God forgives my debts through Jesus who carried the cross and died for me. For all the wrongs I've did. The love of Jesus in my life has been overflowing, to conclude that is it the humanity form of *this skinny Chou chou* now who loves you baby, or is it Jesus loving you through me? I can't possibly answer that question.

I am not that generous, I am not that forgiving, and I can't possibly be doing all the things for the best of you that hurts and kills me. I am an extremist and I arn't that forgiving. Because I am 100% human being. Someone who knows how to hate and knows how to plot and kill.

It is really unexplainable why and how do I nuture all those pain, still loving you so selflessly. That is not me at all. How can a normal human being abandon all those hurts, be that generous to do what is best for you even after all the shocking bombs you've created in my life.

It is Jesus, his love towards you baby. As I accepted Christ into my life, he works within me. I can never have the heart of Jesus unless he lives in me. I can never love you anymore if not for Jesus who loves you. When I looked into the plan of God, I cannot believe the truth of how wonderful this God is working in my life and in yours darling.

God made us met, make us share our lives together. God uses you to break me up into pieces so he can pick me up to restore me to his purpose, to encounter him personally, intensify me up, mould me again and create a new me through Jesus my redeemer. Now I am experiencing the overflowing love of Jesus in my life, so I can touch you with this love of Jesus, to be always giving and never to demand, to love you like how Jesus will, the selfless love. That was when, you experience the unexplainable love you have for me. Why me? Why? I am nobody. Not a princess nor a queen. You do not have an answer, neither do I. God is the one who grows the love in us. This love is from God, no principalities, nor angels, nor human, nor devil can take it away.

The day will come when the love of God swept into your heart, you will experience what I experience, encounter what I encounter directly with God through Blood of Christ who mend the broken relationship between me and God. In times when I messaged you that God loves you, and I love you too. It is really true that God really loves you very much. If an imperfect human like me can make you feel so loved by me, what more do you think God can do for you. How much more will you experience from Jesus himself personally?

Like what Pastor Kong posted on Twitter :

God is better than AnyPost, FedEx and UPS combined, because He DELIVERS ON TIME, ALL THE TIME ... :)

We serve the same Boss who is Jesus Christ, I give thanks to all the great spiritual fathers in my life who grew me closer and closer to Jesus. All the pastors who touched my life so greatly, Peter Wagner, AR Bernard, Ps Phill, Cho, Kong, Bob, Ming, JPrince. The man of God who laid hands on me, Pak Roy, the president of Lippo Group. He is the man who leads me into convergence of the spirit of Excellence. In the eyes of God the apostles are the mouthpiece of God, and we are all body of Christ, Jesus's hands and feet.

May it be the Charismatics churches City harvest, New Creation, FCBC, or the Methodist, Evangelical, Presbyterian, Catholics. We serve the same purpose in our lives. To be fruitful servers of Christ, fulfill what in placed in our lives. The day I see Jesus, he will say: Well done my friend, you have delivered all the promises God placed in you.

For all Christians, a well-done in God is worthwhile in our life pursue towards excellence.

Always blessing you with all the love I can give for you lovely, for I really care, I want to give the best things I can ever give to you in my life. Such a wonderful fine man I see in you, you are really lovely in all ways. Knowing you and loving you is the best gift ever God has put in me. Others might not see it. But I do. God does, Jesus does as well. Because we have great faith in you, and we truly see what you are made of.



Thank you Jesus,  I can never express in words or speech how grateful I am towards you and how much I thank you.

Day 250

Day 250

Someone requested this to be put up

I did a hasty one

The big eyed lashed eyes

Who will wear this irritating lashes out,

especially the lower lashes,

so itch

Plucked everything out

^^

Have a wonderful great Thursday

*Chuckles*

Love you smelly booh . . .

and
I love God and I love his creation!
The World is just AWESOME!
I love this crazy AWESOME WORLD!

Day 249

Day 249

FIFO LIFO, balance sheet, income statement, does that sounds familiar? Stock in stock out, fixed assets, fixed expenses, budgeting, stock check. Sharkssss.....

They are really irritating the hell shit out of me. Arghhh . ... . Just the stocks alone they are driving me nuts. My sister has everything in RP. I don't know lar. ... . ..  freaking piss . . .. . ARghhh. . . .. If I don't get it done by tonight, I am not call Kai Qi.

Boooooooooooo .  ................... ..........................  ...................

Finally, my Marketing Degree comes into help. Retail Financial Accounting. Although the accounting sheet is really pissing me off, I finally got my cashflow statement and Income statement out ! Because I hate it that is why I have to finish it fast and swift. Because I hate it that is why I have to get it off my back ASAP! I feel contented now. Done with it. YEAH! Now I look at my excel sheet, I feel so contented. I can go into my prayer closet after my sharkfins soup.

Good night! Sharkfins soup!!!! * * * Stop laughing at me you adorably, super irritating smelly. But I still love you so much Boooo.. ..   Blah ~~ ~~~ Chou chou, you laugh again I promise you I will punch you with my nose the next time I see you, hur~ .~ * * * Yeah! Peace of mind.

Day 248

Day 248


My language of love

As many cannot comprehend the kind of love I have for my smelly, it is undefined and constantly walking its own breakthrough. Smelly and myself have walked to this platform in which our love has been constantly attaining different levels. I am really glad that we have not walked into a constant but always evolving. In relationships, couples always face this thing called a plain. They do not know what to do after dating for many years and they faced a level of constant. They start to feel bored over it and stuck together for the sake of being together. Everything turns into a routine and they do not know or even bother to attain another level of breakthrough in their relationship.

Some think that by getting married is another level of breakthrough but, after marriage . .  they went, then what after? Have a baby?  But truly besides that, have you guys even thought of how to bring your love into another level? Or have your "routine" kill the passion you have for your love?

While for my smelly, in other words he just want to be himself to enjoy our company of a truthful and real "level 4" relationship with me while at the same time regressing in his lifestyle to the lower principles of a unreal "level 4" relationship in his daily life. It is really hard and difficult for him, but the least thing I can do for him, is to let him be himself when he is with me. He do not need to act, nor does he need to hide when he is with me. Therefore, everytime when I get see him, all I want to do is to dote him as much as I can. Show as much affection as I can, smelly I really love you. To look into us, nothing is changed in terms of our feelings towards each other. In return we learn the truth of the fact how much we truly love each other and wanted the best for one another. Certainly our heart cannot lie.

Even thou our relationship hasn't reach an optimal, but this love we have for each other has been living according to the highest level we attained with compared to any past previous relationships I used to have. Never in my life I ever thought I can be the lead of such amazing selfless love. All of a sudden the past love I used to have seems to be really miserably tiny with compared to what I have for my hubhubie. I believe that my smelly feels the same as well. There is just this similar thing we shared in our hearts which is really undefinable.

How amazingly sweet to have the feeling of first love when I see you smelly thou we had been dating for the past 3 years? How sweet to feel shy with the man you've been loving for the past 3 years?

How about 10 years later, and it feels the same where your heart will flutter for me and mine for yours? I think this feeling is really wowsome!

When God comes into the picture

God never asked us to do one easy thing yet. That is why He calls it a walk of faith! The day you think God has asked you to do something easy is the day you know it wasn't God. How do I know that? Because whatever God asked you to do, He wants you to do it by faith. Faith meaning, you do not see it, you cannot feel it, but you believe in it, and you are convicted you want it!  God's currency is faith not any SGD or USD. He will never give you something to do that you can accomplish by your own ability. His promises are redeem only by his currency which is faith. With God, there is no short-cuts because God know that short-cuts can never substain you who God wants you to be. 

Sammi Cheng

一步一步愛



She sang 2 verses:

1 Corinthians verse 13:4 For Faith,Hope and Love and the Greatest is Love. Love is from God our heavenly father and it was Jesus Christ who redeems us.

1 Corinthians verse 13:7 bears all thing, believes all things, hope all things, endure all things.

Love will make our life exciting filled with joy and light. Just one step at a time, the spirit of our heavenly father is love. Pray, seek and receive. Love is never to give up and to be courageous.

信者得愛



With God's love and the blood of Jesus, we can see light, darkness cannot stay. Our direction, our purpose, our life, we can lead a victorious life with God.
Our heavenly father never fail to bring us out of darkness!
Lastly Jay Chou from NewLife Church Taiwan

In the name of the Father



Seriously I can't figure out what is he singing, when it is when I look at the lyrics, I saw the light in it. And my tongues sounds something like this. Curiously I would really love to meet someone who can understand and inteprete my tongues to tell me what am I talking about to my father in heaven. Once, someone told me I am speaking in Greek crying out to Abba father lord to guide me and another time in Japanese telling Jesus how much I love him.?.? Seriously they somehow got it right because during those times that was what I had in my heart.

How AWESOME it will be to have a Festival of Praise and testimony sharing with them of how Jesus touches their lives and bring them into greater heights.

I pray for Flyer entertainment to bring them into Indoor Stadium so we have rock and praise God with their Solid Voices to have a great celebration with JESUS CHRIST. God is never old fashion, Jesus is never outdated. Loving JESUS is the most AWESOME decision I've ever made.

I like what U2 band said in their concert : I am never going to apologise to you guys that I LOVE JESUS! By the Grace of Jesus my saviour!

If you dont know who U2 are:



Thank you Father, even when I am out in the evening with the girls, I am hearing your words and your gospel you set your children to sing in the secular world.

Day 247

Day 247

Self made scrounges

Some loose cloth cut out from a defect top

You sew them up like that together

Overturn it out

Put the rubber strips in

and sew the ends

Done!

I took 25 mins to have it done by sewing it with my own hands.

With sewing machine, 3 mins ^^

My self made rubber scrounges

1 defect top can make into like 15 - 20 scrounges,

I am going to do the hairband tonight :)

like the one I am wearing below using soldering wire.

* If I dont have enough, Used to be QME Engineering students who is Reading my Blog,

please donate some to me. ^^

I'll do one for you in return stephy :p

By the way,

Watch this! Chouchou * smiles *

Eeehhhhh  ... . *pout smiling*

Why are you always so adorable that I can resist myself from smiling each time I sees you?

Chicken wings poke you ah !

^ blink ^

Day 246

Day 246

Thank you Father

Counting on my blessings that Daddy God has put unto me. Thank you father!

Lord today I pray for blessings to be upon this fine man I love. Father that you put favour in him that words of wisdom will pour out of his mouth when he does his cold calling. Put in him the heart to feel and the boldness to personalise his cold call speech. Let him gain favour with his cold call leads. Lord may your hands be upon my darling sweetheart as he work and moves in the direction you want him to be. I pray for protection over his life and the pouring heart of paitence as he move in your plans. Let you grace and love overcast his fear, and may my smelly be always moving forward and never backwards. Tomorrow will always be better than yesterday. Father please be there for him as I pray and commit my love into your mighty hands. He is a good man father lord, you know him better than I do. Thank you Jesus, for teaching me how to love him like you do.

Amen.

Day 245

Day 245

In times, you just have to cry out to God and scream " HELP ME! " and God will save you with his righteous right hand.

In fact when you meet up with many Christians, they are really bubbly, so cheerful, full of hope, faith and positiveness. Neither do you know when we sow in tears and cry for help when we come to God. Some of them really behaved so perfectly that you can't seems to find any faults with them at all. But neither do you know what seems calm and perfect has its underground crazy current gushing beneath. It may be their failing businesses, broken family or some other issues that they are facing the impossible. But we trust for God who resurrected Jesus Christ the ultimate sacrifice for us can resurrect anything. God can resurrect relationship, broken heart, a failed marriage, a dying business, bankruptcy and even a failing body.

If my father in heaven can Restore and make alive my family relationship, heal the relationship of my arguesome fire in my parents, he can do it to your parents. If my father in heaven can re-ignite the love and harmony of my family and between my parents, he can do it to your family. If my father in heaven can unite my family members and make us pray in agreement he can do it to you.

God can make your impossible a possible!

Dear friends, in times of trouble or I should rephrase it, in times of my troubles and cries when I was with my brothers and sisters in Christ, we held on tight and walk it through not by ourselves. It was Jesus who held us together and brought us through mountains and walk on storms. I am not able to reveal it to you my friends because you will never understand why am I putting such a strong faith in my heavenly father. He is the lord who tells me nothing is too difficult for him to do. Therefore I look into his promises and walk in righteous under his Grace that produces such faith.

Because I encountered, and I witness miracles in my life you can never feel when you are not me. Things which are impossible in your eyes or feel ridiculous in your logic are my breakthrough faith in God who delivers me. My father have did impossibles over impossibles situations for me, that is why He is who I trust. His Grace is sufficient for me to overcome. His love for me cast out fear. His blessings upon me says it is impossible for him to reverse it because I believe in him.

Many nights I cried in his convanant, cried under his wings, telling him I am burning out . . . . confess to God that I am weak, I do not know how, please set my directions in my work, in my financial and path me the plan of his. God is always faithful, and his love for me is enough. He will wipe my tears and transform them into blessings. God can never shortchange you. I keep sowing and sowing, even when the secular world thinks it is impossible, but God says my faith will make it possible. I continued sowing, and work for my harvest day to come. Many night I sow in tears, I sow with all my heart, I sow for the harmony in my family, the peace in my parents, I sow for the career of my smelly, I sow for my own businesses and my debts to be cleared. I just have to commit it all up into my father's hand and continue to work hard with my job and business. In exchange, God gave me a bubbly spirit, confident, joy and peace to wait for my harvest to ripe and be fruitful.

I was once like you, thought that tearing in church is crazy. I denied God's pressence even when he touches me. I don't believe it. But trust me, there will be a season for it. When the holy spirit come sweeping you like a wave of fire, you will totally understand how I feel.

Till this point of my life, for circling around the wilderness for so many years, I finally found my direction, a direction of purpose, a walk of faith, a walk that will bring me far in life. A breathe of God that woke me up to tell me, my dreams can be done in reality. I will walk this faithful walk under the amazing grace and mercy of my father in heaven who is forever protecting me and watching me along my best pathway of life. There is no more fear even there are many difficulties to overcome, there are no more worries for my father has prepared me to face all challenges ahead, for he is always with me.

Jesus I love you.

Amen

Day 244

Day 244

Here's our shop Article on City News
Colors Of The Rainbow

YEah!!! I am finally meeting the Girls up !

I've did my barbie doll make up today,

not really that REALLY Kua Zhang type because my eyes will really look like the Cartoon Animae eyes if I really put on my full eye make-up.

What will happen if I do a really do a full outlines of my eyes,

and stick on the lower lashes.

I will be like Lady Gaga

Asian Version

I tried this at home,

Crazily "KuaZhang"

I decided I want to have a mole today

There it is ^.^

I am only wearing a pair of fake lashes in this case,

What if I really wear 4 pairs like what the youtube video shows.
I didnt even dare to outline the white part,
or else I really look like an enormous eyes monster

^^

I love you Jesus !

Dy 243

Day 243

曾经

曾经我为了你放弃了自己

曾经我为了你忘记了自己

曾经我为了你什么都愿意

只要有你。。。。。。。

如今

如今我因为你找到了自己

如今我因为你找到了梦想

如今我因为你我学会了爱

如今我因为你,我找到了最真贵的你

也只有一个唯一你

Hairstyle can change the whole feel and appearance
1) The curly dolly
* This is not the barbie doll look, my barbie doll look is very kua zhang de,
super super big eyes and skin texture will look even more porcelain than this thou my complexion is not that awesome

And my sports gear,

when I jog early in the morning, or when I roller blade at night

Every woman can be at their best,

depending on how diligent you are in maintaining it.

For myself,

Gaining weight bit by bit,

Exercising and diet are really important.

Milk, Banana, natural proteins - fish, egg Carbohydrates - potatoes, rice are essential.

Both gaining weight and losing weight requires hardwork.

Nothing comes easy.

As long as you are determined to see the outcome,

nothing will come in your way when you tell yourself,

I will do it,

I will never Give Up in my walk of 'perfection'

I will do it,

even I have never succeed ever before in my 26 years of Life to be more than 45 KGs.

I will keep on trying and maintaining it till I am done to be at 48 KGs

Till I finally force my way through,

probably I can start publishing a book for skinny people like me to gain weight in a healthy and beautiful way.

If I can do it and learning on workouts on how to put weight on the right places,

and losing weight at the rightful areas,

I think my book can really sell.

No surgery needed,

you just need some hardwork.

Just give me a few months. . . .

Getting weight gains on the right places.

I want the spirit of excellence in all areas

Body.Mind.Soul

and
 you know,
life cannot be better without looking damn solid,
feeling freaking confident,
being fully spiritually pumped up each day,
and
working at your purpose,
 running for your dreams as if that is your final dash in life.

That is what God has put into me,
Dreams, Vision, Faith and the best things that will be happening in my life if only I focus on his promises.
God said: Ask according to his will and it will be given to you overflowing when you seek, believe and confess in faith Jesus is Christ.

Encounter it yourself people,
until then you will understand my feelings
and
know why I love Jesus so much.

People will not care how much I know about Jesus until I demostrate the love of how much I care.

P.s: Baby smelly, I love you, I thank you and I appreciate you in all ways. I am never there to demean you nor to hurt you. Thank you for being angry at me, for that workout the best out of you. I am always praying for you, every single night without fail. Hoping that one day, you will grow to experience the kind of love I receive from the lamb of God Jesus. I pray that the grace is always sufficient for you to overcome every single challenges you might face. Baby I love you and want you to do really well in life. Be joyful and understand that I will be here with you in whatever circumstances you encounter or face. We've grown so close to each other through these years of thick and thin we share. We share a very different and difficult walk in our love life with compared to other couples out there. Because I love you so truly and want the best for you, deep in my heart I have never grumble a single bit. You have seen me through and fully understand what I am made of. All my heart and honesty, I want you to make the best out of your life, because my greatest joy and contentment is seeing you walking your dreams. I will be there for you giving and never demanding, supporting and never mocking. Because I care :)

Love you always, your smelly skinny ^^