Day 359

Day 359

I'll start and end my post today with this.

I smile and I laugh

I snuggle and chuckles

I was well accompanied

I slided up and slided down with my fingers

I sat on my seat and I started laughing

laughing at my text

laughing at a picture

it is good

what is there to be shy about; silly boy

remembering what you've said,

You got it, flaunt it !

You know I've always like you,

like your determination,

like your character,

like your frankness towards me.

Many times,

I wish I can be like you.

truly . . . .

Behind that smile and chuckles I had,

behind that colourful Prada dress I wore,

behind that curly tonged hair I had,

there hide a doubtful self today.

Behind the back of Me,

it lies an I today,

the self backslided,

self had backslided into self doubt.

I dress in colours to hide my grey attitude today.

You know I am always weak,

which is why I need you God.

The moment I woke up,

the moment I brush my teeth.

What a stressful day

I am a human and I do have downturn and emotional day

hectic work loads

I am sorry Father,

I forgot to put you first today,

I woke up with questions,

I woke up with doubts of my self today.

I am sorry Father,

I forgot to put you first today,

I woke up relying on my own strength,

and lord, I felt powerless today.

I am sad.

Lord I only made a submission of 2 cases today,

I rely on my own,

I need you lord,

I need your empowerment,

your empowerment is true power.

Teach me how to run 5 appointments again,

teach me how to submit 5 cases daily again.

I need you Father,

without you I am nothing.

Lord lord lord,

I cry out to you.

Let me fear not

breathe new life into me,

I need you my best friend,

I need you my dear holy spirit.

I need you to open doors

to open hearts

to give love through me

I am sorry Father,

I slip simplicity off my mind today,

you taught me to be as simple as possible.

I had been thinking too much.

Renew my soul and refresh my mind.

I need you Father.

I am going to dash this crazy weekend,

and I really need you.

I need your favor.

I need your love.

I just need you.

I am nothing without you.

I want to be a prayer warrior but turned out to be a prayer worrier today

Like what you've did for Debora,

do it for me.

Like what you've did it for Kelvin,

do it for me.

Let me fall into your arms,

back into your arms of simplicity,

back into your arms of joy,

back into your presence.

When there is a sudden dampness in my eyes,

I do not know why,

I felt you working deep in my heart again.

Dad, let me hide in your shelter tonight and seek refuge under your wings.

I feel so small today.

Tiny min-ly small.

Father, please let me be truly MYSELF,

ME and just myself.

To say what I really mean and to do what I really mean ~.~

I am just a human,

I cant be 24/7 happy and optimistic

Yes and this,
Angel is right;
we just have to love God and reflect who you are in our lives.
Just love from God is well enough.