heartfelt

When I look forward, thinking that you will suddenly appear.

Someday, I'll wait until the sky turn clear.

Just as it was on the day you left.

You will quietly return to my side,

the you in my heart.

Can you really never see me again?

I am really such an idiot,

you're the only one in my heart,

the you who have eyes for someone elses.

You probably don't know how I feel,

your day probably will not include me,

not even your memories.

Its only me,

the one watching you from far.

Who is silently crying.

watching the shape of your back as a kind of happiness to me.

Even though to the very end, you do not understand my heart.

When I want to see you,

at a time I really cant bear to.

The words I love you is always lingering on my lips,

where I am alone crying for you,

where I am alone missing for you.

Through the time missing and crying,

Its time to stand alone for the being.

To stay strong and healthy,

put on more weight before I get to see you again,

may it be months, or years. . .

I just do not want to be the same again,

for you to see me sobbing in heartache.

I will be there until the time comes. . .