Day 358

Day 358

Negativity
warning - This is a very long post

No!

Cannot be done!

Impossible!

FML!

My Life Sux!

It is like a piece of Shit!

It is going to get WORST !

ARhgGGGG !!!!

Is that what you have been saying everyday?

Do you know something?

You have been pre-conditioning your sub conscious mind for all these HAPPENINGS!

You have been telling your sub-conscious mind to make all these happen to you!

Here's the catch,

The MORE you talk about it, the more it is going to happen in your life.

Let us look into our mind!

What is it make up off?

You are right!

Our Consicous and Sub-conscious mind

Alright, I'll tell you something about our Conscious mind.

They are what we want!

Our sub-conscious?

 Our sub-conscious is a horrible YES man.

If Our sub-conscious mind is a Christian.

What ever you say, your sub-conscious mind will go

AMEN!

By the way if you do not know what AMEN means,

it means : say amen to express strong approval of or support for (an assertion, hope, etc)

It is a greek term.

It means YES, OK, APPROVAL

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Alright, take a look at this :

You say: Fark, I look FAT !

Your conscious mind registered,

and that hopeless sub-conscious mind says:

AMEN ! YES ! You are FAT !

Your sub-conscious mind will go all the way to make it come into reality.

So, what has it got to do with negativity?

You attract all the negativity to you.

Sometimes while you are reading my blogpost and feel that some postings I made were absurb max. It is a system of believe. A believe that it will come true for me. A believe I've conceived in me.

Joseph

Let us look at my super best friend Joseph. Joseph is my best example other than Jesus Christ. When Joseph was a little boy, Joseph loves to dream. He has 10 elder brothers. One day young Joseph had a dream. He dreamt that he is a king and he has all his brother bowing in front of him. Young Joseph woke up excitingly and ran to his brothers. He told his brothers his dream. His brothers got angry and think he is mad crazy. This youngest brother of ours, our daddy's boy, is crazy and mad crazy. All his brothers hated Joseph, they find him absurb.

I am like Joseph. Since age 20 I wanted a pair of twins, one boy and one girl. I am 27 this year and I have never gave up on my pair of twins together with my happy future family. I think everyone think that I am crazy, the mission seems even absurb impossible when  X X X X X X X x x x x x X X X X X  is my secret with God. I do not want to reveal my X X X X X at this point of time. I am hopeful. Totally hopeful ! I have never gave up on that. I just trust God on that. I have did my best and God will do the rest. God can never fail me.

One day when Joseph was delivering lunch to his brothers. His brothers plot to kill this stupid Joseph dreamer. They tie Joseph up and throw him into a hole.

Young Joseph is only 16 years old then, he was crying, crying out for his brother. Brothers please why are you doing this to me? Everytime I think about Joseph at this point I feel him. He was betrayed by the people he thought who will protect him, yet they threw him away and left him to die.

I've once been threw away by someone before as well. Someone whom I thought will protect me. Not just once but many times by the same person. I was always the lamb at that time of sacrifices. The lamb has got nothing to retaliate. The lamb just tear and accept because of one thing the lamb knows. The lamb understands and know what is love.

That was how Joseph became my best friend. But Joseph told me, my brothers didnt just threw me into the hole to die. They saw a group a Egyptian traders and they sold me away to Egypt as slave. I was a slave in a foreign land. I have nothing left. No dreams, no hope, no nothing. I was sold to a rich man. I was only 16 years old.

But do you know this Seven, I didnt hate my brothers. I just asked God why. God didnt tell me why, I was only 16 then and God cannot tell me why; because I wouldn't understand. I trust God, in my time I dont have the bible, I dont know what are the promises of God. But I hear from God that he says, all things will work for Good for those who love Him according to His purpose, so I believe and trusted God.

Joseph didnt blame but work all he can as a slave in the rich man's house. Because God is with Joseph for he didnt blame. God prosper Joseph as a slave. Imagine how can a slave propser? The meaning of a slave is someone without wages, no holidays, no benefits nothing! Joseph was great with God, the rich man made Joseph in charge of all his household like the head steward in his house. Joseph became a GM in the household. Imagine the rich man is Donald Trump today, Joseph is a very rich man. GM to Donald Trump.

It's getting long, I'll switch it to comtempory in my way.

Joseph is in high favour of Trump, which gain favour with Trump's wife. Trump's wife tried to seduce Joseph. But Joseph is a righteous man. He said NO! Trump trusted Joseph so much and Jo will never sleep with his wife. Jo ran away, but Trump's wife grabbed hold of his jacket. She took that and accused Jo of seducing her!

Cut the story short, Jo was being thrown to prison.

Sometimes in life, we are accused for the things we didnt do wrong with. But that happens. We offend people when we didnt mean it. It is proven that bad things do happen to good people. And guess what God allows it to happen. Like the sun that shine on the good and the wicked, good things can happen to bad people, and bad things on good people. We have to accept it. But dont forget the promise of God, All things; Not just some. ITS ALL THINGS eventually work for GOOD for those who loves God.

I am hearing Joseph out, his feelings. The best part I love Joseph so much, he did not grumble or complain. Bitch about life nor did he fark it upside down. Joseph cried and he was in prison. He kept telling God, God I know there must be a reason. There must be a purpose for it. When bad things happened in my life.  I felt so accused, feeling so bad and unjustified. I dont deserve all these. I learn not to trust on my own feelings but to trust God's will. Each time I faced sorrows, I cry to God. I told him like what Joseph did. God I saw something bad, I wished I haven see it or hear it. I wish I wasnt there when this thing happened. But I learn to trust God, I said, what Joseph said, there must be a reason, a purpose. God I will not grumble. Let your grace be upon me and walk me through.

It is getting really lengthy I'm going to stop here. You want to hear my story, you wait for part 2. I assured you in part 2, you are going to see something else.

Something I want to say before I end of the day, I found out today, impressed into me again while I was driving. God told me this again, dont give up. I didnt allow you to do that. He said, I am love, whoever abides in love abides in me. An image flashes across, I tried very hard to convince myself that image is not from God because I really do not want to follow. It is hard to follow. I dont want to make life difficult for myself for thinking in that direction. God really gave me an impossible image, He told me to pray. Pray for him. I obeyed eventually because the devil will never ask you to pray for someone else. God, I've did my BEST-est BEST. The rest is really up to you Father.