Monday, July 13, 2009

Day 1 of the observation

It was last evening when I blankout again. 2nd time in a month.. The previous incident was at lovely's place and the one last night was at Zouk when i literally knock out blank. I wasn't on alcohol and I am only having green tea. I fell onto Richard thank god he got me while Fulala carried my bagguage for me. It was a freaking hell experience for the 2nd time this year. Relieve in a way, they are so nice towards me. Imagine Fulala carrying my bag. Richard sent me back even though i insisted that i can be home safe alone.

I went home safely under his care, I really appreciate it brother.

Thank you Fulala, Thank you Richard.

For him: That was when I started missing him. Missing him badly and he wasn't by my side anymore. I dropped him an sms and tells him I will still be waiting. Glad enough, at least he replied. I didnt take him out of my mind for every single moment. Wishing his fruitful and safe for his trip out of Singapore.

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The next day,

I decided to not leave it to chances anymore and I headed down to the Emergency & Accident at SGH where my records were. I couldn't get Terry, Holly can't handle me as I may just knock out anytime. Kenny is at work, just nice he called. He came down and drove Holly and I to the hospital, accompanied by the ginseng chinese soup his mum brewed specially for me.

Auntie Peggy is so sweet and nice, upon hearing my condition she went down to Whampoa immediately, bought the kampong chicken and american ginseng to make soup for me. I appreciate it and I am touch till a certain extend. Thank you Auntie Peggy .

I am not dead yet, those are only my feet. lolx. Thinking that I still can joke at the moment. Well my heart can't handle heart shocks anymore. Its time to take things easy in case I just suffer another attack again. So dont talk about love anymore. I may not survive anymore shocks to my heart. I find myself quite disgusting in a way, cant imagine i can love someone so much. Luckily I dont hate him, if not it will turn out to be some soup opera, LOVE HATE thingy. .. I have been receiving messages by friends and readers complaining what a stupid Ant I am. I cant help lar people. Next life ok. I turn smarter or, maybe a fruit fly.

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I was being put up for observations with a high possibility to suffer from a heart attack. Can claim insurance under critical illness HEART ATTACK. My current worth is at half a million.
And yup its time to write a Will to my assets, money, designers bags, shoes, . . . ke keee abit sampat. Have yet to earn enough $$ and give birth to a child yet. How can I die when I haven even see his butterfly change.

A good thing about the visitors, they are limited. Which means no one is allow to visit unless they give me a call, give me their NRIC no. and I will pass the visitor's list to my staff nurse. Other than the people in my list. Barred. Dear friends who would like to pay me a visit and help me spend some time away, call me alright:)

Oh yes, If everything goes on fine.... observations are good and nice . . Fucking hell shit. I am increasing my sum insured to a million which is the highest it can go for critical illnesses in my company. But when my pay increases as time goes by, I'll still go higher with other companies. Simply, I feel I am worth more than millions. I love everyone who loves me, pray for my health with the purest of heart and I know you guys are. I promise you all okay and I know each and every of my dearies had been complaining non stop about my smoking and drinking habits.

I have to stop smoking. I really have to.

*Gimme the power man!!!*singing ~~
Thank you Holly.

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Hope to see him soon :) with his butterfly change. For us in future, leave it to the hands of my god liao. Meanwhile I just need to calm myself down in all aspect in what will be upcoming, in order to not suffer another attack and 伤心到死. It is utterly ridiculous I shouldn't be living in this Era, I should go back to the Romeo and Juliet Era. Going to sleep le. God bless Seven.

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