Wish

When will you play on the guitar for me again,

and cover a coat on me when I fall asleep in your arms?

heartfelt

When I look forward, thinking that you will suddenly appear.

Someday, I'll wait until the sky turn clear.

Just as it was on the day you left.

You will quietly return to my side,

the you in my heart.

Can you really never see me again?

I am really such an idiot,

you're the only one in my heart,

the you who have eyes for someone elses.

You probably don't know how I feel,

your day probably will not include me,

not even your memories.

Its only me,

the one watching you from far.

Who is silently crying.

watching the shape of your back as a kind of happiness to me.

Even though to the very end, you do not understand my heart.

When I want to see you,

at a time I really cant bear to.

The words I love you is always lingering on my lips,

where I am alone crying for you,

where I am alone missing for you.

Through the time missing and crying,

Its time to stand alone for the being.

To stay strong and healthy,

put on more weight before I get to see you again,

may it be months, or years. . .

I just do not want to be the same again,

for you to see me sobbing in heartache.

I will be there until the time comes. . .

Appreciation

Ribina with Gas,

yo hoo...

Thanks to Liting and Cheryl.

Love my sampat bitches for my Tomyum craves at night.

Special thanks to Pinky, Rena for the company :)

Bonvoyage to laolao, xian and sin for their trip to hk.

Lots of love to each and every one of u guys.

Day 3 of the observation

Results of the CT scan is out, and my brain waves were pretty normal. Therefore the psychiatrist comes into the picture, telling me things about emotional pain, mental stresses . . blahblah. .. Enough of those, i just said; prescribe me some tranquillizer and sleeping pills like how i used to pass 2 months ago, I think I will be fine.

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Struggling through this emotional period is indeed challenging where many occasions I loses to myself. I broke into cold sweat and I loses the promise i gave him. Indeed I tried to take care of myself emotionally but self abused physically. My body finally gave way when I occupy myself with too much of crazy stuffs to reduce the time thinking about him. I tired myself out each and everyday to knockout everynight. I cant help in a way, i just have to make myself not to think about him.

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The things that he promised just a few weeks ago stayed on so vividly in my mind in which I cant erase them off at all. Those promises he gave and I really wondered will he be fulfilling it? I woke up in tears and the nurses thought i was cold sweating and they called for the doctor. At a certain point, I really wondered will I be able to face him again. I am really afraid to face him. Afraid that he will do things and hurt me again. It has been again and again. Being utterly beaten up emotionally by this person. I would love to see him again, and at the same time so afraid to. I am so afraid to get emotionally whacked up by him again. I am so afraid.

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I do not know what will happen in the coming month or so. I really want to get a truthful answer from him; who am I towards him?? He used to say that I am very important to him. I mean alot to him in his life. But how? I just feel silly, being treated as some dirt in his life, never properly treasured. I am like rubbish being tossed here and there. I am always pinned down by the soil he used to sprinkle on the shine i used to give. or am I just happens to be always the stupid and silly girl he should be laughing at. Damn it. I think everyone can see the dilemma here. Being, a part of me wants him to get what he wants, and the other part of me feeling unjustified for the unreasonable sufferings I have to go through. Mentally challenged which leads to a physical abuse. How pathetic you are Seven.

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Tomorrow will be a better day. Good night.

Thanks Roy for the heart felt email you gave.

Day 2 of the observation

Imagine, they forgot to tighten the cap of the syringe and my blood just flows out like coke in a bottle as if my blood is free of charge.

I didnt know until my blood drips on the blanket of the CT scan machine.

I was wheeled out for my CT brain scans, and 2nd day with no showers. I can only do my showers with the help of the nurses. 3 of my roommates were discharged and I am the only one left in the ward.

Talking about the CT scans, they are like the big machine we used to see in those drama series with laser beams across your forehead. They injected some fluid into my body which gives a whole body burning sensation altogether. I cant stand or walk properly and i need to be assisted all around. Sound and tastes damn weak. I have to give Richard's numbers to my attending doctor for them to assess what actually happened that night. Did i fits? Did I roll my eyes? Did I bite my tongue? Blah blah. Dont worry my brothers, I will get well soon and be right back with everybody,but without alcohols and ciggies. I've gotten the messages from you guys. Sorry to make u all worry, special thanks to richard and fulala.

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I really have to complain this. I just got screwed in my ass yesterday. My ass broke virgin with his gloved fingers gel with KY lubricants. He has to stuck his index finger in, to grab some stools off my ass. Oh well, I just have to oblige to whatever they say.

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He should be heading towards BK for his hospital stay as well ba, praying that things go on fine on his ends :) I should be discharge by this Saturday, I think so bah . . . . so I can attend servicing this saturday. Say some prayers for everyone I love. If you happen to see my blog, didn't intend to make you worry at this crucial point of yours. I am fine and please dont make worries for me. I am well taken care of by the helpful nurses in my ward. I am not around your side you got to take care too. Hope to see your new appearance, scratch your back for u ah, and pink ur accupunture points and make you scream.. :) Just do what you have to do and dont disappoint me, dont call me or see me before what you are done with what you suppose to do. . .Jia you ba, wait for you to come home. Dont let me down, I've did so much and walked so far already. Be back perfect ok.

- My coke light delivery man is here hoho . . Thanks to everyone who send me their regards, other than dear holly who accompanied me for the whole of yesterday, i owe her big time. Ah Moikunta is the 1st to drop his call to check if I m ok. Thanks thanks I am gg to get well soon and make a dash for my productions once again. Be back in the arms of everyone who loves Seven and want to see her well and happy.

Day 1 of the observation

It was last evening when I blankout again. 2nd time in a month.. The previous incident was at lovely's place and the one last night was at Zouk when i literally knock out blank. I wasn't on alcohol and I am only having green tea. I fell onto Richard thank god he got me while Fulala carried my bagguage for me. It was a freaking hell experience for the 2nd time this year. Relieve in a way, they are so nice towards me. Imagine Fulala carrying my bag. Richard sent me back even though i insisted that i can be home safe alone.

I went home safely under his care, I really appreciate it brother.

Thank you Fulala, Thank you Richard.

For him: That was when I started missing him. Missing him badly and he wasn't by my side anymore. I dropped him an sms and tells him I will still be waiting. Glad enough, at least he replied. I didnt take him out of my mind for every single moment. Wishing his fruitful and safe for his trip out of Singapore.

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The next day,

I decided to not leave it to chances anymore and I headed down to the Emergency & Accident at SGH where my records were. I couldn't get Terry, Holly can't handle me as I may just knock out anytime. Kenny is at work, just nice he called. He came down and drove Holly and I to the hospital, accompanied by the ginseng chinese soup his mum brewed specially for me.

Auntie Peggy is so sweet and nice, upon hearing my condition she went down to Whampoa immediately, bought the kampong chicken and american ginseng to make soup for me. I appreciate it and I am touch till a certain extend. Thank you Auntie Peggy .

I am not dead yet, those are only my feet. lolx. Thinking that I still can joke at the moment. Well my heart can't handle heart shocks anymore. Its time to take things easy in case I just suffer another attack again. So dont talk about love anymore. I may not survive anymore shocks to my heart. I find myself quite disgusting in a way, cant imagine i can love someone so much. Luckily I dont hate him, if not it will turn out to be some soup opera, LOVE HATE thingy. .. I have been receiving messages by friends and readers complaining what a stupid Ant I am. I cant help lar people. Next life ok. I turn smarter or, maybe a fruit fly.

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I was being put up for observations with a high possibility to suffer from a heart attack. Can claim insurance under critical illness HEART ATTACK. My current worth is at half a million.
And yup its time to write a Will to my assets, money, designers bags, shoes, . . . ke keee abit sampat. Have yet to earn enough $$ and give birth to a child yet. How can I die when I haven even see his butterfly change.

A good thing about the visitors, they are limited. Which means no one is allow to visit unless they give me a call, give me their NRIC no. and I will pass the visitor's list to my staff nurse. Other than the people in my list. Barred. Dear friends who would like to pay me a visit and help me spend some time away, call me alright:)

Oh yes, If everything goes on fine.... observations are good and nice . . Fucking hell shit. I am increasing my sum insured to a million which is the highest it can go for critical illnesses in my company. But when my pay increases as time goes by, I'll still go higher with other companies. Simply, I feel I am worth more than millions. I love everyone who loves me, pray for my health with the purest of heart and I know you guys are. I promise you all okay and I know each and every of my dearies had been complaining non stop about my smoking and drinking habits.

I have to stop smoking. I really have to.

*Gimme the power man!!!*singing ~~
Thank you Holly.

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Hope to see him soon :) with his butterfly change. For us in future, leave it to the hands of my god liao. Meanwhile I just need to calm myself down in all aspect in what will be upcoming, in order to not suffer another attack and 伤心到死. It is utterly ridiculous I shouldn't be living in this Era, I should go back to the Romeo and Juliet Era. Going to sleep le. God bless Seven.

Nobody :) Enjoy

I want Nobody nobody but you. . .

usual friday velvet

I was at Rivergate condo just opposite Zoukie for some own private planning and stuffs. Rounded off with BBQ, booze and more booze. Mr Aw just brought the super nice rice wine from Cheng-du in which I kind of have too much of it and eventually fell asleep in the handicap toilet. Ms Fletcher has to go look for me :o , I had a good night of laugh laugh and more laughters with Ben, Becky, Melissa and of course Ah Moun with the tui tui tui and the du du du game. It was random when I decided to stand up and head down to velvet when Dr Fannon lim called. They are so freaking funny and we were talking to Cheryl, Fulala is always so freaking funny. The group went for the Transformer movie together last week, as usual with their style they will " Bao Chang" Booked the whole Goldclass Cinema. Fannon got it this time. Fu was asking why didn't I go last week with them. I went -.- Fannon didn't even drop me a call. But its ok, I was invited to Calvin's new yacht. They are just so sweet when Richard insisted to send me home last night. I turned it down and tell him not to be silly as we are staying at 2 different ends. I reached home and my phone started ringing. Its withheld call at 4am. I stuttered for a while thinking who will call me at this timing. For a moment I thought it could be ly. Happily I picked up the call: hello, and the reply was, hey Seven . . U reach home already ah. Fulala. . . lolx, he's like asking me to join them the next day. Hope he dont do his match-making session and promote me again. Everyweek he sees me, he will ask me the same question. Seven why you no BF de, got BF must let me see. Lolx. ya when I have one I will bring him to them.

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So sad that I can't wakeboard today, everyone just gave me last min heartattack. Argh and I am so wanting to go for my servicing with the guys today, but have to turn mike sweets down in order not to disappoint our dear Gavin. I know servicing today is centralised, " Yan Chang Hui " music concert again. I promised Mikey to be there the following week. Miss you guys ~~ ** Mikey please reserve the air tickets to Narita for me ya :P

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Heading down to east coast. . . Argh . . I'll continue tonight with the pictures I took last night at Rivergate. 2 million to stay next to Zouk. Interested? Still open for sale, the USP. The POOL IS Fucking great!!! They have got hot and cold pool.

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Missionary trip to Granda

Photos by Dr Julius, taken by the canon power shot series

Happy 33rd bday Julius.

I love those pictures and hope my readers enjoy it too :)

An evening of thought

During times when I am alone, I start to ask myself alot of questions. The why, what and how. I start my inner search in serene for many events which took place in. My family, my life, my work and my love life. Pastor Koh did tell me this last year during one of our gatherings. We are born to walk nearer to death each and everyday. That is why we have to experience all the pain, love, hate, regrets . . . . till the day god decides to call us back into his arms again. For all the things I've done in the past many years, I reckon I haven been a good child nor a great person. I have tons of work undone for the 24 years of my life and I am soon to come 25 living 1/4 of my life wasted. I do not have much savings and I have yet to give mum and dad a stable living. I am just a poor and pathetic chap in thought without action. For more than 2 decades in life, it is time to make an absolute change in life weighing what is really important. Is is money? or some other things we valued more than money. I agree that money does constitute an important role in the life of everyone else. But what I really value is the time money can buy. i.e. bringing the whole family on a Caribbean cruise trip and value the happiness behind money, which is sharing precious time together as a family. Just a few days ago, someone close to me, Mr Goh WZ is encountering some huddles in life. 2 days ago, mama Goh is diagnosed with 4th stage cancer, as certify 6 months left by the doctor. The news was sudden and without signs and warning. WZ just got promoted last month, weighing on work and family, he prioritises work. Mama Goh is only in her early 50s. Our team said nothing, and just leave Zhongster with what he can give for the last 6 months. I am in the business to see ample death and illnesses, I am afraid that even though, I haven been cherishing the people I love as much as I can. At a certain point of time, I believe that I am always on the receiving ends when my parents are concern. I've left out the most beautiful things on earth. The simplest affection of love. When was the last time I massaged for my father? When was the last time I hugged my mum? I am really ashamed I have not love my dad enough. I massaged ly more than I does it for dad. Although dad always nag and scold me, I should be glad and thankful that I have a father to rely on and cherish him more than whatever it takes. To show affection of love to all who cherish me and not regret one day and look back and say sorry I have not done enough.

香蕉精

Banana Spirit or Banana Split.

whahahaa . . . .

Wed evenings

Arvin just dont look good in photos,

=S

Arvin and the maggie mee. . .

Test shot, test shot.

I photoshop it and re-post it. whaha...
Trying out the night shots at Ice Cold beer emerald hills.

The brown and the brown,

san miguel and the brown brown LV.

My camera is also brown brown de, hur hur hur....

The tin toy

The Sony T900.

Guess what colour I've got?

Spin spin spin and spin :)

Taken by my new bday gift the Sony T900 cyber-shot.

回忆的音乐盒在旋转这，

要怎么停了?

还是非常的想他。

虫虫和蚂蚁

The story of the 虫虫 and 蚂蚁

The caterpillar evolved into a beetle bug to catch the falling ant. That was when he realised he is a beetle bug but not a butterfly. They helped each other hand in hand till one day . . . . .

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Beetle bug had a twist in mind. He do not want to be a beetle bug anymore. He ponder and ponder and finally he set his mind up, he wants to be a butterfly. He had an internal struggle when he meet another butterfly who is willing to give beetle bug a helping hand. The only exchange, he has to give up the joyful and happiness he had with his one and only skinny ant. For all the happiness he had with the skinny ant, the pure joy and greatness he used to spend with his skinny ant in exchange to be a beautiful butterfly.

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One fine day, he told his skinny ant that he is leaving, leaving with another butterfly to make his change. He do not want to be a simple and happy beetle bug anymore although he spend amazing moments with skinny ant. He is willing to forsake those wonderful moments they spend, storing and building for winter. Beetle bug left.

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It was near winter, skinny ant sat there alone on the tree top, watched the sunrise, watched the sunset. It was cold out there, skinny ant just sat there, alone, trying to keep a lookout for her one and only beetle bug wishing him to be happy. Skinny ant just sat there . . . . Skinny ant knows no matter what beetle bug will turn out to be, skinny ant will continue her love for beetle bug.

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Other ants saw how dumb skinny ant was. They laugh at her being silly and dumb but skinny ant won't care because she just has a pure heart of believe beetle bug really loves skinny ant. Skinny ant cried.

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Skinny ant couldn't focus on preparing for winter anymore. Skinny ant just worked to stay alive to wait for beetle bug and hope that beetle bug would come back to skinny ant again, she just continued waiting. . . . . and waiting . . . . waiting for what beetle bug told her, waiting for the promises beetle bug said. Skinny ant continued waiting.

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One day, some other playful ants invited skinny ant to a party. In the party, skinny ant saw beetle bug in the party. Beetle bug saw skinny ant but beetle bug just choosed to be a stranger towards skinny ant. It broke the heart of the skinny ant and vow that she would not step into the party anymore. Skinny ant cant help but to cry in the usual treetop she used to sat down with beetle bug. Skinny ant ponder and think hard, thinking that one day when beetle bug transform into a butterfly, will beetle bug still remember the skinny little ant. Would he still remember the skinny little ant who he spend time during the down, unpleasant moments, and the days they used to get lost together in the deep jungle. Skinny ant is afraid because no one is assuring her that everything is going to be fine one day. Nobody trusts Beetle bug, but skinny ant does. Skinny ant really does.

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She just needed somemore faith to walk through this tough time when .. . . . . . . .

To be continue . . . . .

讨厌

讨厌. . .

whats wrong with blogger?

They just cant seems to upload pictures and there is problem with the spellcheck.

WHATS WRONG WITH IT?

Anyone can help?

A new chapter

Its a fun and love filled Saturday with you guys.

Belinda Lee, KwanPing, Mike sweets, John, Layden and Hazel.

It was raining heavily that afternoon on my way to meet mike and the group up.

Thanks mike for the surprise roses,

you are forever so sweet and true,

this is something I cant deny and admire most about mike.

The first thing he said to me when he saw me,

Hey XiaoJie, I have got tons of stuff to tell you.

He gave a pat on my back and tell me light will shine on a new chapter of my life.

I looked at him kind of blur as he continued,

just forget about ly.

My eyes turned wide.

I was like oh my god, so Mel did tell you all the things that happened to the both of us. . . and yes he knows the whole bloody story about mel and me.

I like mel for a fact she is just so cute although we always has a certain point of awkardness when we talk on the phone,

sometimes just thinking how to end our conversation after a good 20 - 30 mintues of chatting.

I cant help it but to smile at it when that I remembered I did helped her many years back to sign in attendence with the 'lao za bor' lecturer when she was late for our drama and poetry classes.

I still remembered Mel and I was on the phone that day when the both of us were singing praises for Mike.

Mike and his thoughtfulness towards everybody.

Its not just for the 2 of us,

he is just so sweet towards everyone and you know he is genuine.

I pointed the arrow back to mike and check out what's his upcoming project.

He was telling me about the role he got for the French film and some commercial advertisements.

Sounds familiar somehow, I think baobao did mention something about the casting months back.

I had a nice singing session and meeting great positive people who did touch my life today.

Had a great and nice chat with the Arty farty John who is teaching in NAFA, Kwan Ping, Belinda . . they are just so great and genuine people.

I can't help but to think about ly,

is he happy?

For all the things he did,

he is always wearing a mask in front of each and everybody.

When will he remove it one day?

When will the true happiness of him emerge from the purest of his heart.

I do check out updates of his,

the smile he had in those pictures,

the look he had.

They are the smile of fatigue.

I cant stroke his head and put him in my arms anymore to embrace him with my genuine love, care and concern.

But I will still pray for him like what I do each and everyday as I always believe,

he can be happier, more genuine towards everybody and enjoy this special gift of

giving rather than receiving one day.

I didn't give up on him,

not to think that he will embrace me back in his arms again,

but to see him realising the true smile and laughter from within.

He decided to walk out of these to fulfil and make sure his plan works,

that in return invited many angels into my life.

God really did make plans for me.

I invited angels (Kl) who buy lunch up to my office not to see me staving.

Angels (MK) who pumps me with food to make sure I grow fat in a month's time hahaa this is so funny.

Angels (WT) who bought me cough drops and pops it into my letterbox,

angels (WL) who dropped gifts at my doorstep just to see my smile.

Angels (MK,JH,HL) who volunteered to renovate my room to give a new country style environment.

Angels who volunteered for the commitee for my Birthday Chalet.

Thanks with so much of love.

~ Gan Dong ley ~

I am starting to enjoy my life with my dearest friends and family

I had a great Sunday at home doing Housework with mum and sis.

We mopped the floor together and prepares dinner as a family.

I am turning into a new chapter of life in a happier way, loving everyone who had an impact in my life,

who gave their helping hands to see my purest smile.

This is the promise I made to Mike sweets, brother David and dear dear Cass.

In a month's time.

You will see a fatter qiqi.

I hope that One day dearest ly will be able to join me again hand in hand without his mask infront of the crowds and experience this special ability we have to love people who loves us.

May we share a destiny together once again,

I'll leave it to the hands of god.

Sleep well, ate well and more ensure milkshakes + meiji milk as prescribed by my diet master.

I AM PUTTING ON WEIGHT,

Fight with Joze whahaaa.

SALOHCIN

He is SALOHCIN.

Only close friends would know he is,

who is he to me.

A good 1 year lost of contact with him just because I wanted to be truthful and faithful to the one and only person I love.

He smses me this afternoon after catching a glimpse of me in our neighbourhood.

Asking me how am I with life,

how are things with my guy so far.

He is someone I would never lie to,

as there is no reasons to lie to him at all.

But I just replied him in general I am single and he seems quite surprise.

I choosed to end all ties with him ever since I met ly for my newly end relationship.

He asked if there are any possibility to be back in my life again,

but this time round,

more mature and serious but still as irritating as usual,

the way he always teases me.

After all we did have a past of 3 years.

I replied with a smiley and text that things are different this time round.

Whatever he say,

at least I know he will never lie to me.

Well its just a bad timing,

my heart just stop beating for the time being and I just cannot accept whatever kind of proposal in relationships anymore.

I remembered clearly about the sms he text before he left for his NS few years back where I was so touched thou it was a simple sms.

He never lies and he wasn't ready at that time where both of us has got commitments on our ends.

He is ready now,

better, more mature and both of us do not have any commitments now.

Grown up now,

earning a fix income and ready for something more serious.

Well well well,

I suppose many would just encourage me to go ahead with him after all he is someone so familiar and close towards me,

and time to make things right this time round.

Frankly speaking how I wish I could.

But this time round I am really not working with my logics anymore,

I am following where my heart leads me to.

My heart simply leads me to the one,

the one who makes me suffer the most,

encountering the worst experiences ever.

The one whom I will be willing to spend my lifetime waiting.

The Him and only him.

No others would ever replace.

And I just got to tell SALOHCIN the truth like I always did,

we just missed the boat and its not coming back anymore.

no title

Although it is so heart quenching but I know I just have to accept it for a fact he really left.

Totally in my life.

I became a total stranger to him somehow in a way or another.

Even though everything was anticipated and predicted in a way,

I just couldn't help but to feel that is he really leaving my life for good.

Although I told everyone,

I will move on.

But my heart just remain still and stationary,

it just doesn't allow me to move on.

I was out for the night with the usual crew on a Friday night and I was talking to brother R,

he just asked me,

why am I so good to him.

I just shook my head, give a smile and remain quiet.

He asked again, why am I not at all angry,

I should have scold him to make myself feel better.

Well,

I just replied I do not know how to get angry at him and if scolding helps,

there wont be so many divorced couple walking around.

The air got abit tense up and

he makes me laugh again by doing the ly signature dance move.

Sometimes I wish I could hate him,

fall in-love with someone else to make myself feel better.

But things somehow doesn't work that way.

It just hurts like eternalty whenever I bumped onto him,

I am afraid to see him yet I longed so much to catch a glimspe of him.

It is contradicting.

I predict that things will turn worst in weeks to come as he will be getting what he planned in the first place.

On the hind side of it,

I just happened to be the victim of his plan,

suffering everynight,

hoping to dream of us,

dreaming of him giving his usual smile,

lying on his bed with his wide open arms for me to whine and cuddle in it.

Well, his plan just has to go on,

all I can do is to wish him well,

take a peek at his updates,

taste my own tears,

feel the heartache and hope that it will be over soon.

加油吧。

希望你偶而会想想我，

有一天会记得，

你的宝宝一直都在那个你熟悉的角落

一个人

默默的等你。

Old school

I walked up the long flight of steps to pick Zhong up and we head to Timbre together.

I walked up panting and thinking of the things 'he' told me 2 weeks ago.

Be it . . . . . . .

Finally walked up to meet up with the group,

Shelia, Tony, Deric and Kenny.

Stupid Deric since when I became Tony's part time gf.

Its just a movie and it became the topic bloodyhell.

I was like i pitiful ma no one watching Transformers with me, and they are going to scream again if I watch a movie alone.

Tony is just my drinking buddy lar, and immediately the topic was being switched to Stacy and I just mentioned nothing incase i get murdered by Stacy.

But Deric is cute lar, whallop him up is the usual thing will say for all my past relationship when i told him i am single.

Immediately he pushes Tony to me,

as usual I gave my ('') look,

thanks ah Deric in case I got assasinated by Sumi.

Being with them is fun too bad Deric and Kenny left early and we're still stuck up with out bottle of Maccallan.

Headed out for Zouk,

and nice in the earlier part but not so nice when I go high as i just start my nonsense again.

I was drinking with Sebast and Cheryl the Thai boxer and I met this super cute guy Edwin.

Strike a convo with him and Sebast was like,

Yeah thats the way girl, nice taste he is damn good looking.

I found my 'He Jun Xiang' the version who is 5 years younger than me.

Its difficult to not catch an eye for such cute guy.

Super cute, and most importantly he blush, my god.

I just got attracted to the shyness he had.

NUS student.

When I talked to him, he stuttered and told me he is attached.

Nevermind I've got his number

He is just so freaking cute to tease about especially when he blush as I told him he is just so good looking.

See Edwin on Fri again, and hopefully the gang dont make a fool out of me...

and Yes . .

wait till friday I'll take a snap with him,

for my dear readers to determine my new found 'He Jun Xiang' look alike and have a taste of his blushing look when he gets tease.

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Its Thursday again but this Thursday no Bleach to watch, my lappy cannot download PPS. I miss watching Bleach with him.